Next Day.... I never slept in the extra room that was given to most of the nannies, because I was with her. But when I woke up, I saw her deep in my phone, snooping through everything. "Good morning. Babe what's wrong, why are you looking through my phone?" "I knew that guy was more than just a client!" She said. "I told you we could talk about it. But I guess you couldn't wait to find out huh." I said "Tell me, so I can see if you're gonna tell then truth." She demanded "Okay, fine. So I ran away from my where I used to live and stay with this other client, then me and the clients son got to close and we ending up loving each other. I told my mom where I was, due to the fact that there were posters claiming I was kidnapped. And she tried to make me stay, then so did the other family. They told me that it wasn't good to stay with them. So I packed my bags and left to my new house which is yours." I told her "Oh, so your not lying." She said "No, and I never was. I get why you would think that, he tried to kiss me but I wouldn't let him, of course because I'm with you." I explained We got up and made breakfast together for her daughter. It was so cute, I felt like I was apart of a family again, but then it reminded me of Jahseh. I still love him, and knowing he felt the same hurt. I already saw that he had moved on and was with a bunch of broads again.
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Just seeing how much he didn't care hurt so I just did my best to either not care or even sometimes do things with Drew that I know he would notice, because I'm that petty.
Jahseh's POV I really missed Solana, but I can't keep trying if I know she not going back. I thought she loved me, but maybe that was all just a game, but I loved her for sure. Seeing her with that other girl made me feel like I did with my old girlfriend. My old girlfriend would cheat, steal from me, and would fuck with my head, and that made me love her. I don't know why but I loved her, and Solana helped me get over her, now I have to get over Solana. So instead of moping I just fucked around with random chicks. I posted a pic of two girls that I had a threesome with, but I knew it would get Solana's attention. "She liked it?" I said noticing that she liked it, she didn't text me, didn't leave a comment or even sub-tweet or sub-Snap about it/me either. Wow she really doesn't care for me anymore. I guess no one does.
Solana's POV I knew playing like I didn't care would get his attention. I felt stupid for playing these childish games but I'm tired of being the one who's running, but now that I think about it, I'm just hiding now. I told Drew I was going out for a bit, but I was really going to see Jahseh. I didn't know what if he was at his house but I took my chances. I didn't text him I just showed up, so we could talk. I still have a key to the house so I just enter. I saw a car out front but there was no Aiden, no Ms. Cleo, but I was hoping Jah was upstairs and he was. I heard his his music playing, but it was low for some reason, but that's all I heard. I opened the door to see him banging some chick. He looked at me and I could feel tears coming down my cheeks. I closed the door and began to pack everything that I left. *When I first left I didn't pack everything* He saw me and didn't even make a sound, as if he didn't care that he hurt me. Once I was done packing, I sat in my car for about a minute crying. I was still in Jah driveway, so after awhile I drove off and I made sure my eyes weren't read from crying so Drew wouldn't notice. I arrived to Drew's and luckily she didn't notice. I blocked Jahseh from everything. I didn't want any memories of him. I deleted photos, any videos, and Drew saw me do it but she didn't know why and she didn't care. "Babeeeeee?" Drew said "Yeeesssss?" I asked "You know my daughters gone, went with her friends and she having a sleep over with them for a week. So you wanna do something?" She said referring to sex "Not right now but do you wanna go out?" I asked She sighed and said "Sure but you're staying here. You've been out a lot and when we go together you always leave me or see that guy again. So you're staying Im leaving." She demanded "What ever, I'm just gonna chill." I said "Okay, babe. I'm gonna get ready. I get it's a bit early but you know it takes a while." She said "I sure do, that why we're always late." I said as I laughed By the time she was done it was 8pm so she was leaving. "Bye, baby. Don't go cheating!" I said "Can't make a promise. Just kidding I won't love ya." "You too." We said then we kissed.
So I was all alone until about a hour later I heard a car pull up. I put on this sexy outfit, so when Drew came back we could have fun. I walked to the door with my silk robe open, I was looking good af. This would be one of the first time I looked like an actually attractive girl. On some Victoria Secret type shit. I unlocked the door, and as it opened I said "Hey, babe. Are you- Jahseh?" I said while quickly closing my robe. "Woooaaahhhh, I jus came to talk." He said as he laughed. "Get the fuck out, you've done enough. I know you don't love me so... BYE." I said "That's why I came here, I do love you." He said "How did you even know where she lived, and If you love me so much then why are you banging random girls? At least I have the decency to only be with one." I said "I followed y'all home that one night. But I drove away. Also, I only banged girls because I thought you didn't care for me anymore." He explained "Well you were wrong, I still love you and I hate that I do but I still love you!" I said loudly but not as loud as a yell. "You left not me." He said "I left because you wanted me to leave." "I wanted you to be safe." "So putting me back in a place where I could've killed myself is safe. Smart thinking." "Okay, I'm sorry for that but, you still need your mom." "No I don't, and I never had. She one of the reasons why I ran. She hates me, my decisions, my friends, everything, so putting me back with her would basically be murder." I heard a car pull up, I knew it was Drew "fuck" I mumbled "Is that your girl?" "Yes, nigga" I said as the door opened "Hey babe, what's- WHAT THE FUCK!" She screamed "It's not what it looks like, I'm dressed like this for you. He came to talk to me, and I was tell him to leave. I promise." I explained "Do you love him?" She asked me "Babe, please don-" "DO YOU LOVE HIM?" She screamed "Yes" I said as I sighed "Do you love her?" She asked him "Yes" he said looking at me "Take her, I don't wanna be apart of this shit anymore. I'm tired of worrying about if you cheating on me with him. I know you didn't but a matter of time can only tell, leave." She demanded "Babe, no please!" I begged "I'm sorry Solana but you're fired, you can pack you're stuff. I'm doing this for you okay, I care about you. I wanted to love you but I knew we were just fucking and we were probably not gonna go far anyways, Goodbye." She said "I'm so sorry, do you want me to-" Jah said "Can you just go. I'm going to your house but for now can you just leave please." I asked He sighed and said "fine." I packed my things again, but she helped me so I wouldn't come back. I was driving to Jahseh's house but I decided to stop at the side of the road but I was in the woods so no one was around, and I just cried. I ended up falling asleep, and when I woke up someone was knocking on the window to see if I was dead. When I saw the person I thumbs up to let her know I was fine. I drove Jahseh's house and when I walked in he hugged me. I got out of it, and walked up stair. I had this lifeless face because that what I felt LIFELESS.
