A Kik Love Affair (Completed)

6.A Depression

Kelci POV

I couldn't breathe walking back there. I swer if he wasn't okay I would .. I don't even know what I would do.

I walked down the hall and saw the doctors operating through the window on Mason's in conscious body. I started to cry. No sobs just tears running from my eyes. I felt a hand on my shoulder. I turned around it was Mason's mom. I turned around and hugged her.

"Oh my god I'm sorry it's my fault!!" I cried.

"Baby it's not your fault for this ignorance. You couldn't have done anything to change this." She said.

Tears rolled down her cheeks and she and I watched until one of the nurses closed the curtain. Another nurse came and walked us back to the lobby. She walked in and saw everyone sitting in the waiting area.

Ash rushed over to me hugging me. I saw Brandon covered in blood. His shirt and pants. The only person I wanted to talk to was Mason. I wanted him so bad.

The doctor came in.

"Mason Deqaun Andrew?"

We all gathered around.

"We are finished and he's resting . We were able to stop the bleeding but he slipped into a comma and we're trying our best to get him back but he's not responding. We will have to put him on a machine to feed him and keep him breathing because his lungs aren't responding as much. "

"So there's a possibility he's coming back." I said breaking the silence.

"Yes but it's very slim."

"But there is a possibility . That's all I need to know" I said walking away towards the room Mason was resting in.

I peeked in the room where a nurse was finishing setting him up. I stood in the corner until she finished and left. I walked over and say next to him.

"Maso--" I couldn't even call out his name. Tears filled my throat.

"I love you and I know you can hear me. I just don't understand why this happened. I couldn't tell you enough how much I'm sorry and how much I love you. "

I sat there in the same spot for hours not moving. I didn't say anything to anyone. Not to Ash. Not my other friends, the doctors, nurses. The only one I made communications with was his mother and that was a simple "no thank you".

I had been there all from Sunday 5:00am and I didn't wanna leave. I felt like if I left him something would happen and I wouldn't be here for him. Mrs.Andrew came in again .

"Kelci?"

"Yes."

"I know you don't want to leave him but Baby it's 8:30pm and you've been here since yesterday morning. You gotta eat and relax yourself. Go home and take a nice hot bath then come back"

"I can't leave him." I cried then started to sob.

"I love him"

"I know you do. You wouldn't have stayed here this long not moving, eating, or sleeping. Go ahead I'll take care if him til you get back"

I wiped my face and got myself together. "Okay." I got up and kissed Mas on the cheek. And left.

The whole ride home was silence and dark. I really didn't wanna leave but I know I had to. When I got home I soaked for 2hours and I probably would have been longer if I didn't hear Ty banging at the door.

I ate a couple bites of food left.

• Weeks later •

I had been going to the hospital almost everyday and the days I didn't go felt like hell. I went after these last days in school and on the weekends i spent the night. I had been feeling a little weird and I guess it was because I wasn't eating or sleeping like I should've been but when I slept I had night mares.