Until That Day -{ A Jokers Daughter}

Chapter 11: The questions

I go in the kitchen and decide ta make dickie some breakfast in bed. I see Alfred already making the breakfast and I got an idea.
"Hey Alfred do you mind putting the breakfast in a tray so dick can eat in bed?" I ask.

"Yes mistress Hannah." He says. I thank him then I go ta my bathroom ta brush my teeth. I go back downstairs and get the tray of food for dick.

I don't really like eating breakfast that much and I never really knew why.

When I enter his room he's still asleep. I put the food on his desk and start kissing him ta wake him up. He's so cute!

I giggle when he starts ta kiss back. I break from the kiss ta give him his breakfast. I walk up ta him with the tray in ma hand. He give me a smile but it slowly changes into a confused look.

"What's wrong dickie? Did I do something wrong?" I ask. Why was he looking at me like that?

"Umm...no you didn't do anything wrong. It's just that...you didn't scream, talk, or toss around." I was confused at what he said at first but then I realized he was talking about my nightmares.

"Ohhhh your talking about my nightmares, Well I have you ta thank for that. Ever since we got together I don't really suffer that much." I say with a smile. His face softened but I can still tell something's wrong.

"What do you mean 'that much' ?" He asks. I can tell he's still worried about me being in pain. I sit next ta him on the bed.

"Well...it's kinda like flashes of pain. It doesn't feel like it's a long time but when I wake up hours have past. You don't need ta worry about me I have a high tolerance fa pain. Ish."

I wink at him and hand him the tray of food. "Thanks babe" he says with an award winning smile.

"No problem I just wanted ta surprise ya." I say and walk out of his room ta go ta mine. I go ta the bathroom ta take a shower, I don't know why but for me being drenched by water is uncomfortable that's probably why I never learned how ta swim but I need ta shower so I don't smell like a trash can.

When I get out of the shower I get dressed. I still don't know what he will do with that information. I laugh, my fear is being invisible to everyone but my weakness is love.

I lay on ma bed looking at the ceiling. What will ma future be? Will I be loved? Will I be hated? Will I be weak? Will I have power? Will I be sane? Will I be insane? The questions that keep me guessing.

I giggle at ma statement. I hear a knock at ma door so I get up and answer it. When I open it I see Wally and Dick. I kiss dick and hug him.

"Hey kiddo. Babe. What'cha doing here?" I ask and break from the hug. "Well we wanted to see if you wanted to hang out with the team?" Dick asks.

"Sure we can go ta the mall." I say. Their faces suddenly change with a shocked expression. I laugh at how funny they look.

"Did ya really think I'll never go out in public again?" I ask. I mean it's not like I can stay in this house forever.

"No" They say in unison. I could tell they were surprised by my decision. "Well when are we going?" I ask.

"Right now actually. They're downstairs." Wally says. I nod and make my way downstairs. This could really be a fun way ta bond with the team.

"Hey guys! Wanna go ta the mall?" I ask the team and they all gave me the same look that Wally and dick gave me. "Umm... we thought you would've wanted to stay and hang out here." I sigh as I hear M'gann's voice.