Second Thoughts

Head aches and Heart Breaks

  ~flashback to 7th grade.. again~

I'm going to tell Kaoru I like him. I know that so many girls confess to him but... I don't care, I'm going to do it anyway.

After class was over I walked out of the room. I looked down the hall and saw the twins. They were sitting together as usual, by a window.

I walked up to them nervously. My heart was beating rapidly. The twins noticed that I was walking up to them.

"Uhh Hi Hikaru, Hi Kaoru.. I wanted.....just wanted to..." the twins cut me off. "Let me guess, you wanted to tell one of us that you like him." Hikaru said

"What is this Hikaru, the 3rd confession this week?" Kaoru says "I believe it is. Honestly I'm getting tired of hearing these. This will be just like the others." Hikaru annoyingly replied.

"But please Ren, do tell us why you'll be different." Kaoru says rolling his eyes. I felt like crying but I stopped myself.

"Well, I'm sorry that you've had to hear so many of these. I'll leave if you want..." I say shyly.

"That would be great. I can't stand seeing your horrifying face." Kaoru spat. "Kaoru, that wasn't nice!" Hikaru said.

"I'm sorry Ren, He can't help but be honest." Hikaru said. "Oh you want me to be honest? Well honestly, I don't like you and never will. Who would like you? You're so shy and practically...Invisible." Kaoru said smiling deviously.

I held back me tears. I didn't know what I wanted to do more, Run away crying or punch them in the face.

The twins were smiling. I clenched my fist. Then walked off. When I was out of the twins sight, I started to cry. I was truly heartbroken.

~End of flashback~
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"I still think that we should use the east gardens. They have beautiful views!" Clover said.

"Yeah but the school will block the sunset! Plus there are to many rose bushes that would be a problem." I argued. "So I suggest the west gardens." I finished.

"I guess you're right, ok the west gardens it is!" Clover said writing in a note book. "Ok so lighting, you said you wanted to hang up some lights?" Clover says.

"Yes, there's a beautiful gazebo, it would look amazing with fairy lights hung from it."

"I was thinking lanterns or installing light posts." Clover said.

"Well we want this to be a "summers" ball, So keeping the lighting and the theme simple would help." I reply.

"Ok fairy lights it is." Clover says. I smile. I know that I didn't want to celebrate but I'm still excited!

Time skip
Host club hours were coming to an end . Girls were starting to leave. I was cleaning up tea cups and plates when I got an acing pain in my head. I ignored it and continued.

I put all the cups and other things on a tray and picked it up. I started to walk away when I felt that pain again. It was worse this time. I still ignored it, until the pain pierced through me. I couldn't stand. I fell to the ground, dropping the tray and breaking everything on it.

My head throbbed. I closed me eyes as the pain continued. Suddenly an image appeared in my head. An image of 2 people, the Hitachiin twins. They had a devious smirk on their faces. As soon as I saw this I got angry. I don't know why, then a memory came to mind.

~flashback~
How could they do this? How could he do this? I thought he liked me but I was wrong.

I had this pain in my head and my heart. It felt like my heart was ripped out and torn to shreds in front of me. They'll pay for this, they'll pay for what they've done.

~End of flashback~

That was odd, I had never seen that before, or felt that angry for that matter. Who was I mad at? Who has to pay?

Yo sorry that this chapter was so short, I've been busy with school and other stuff like that that happens in people's lives. Anywho until next time byeeeeeee

-Twyla