Imperfections & Mistakes 1 (BoyBand ABC & In Real Life ff)

Chapter 6: Jiles?

Miles' Pov

I am not usually the jealous type, of course there are times that I am, I can't help it especially if it's with the man I love.

The whole day I was pissed at Jay cause of that stupid hot, muscular, and gorgeous looking guy that delivered the boxes. For the last few months, something's been off, I've gotten the feeling that Jay and I aren't the same at all. We used to be in love, spending everyday together, every minute, every second together, and never feeling inadequate with each other.

But something suddenly changed, Jay's been more distant spending time with Michael and Sergio that I haven't even been able to see him that much even if we live and work with each other.

I ended up driving home with Chance, Jaden, Dorian, and Sergio.

"Yo Miles,why did you ride with us?"Dorian asked me

"Why I wanted to chill."I replied

"It's just that you never really leave Jay's side." Jaden said, "It is kind of weird, I guess,"

"Are yall okay?" Chance asked.

"Well maybe we need some space or better yet a long ass break." I mumbled as I looked out the window.

"Okay, something must really be wrong for you to speak like that," Marcus said

"Why are you like this? You are concerning us." Chance added "Wait is it because of that dude that Jay was talking to earlier." He ended up asked

"Oh. That dude. He looked low key spicy."Jaden said, "Though he didn't seem interested in Jay,"

"Then who else would he be interested in?" I asked.

"I saw him giving eyes at either Drew or Mikey," Dorian chuckled, "He kept licking his lips, that were dryer than the Sahara Desert."

"Gross," I slowly chuckled and looked away as the rest of our ride got only quieter as everyone was too focused on their phones to even care about everything else.

We continued to sit in silence for, until we reached the apartments. Before we got out Chance had a talk with me.

"Miles no matter what, don't let this get to you. Don't lose a special person in your life just because of a one time dude that he talked to." I nodded and just walked with him towards the elevator.

We got to the floor and I walked into the apartment.

"Hello?" I yelled.

"Oh hey Miles you're back I was gonna tell you that I'm not gonna stay here tonight. Sleeping over at the office. Late office reviews needed by tomorrow." Michael said as he walked out, slightly looking messy, and headed straight for the door. Seemingly looking bothered.

"Yea cool be careful." We shook hands and he left. Now to wait for Jay.

It was only a couple of minutes until I saw Nikki's car outside. "Aha he must be here now "I thought.

Jays Pov

I sighed as I was right outside the door. I was contemplating whether or not to open the door. Then suddenly the door swung open.

"Oh hey Miles."I scratched my back.

"Hey." He stepped back into the apartment and was about to walk upstairs.

I walked in and shut the door. "Wait," I said.

He turned around "Hm?" He questioned.

"We need to talk." I said thinking about the conversation that we had in the car,

"Okay" he walked down and sat on the couch. I sat down as well, creating a gap between the both of us.

"What's been bothering you these past few weeks?" I started off, "Months actually,"

"Nothing, everything's been normal." He stated not giving a hint of emotion.

"No It hasn't we've been distant and you avoided me all day." He stayed silent. "If something is bothering you, please, just talk to me."

"Fine you want to know what's wrong?" His voice suddenly rasied.

"Yes I do." I slightly yelled too.

"Fine, it's us. You haven't kissed me in weeks. All the times that I wanted us to talk about us you keep leaving, and I saw the way you were looking at the guy who delivered the boxes. He was cute wasn't he!!!" He yelled while having tears in his eyes.

"He didn't even look at me, he was staring at Mikey for crying out loud!" I yelled

"Oh," He yelled back.

"Why would I need another guy when I'm with you."I asked him lowering my voice as bit.

"Because it's clear that I'm not enough that I'm just a toy to you obviously." He was about to walk upstairs but I grabbed his hand and turned him towards me.

"It's all my fault wasn't it." I mumbled. He must have heard me cause he looked up.

He kept on looking down, and I just hugged him.

"In sorry that I wasn't paying attention to you these past few weeks. Its just that after we 'did it' I felt like you would leave me and wasn't sure that you loved me." He pulled away and held my hands staring right at my eyes.

"I love you or else I wouldn't be with you," I sadly chuckled, He just smiled and hugged me. We sat there for a while until I remembered.

"Where's Michael?" I asked slightly hoping to see the male there,

"He just walked out and said that he has to stay at the office," He said,

"Oh okay," I mumbled

Suddenly thoughts of my mistakes erupted into my mind, and made me look at the man in front of me, and cower away, slightly.

"I- I am going to just go to his room, to finish my reports- I'll be with you in a little bit, I swear," I muttered as I quickly removed my arms from him and made my way to Michaels room and closed the door,

I sat on his bed and sighed with my hands running over my head in an angry fashion.

'Why am I such an idiot?' I thought

"How could I just cheat on him like this," I said as I fell back onto the bed with a thud, not knowing that the man that I claimed that I loved, was breaking down in the other room.

*hey guys so if you are by any chance reading this book over again I am currently in the middle of editing so this chapter and the pervious ones are up to date, but the chapters after this are not. If you continuously read this then the chapter beyond this may not go well as I've changed the plot a bit.