Ran Away

In Florida

I text my mom at 8pm. She should be up still.

Me- Mom?
Mom- Sweetie are you okay, where are you?
Me- I ran away and I dropped out of school. I wasn't kidnap so you can take down the missing papers. I needed a new life, or at least a fresh one. So I moved out to Florida. I've been working as a Nanny. So I've been living with the kid and his brother. The mother is out usually so I get paid a lot. I'll come visit you, but there no guarantee I'm coming back and you can't make me, I'm sorry."

Mom- Solona Rosetta Star, you better come back home right NOW
Me- No, I'm not going back. If I didn't do this I would have killed myself. I'm happy here and I'm not doing anything near dangerous, so I'm safe. I'm fine I'll check up on you but for this week I'm gonna be here. I'm not giving you the address to find me so don't try. Gn, I'm tired plus I'm turning 18 so I'm excited.
Mom- Please come by next week, I mean it. I won't make you stay if you don't wanna but i need to see u
Me- Ok

"Jahseh" I squeal
"What nigga I'm tired?" He said
"I'm staying, also I'm going back for the day next Monday. Also I'm sleeping with you so stop being a little bitch and scoot over." I demand
We cuddle and fall asleep.

Next Monday
Today's the day! I'm kinda scared but I have a long drive.
Ms. Cleo was nice enough to let Jah come with me to keep me company and safe. The whole ride we had fun. We stopped for a bit and did some activities that I'm not gonna discuss 😏.
I get to my house, and my family instantly hugs me. The they all look at Jah.
"Who's this?" My mom asked
"This is my... friend? I don't know yet but for now we're friends." I reply
"You can go she's not coming back." My mom says
"Yes I am, I told you this. I'm not happy here. I've way happier with him and there family then I ever was here. You can't make me stay. I don't have any clothes and he's not taking MY car." I said
"So we made dinner, and made a welcome back poster, and you're not staying?" Mom said
"I told you I wasn't. I knew this was a bad idea. Jah wait in the car, obviously my mom doesn't want me to be happy so just wait I'll talk to her and we'll roll out." I told Jah
"Alright, give me the keys."
"Okay." I said

Me and my talk and I basically explain AGAIN I'm not staying. As soon as I try to leave my car is gone, and so was Jah, he texted me this
"Solana, I'm sorry for taking you're car, but you need to stay. I'm at the McDonalds and I'm gonna come back and get a ride back home, sorry."
When I saw it I cried.
My mom was such a bitch and told me "This is why you should have never done this."
I ran out and took a pocket knife and my phone. I walked to the gas station to get some cigarettes. I don't smoke but if that meant I was killing myself slowly I was down for the cause. I see Jah pull up, and my eyes are red and I looked like I was high, but he knew I was crying. He got out trying to talk I interrupted him, took my keys and drove off leaving him. I skirt off fast, the reverse picking him up, taking him home.
The car ride was silent.
When we got back I packed a over night bag to go to the hotel. I was planning to nanny a new child. Jah blew up my phone. I never told him I was going to the hotel but I wanted him to feel what I felt, LOST.

Next Morning
I get up, get ready to figure out what's my plan. And I go to Ms. Cleo's but she was actually there this time. Jahseh told her I'm guessing. She walked to me and said "We here for you, but you need to go back home. I don't wanna fire you, you keep both of my boys happy and safe, but this is for you're own good."
I respond "If I go back then it's me living miserable, wanting to kill myself, celebrating a birthday with my annoying, hypocritical family, and wishing I would have died a long time ago. So go ahead, I'll just run away again but this time I'm coming here."
I packed a couple of clothes head back to the hotel and I see a that a parent wants to hire me. I meet up with her and she was sexy af. I'm bisexual, so if I see a girl I like, I get her. She was bisexual too, a single mother, and had a daughter. I ended up staying with her, and I did my job and other things to keep her mother happy 😏. The lady name was Drew. I called her Ms. Nanson (he last name), she's 27 years old, but she was hot so I didn't mind. My birthday past so I was already 18.
Me and Drew went on a date, we went to the carnival 🎡, it was so fun. Her daughter was with her friends and they were free. Me and Drew were just having fun get in rides. We get on this scary haunted ride thing, simulator? Idk. And I notice Jah and Aiden is right behind me. I don't think they notice me and Drew but once Drew kissed me and my face was turned Jah said "Solana?" "Fuck" I mumbled.
"So what happened you just forgot about me?" He said
"No, I took that situation out of my life and now I'm with my girl. I'm sorry but I'm not going back." I said
"Babe, what's going on?" Drew asked
"Just one of my older clients, we got attached and things didn't go well. I'll explain later okay baby." I said as I kissed her.
"Okay." She smiled back.
After that ride I can tell Jah was following me or just keeping his eyes on me.
Drew went to go check on her daughter and I just waited by the Ferris wheel they Jah pulled me into one and made me stay and talk.
"So you're gay now?" He asked
"No, Ive been bisexual since I was 11, and my relationship has nothing to do with you." I said
"I miss you, but you know what you have to do." He said
"NIGGA, IM NOT GOING BACK!" I scream
"DONT EVER SCREAM AT ME! I LOVE YOU, AND YOURE GONNA JUST LEAVE." He screamed
"ILL DO WHAT EVER I WANT TO DO, YOU DONT CONTROL ME. ALSO I LOVE YOU TOO BUT I HATE MY LIFE. So unless we drop this going back thing, consider finding someone else to love."I said
He tried pulling me into a kiss, but the the wheel was done and I got up going to Drew telling him "GoodBye, Jahseh."
He looked at me as if he was gonna killed me, I liked it but I looked away before I could even think.