I got in the shower, and when I got out I put on some sweats and a crop top, and just worked and slept, Drew got me a job working at a day care, because she knew by now I needed money to move out of Jahseh's. Every day I came home/to Ms. Cleo I would seem so dead. I didn't put on a fake smile, due to the fact I had to do that all day around the kids. I would just go to my room and just eat, sleep, cry, write, and think. I finally had enough for an apartment, so as soon as I did I started looking and I eventually bought one. It wasn't to far from Jahseh's, but by now we didn't talk. We didn't even go around, we would stay in the rooms and just think all day. I didn't want to be near him as soon as I got the apartment I slept over there. I had already bought a bed so I could move immediately. All I had was a bed, a bunch of ramen noodles, cranberry juice, and laptop, and regular essentials (tooth brush, paste, towels, etc). No one came over, I never made any friends, I realized. Not even at work. So I went out and did what I could to make some. I went to the club, and of course I saw Jahseh but I didn't even mind him. I saw this girl, she was looking bomb but my plan wasn't to sleep with people it was to be friends. Her name was Ebony, she was bisexual as well. We talked a while, getting to know each other. Then her other friend came, and I realized that I went to high school with her and we were so close. I hugged her and we all began to chill and talk. We danced a bit too but not really. We had so much fun, and since then they've began my friends. One of them needed a job so I put in a word for them at mine, so now me and Ebony work together and my high school friend Tianna worked to a building near us. She was a ER. I would ask her to get me a job there instead of here, or at least let me go in there and see what I can do because I write, and sing and if I wanted to I could rap but it wasn't my focus. As time went by,my apartment was decorated and looking good, and life was great. I still didn't talk or really even see Jahseh for a whole year. I texted him and said -hey But then I was sent this - This is Cleo, Jah was put in jail a year ago. He's coming out tomorrow, I thought you knew. -What how did this happen? -He killed someone, apparently someone you both knew. -Who? -Some woman named Drew. -Omg, I was with her, why would he do that? -He told me that she was trying to harm you. I looked at the messages between him and her it read this ....
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-After that he attempted to kill her, but as soon as she got to a phone he left. He tried to slit her throat. He was driving to somewhere trying to hide himself so, because she called the police. He got pulled over, and the officer realized that he was the one he was looking for. He pleaded guilty, because there was too much evidence on him. -Omg, where he at, I want to see him. -You'll have to wait til tomorrow, I'll give you the address. He should be out by 5pm but I'm not gonna be able to make it. -What if he doesn't want to see me? -Trust me he'll be happy to.
After that I was so shocked but happy he was getting out. A year was pretty long, and I didn't even notice. I looked it up more and there were some other charges, so now I understood.
Next day.... I was so happy, I put on a cute crop top, and a pencil skirt. I only worked for a short amount of time due to it being a half a day for me . It had something was because of a field trip they had, I didn't have to come so I chose not to, and I went home. I got showered and put on that outfit, I felt like looking girly today for some reason. It was 4pm and I rushed up and drove to the place Ms. Cleo told me to go to (in a call). It was 5pm when I made it there. I waited for him to come out, but it took 20mins for some reason. While I was waiting my leg was shaking so much. I just kept thinking 'What if he doesn't wanna see me? What if he hates me?' Because technically I'm the reasons this shit happened. The door opened and I was him. He was finally free, I ran to him and hugged him. He hugged me back and said "Solana, you here. Why, exactly?" "I was missing you so I texted you, and I found out what happened and I'm sorry. If I wasn't such a fuck up this would have never happened. But I love you so much, and I miss you!"'I said then I kissed his cheek. I forgot that he was in for a year, meaning her had to be in there with a bunch of guys and he isn't gay so he wasn't having sex, because when I kissed his cheek, he grabbed my jaw and kissed me so passionately, and grabbed my butt as well. I didn't stop him because I loved this feeling. I pulled back, and I we left out. There was other there and I didn't want to be making out in front of people. I asked him "Are to hungry?" "Yes, the stuff in there is ass, I can't even call if food." He said I laughed and said " Where do you wanna go, it's on me." "No, Solana you don't have to pay I go-" "I said it's on me, you went to jail for me, I owe you BIG time." I interrupted him "Alright, let's get some Jamaican food." He asked "Bet. I finna get a beef patty!" I said excitedly
We ate and he came over my place. When he walked in he said "I never came here, but you did good." "Thanks, it took a lot." When we were done eating, we caught up, and we watched Netflix and chilled. I wanted to do something but he wanted stay here with me. He kept looking at me, and I knew what the look was but I just kept ignoring it. Eventually I gave in. I got on his lap, and began to kiss him. He pushed me back a bit and asked "You know what's about to happen right?" "Yes, of course I do. Now stop interrupting." We made out for about a good 3-5 minutes and then he began to kissed on my neck and I moaned. I got off of him and took him to my bed room and took my clothes off. He got on top of me and kept kissing, as well as taking his clothes off. He rubbed my private, and kiddies my neck which made me moan "Do It." He pulled my panties off and put his private into mine. I gasped, it was big and if fucked me senseless. I could take it for a while, until we did the doggy style position, and he was pulling my hair as well. It felt amazing. I hadn't had good dick in a while (completely honest). "Oh, fuck I'm gonna-" I said before I came. Which made things even wetter. He began thrusting harder, and I moaned louder. "You can take it" he whispered in my ear making me more wet. He came in me, luckily I was on birth control. I loved the feeling though. Our moans sounded so good together. When we were done I couldn't help but think 'What are we?' But I didn't say, he just got out I don't wanna question him. We fell asleep and I felt a difference in my body, I felt warm. His arms we around me, and I haven't had sex like that before but I think I'm happy. I haven't felt true happiness in a while. Every time I did it would go away, which turned happiness to hate. When I saw laying beside him I felt happy, safe, in love. I think?
