A week wasn't all I needed, the girl kept speaking inside my head,
"your not Ok, How will you ever be ok"
I would need so much more, so much more time. I refused him from coming into my house. I refused his texts.
"Good let him go, let yourself go, no emotion"
My body still in meltdown, I couldn't bare to even eat. I couldn't move, couldn't sleep.
I was dying, slowly but surely. Was this how I wanted my life to go, spiraling into an unending void of depression.
"This how you want it, how you always wanted it"
Yes it was.
"It's what you deserve"
It's what I deserve.
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2 more weeks went by, and still he tried everything to try and get me back. But why? WHY?
How is someone like me meant to deal with this?
"Honey" my mum tentatively opened my floor door and walked in, with dad. What's going on.
They seem so sad or hesitant? What's going on.
"Honey, we have something to tell you, it's extremely important. We're so sorry for what we are about to do" is what they said, before more words came out,and I was lost.
I was falling again, just as I was starting to hold on I was falling again.
Was this going to be my life now, holding on just to keep falling.
I was running, trying to run from two truths now.
One scratching my heart, the other cutting it. With their roses always comes thorns.
How was I going to deal with this, I could go to him but why would I do that if he danced with her.
How was I going to deal with her now, does Alya have something to hide to.
Is there something just trying to break me.
"AARRGGHH" it was a horrible sound that came out of my mouth, a cry of pain and desperation.
And so I ran, ran out my floor door, out the house, past the pack, so green at this time of year, everyone in it looking so happy.
It made me sick, it made me cry.
So I kept going, I didn't stop not till I remembered Tikki.
"T-tikki" I whispered, crying my tears.
She flew in front of my,worry plastered on her face, squished my cheeks and all the sympathy from her was all I could feel.
"Y-you will always be my friend, r-right Tikki" it was getting hard to speak.
"Marinette, you will always mean the most to me, you will always be there for me and I will always be there for you" she said firmly "and so will Chat, remember, you and him are a team, and teams help each other"
Tikki was right, I still had everyone else, Chat, Alya, Tikki.
"TIKKI SPOTS ON" and so I searched for him, I can still rely on him right.
I couldn't help it the tears fell, and the images started playing like a movie.
I could find him, and he could reject me. For what I've become.
By not eating I've become deathly pale, my blue bell eyes have turned an ugly grey, and my hair has stayed at least but the new hair that started sprouting are black.
I've heard only things like that happen when a soul changes, guess I will just have to wait and see.
My yo-yo beeped, showing that Chat was on top of the Eiffel tower.
He was just sitting, seemingly thinking.
"Been awhile my lady, what's going on" Chat seemed to say it as if in a spiral like me. Like he wasn't here anymore. He turned around to see a crying Lady.
His eyes widened, his mouth gaping like a fish. I guess his Lady isn't so tough after all.
"So many things happened, I can't say the first, it hurts to much" I turned to wipe my tears away but Chat came up behind me, held my hand there. He stared at my tears, seemingly in a trance.
He turned me around, and kissed my tears. His lips were warm on my face, so soft, so much nicer than the rest of my life, sharp thorns leaving my mind for now.
He kissed my eye, moved to my other cheek, and soon my lips.
He was so soft on my lips, warm. He wasn't forceful with his kiss, it was a sweet soft light kiss and soon it became passionate.
I opened for him and our lover's dance was far prettier than Adrien and Chloe's.
Our tongues entwined, love pouring out of him, and me.
Where did this love come from, a deep well?
It was so nice, his tongue back and forth in my mouth, mine apparently having the same affect on him
But I couldn't help it, I was still crying. Still hurting, guess it won't take a kiss to get rid of that feeling. Chat Noir noticed the tears and stopped his work.
"My Lady, what's happened. I'm here for you" he whispered his nose touching mine, our moths close enough to continue our work but i couldn't.
"They told me everything, they told me the truth. I've never really been a part of that family because-because" I hiccuped, I was getting myself worked up.
"Ladybug, just remember, you have plenty of people"
I interrupted "BUT I DON'T, they are all gone, he left, they left, she could leave, all I have is you, I can only fully trust you".
He seemed surprised, "My Lady, talk to me maybe it will help. And what do you mean by 'he left'.
And so I started, I told him about Adrien, of course not using Adrien's name, I told him my suspicions of Alya, once again never using her name. And then my parents.
"What have they done?" He raised an eyebrow, with a sad look on his face.
"They-they told me my life was a lie, that I was never really a part of their family, that i never really belonged" I was crying and hiccuping "They told me I was adopted and that my sister and father,
That they were,
That they were,
The ruler's of Paris.
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Hey guys just some info you might need from now on.
When i put things in bold with the "speach marks" it will be that voice inside of marinette speaking.
Also the image at the top is marinette like umm
how do i put it,
if the voice was human this is what she would look like
ok thx
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ФанфикMarinette was finally happy, comfortable. She had more friendships than she could keep up with, she wasn't late for school anymore Most likely because she had someone to look forward to every day. Adrien Agreste, the most beautiful and handsome boy...
