Dear Andy, I'm Sorry

Chapter 6

So I'd like to apologize for not updating for a while... It's just because I've had mad writers block and have been getting annoyed about how Jeffree Star is a man, yet he's prettier than me :(

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Dear Andy, I'm Sorry - Chapter 6

We went to Matt's and as soon as we got there, I could tell he'd already heard about Andy. The second I stepped through the door, he hugged me and refused to let go. Everyone was giving me weird looks so I just shrugged my shoulders and continued to hold Matt up since he wouldn't let me break our hug.

"Matt, are you alright?" I looked down at Matt and he shook his head. "I'm guessing it's about Andy?" He nodded. 

"He will be alright... Won't he?" I looked over to the guys, unsure of what to say.

"Hopefully." I looked over to Ashley and thanked him with my expression. "But we won't be 100% sure until we go back tomorrow and see him." And there Ashley goes, ruining the mood.

"Well done dickhead!" I shouted at Ashley as Matt cried a little. "Don't worry Matt, Andy'll be fine... He broke three ribs, nearly punctured a lung, and continued a concert... I think he'll survive six days in hospital."

*Fast forward to the day Andy is due to get out of hospital because a certain author was too lazy to write little filler chapters up to that day*

I stood next to my brother in the hospital. He was alright now and we had officially been told that he could come home. I couldn't help but smile, which was weird since everyone knew Andy and I had unnatural smiles... We were a family of people who barely ever smiled.

"So, Jayy..." I looked over to my brother. "What's up with you and Jake?" Trust my brother to ask that. I haven't seen him in a week and he asks about the one thing I didn't want to talk about.

"Urm..." I scratched my head. "We're just good friends." He gave me a questioning look.

"I'm guessing I've missed a lot?" Damn this guy was so nosy. 

"Not really... It was just weird since he was like my brother..." He nodded.

"I agree. Now come on, let's go home." We walked out and got on the bus. Yeah, Andy Biersack had to travel by bus with his little sister.

When we got back to the house, everyone pretty much attacked my brother for a hug. I got one off Ashley which was weird and he gave me the 'I'll tell you later' look which worried me, especially since it was Ashley.

"ANDY!" My brother turned around to look at me... "Let your fans know you're alright!" I threw him his phone and he caught it, logging on to his twitter account and telling his fans he was alright now.

We all just sat around talking for a while and updated Andy on what had been happening. He didn't seem surprised by anything... Except for the fact that I was at least talking to Ashley. When Ashley went out to get pizza and I decided to go with him, I left my brother even more surprised.

"So," Ashley said as we walked down the street. "I guess you want to know what that hug was about..."

"Yup. Especially since we've pretty much constant;y disliked each other." He scratched the back of his head.

"Well it was just because you did really well with all this Andy drama. I mean, you've stayed strong even though you've been away from him for a week. You're normally with Andy most of the time so I can see it would have been hard for you." I smiled a little.

"Well thanks. It can't have been much easier for you since you saw him there." He just mumbled and put his head down as he walked up to the counter.

I soon saw why... There were a few people in Black Veil Brides t-shirts that were near the counter. I didn't think I'd have much to worry about until someone tapped me on the shoulder, causing me to turn around. They certainly knew who I was. 

"What did you do to your brother?!" I felt a hand connect with my face but I stood calm... So these were the crazy fangirl type of fans...

"I don't understand what you are talking about?" I put on my posh voice just to annoy them even more.

"Your brother Andy was in hospital because of you!"

"No, what he did was his own idea, he's said that and that's what happened. Much like it wasn't his fault I was in hospital." She glared at me. 

"But it was your fault! If you weren't here he'd not have done what he did!" I sighed.

"I realise that. I blame myself enough and I don't need stupid people like you, who have no value in my life, telling me what I've done in my life."

I saw Ashley was ready to leave so headed out of the shop. I heard him behind me and stopped once outside to let him catch up. He seemed a little weirded out by everything that happened and shook it off, before we continued to walk home.

As we stepped in, I was pulled aside by my brother as Ashley walked into the kitchen. He keeped looking from me to Ashley before dragging me upstairs to talk to me.

"What the hell has happened between you and Ashley?!" I heard a little anger escape his voice.

"Nothing." He gave me a questioning look. "We're just getting along now but that's all!" He gave a weak chuckle.

"Somehow, with Ashley's reputation and you being... well... you... I highly doubt that that's true!" I glared at him and he looked the floor.

"Me being me?! What's that supposed to mean?!" He stayed looking to the floor. "You know what, don't even bother Andy."

I practically ran downstairs and into the basement where I just sat on my own. I heard people talking but I stayed where I was. However, when there was a knock on the house door, I was intrigued and walked along behind the guys to see who it was. I didn't know them so instead decided to jump on CC's back and tackle him to the ground.

"Baby Biersack, you're crazier than me!" He just laughed and I helped him back up. 

He then decided to trip me over when I tried to see if there was any food left. I ended up faceplanting the floor and everyone found it hilarious, even the person at the door. I then looked up and saw them linking arms with my brother.

"Urm Jayy?" I turned around to see Andy looking at me. "This is my girlfriend Rose." I then realised I did know her.

"I know who she is... I just don't know whether she remembers me..." Then the girl's face lit up.

"Oh my... YOU'RE JAYY! We used to be, like, best friends!" We hugged and Andy was just giving us weird looks. 

"We used to go to school together before I moved out here." When I spoke, realisation hit Andy's face.

"Oh, now I know why you seem familiar!"