I want a family..

twelve

shits getting real!
Matt Pov
'open the fucking door!'
My mum threw the front door open gasping.
' Matt what happened! '
I pushed past her and took jake upstairs.
'CALL THE PACK DOCTOR NOW!'
I shouted laying jake down in the spare room where I put him when I first brought him hear after he fell down the stairs.
My father rushed into the room.
'bloody he'll matt what did you do?!'
I felt the first of many tears sting my eyes.
' the car crashed! Something happened to the brakes!'
I'm a sobbing mess, looking at jake so pale and broken the sheets beneath him turning red.
' I c..can't lose him! '
'you won't lose him son he will be okay' My dad tries to comfort me.
'the pack doctors hear! ' My mum declares running into the room doctor in tow.
'what happened! ' the doctor demanded.
I opened my mouth but no words came out so my dad told the doctor what happend.
The doctor set her bag down and quickly put on a pair of rubber gloves.
'someone help me get his trousers off'
My mum helps as I'm too much of a mess.
Once shoes and trousers removed the doctor asked my parents to leave as she was about to remove his pants.
My dad left closing the door but my mum stayed.
'hear we go..'
I paced the room trying not to look at how much blood jake was losing.
After a moment of inspection and feeling Jakes stomach the doctor came to a conclusion.
' the force of the crash has caused Jakes body to go into labour. The blood is caused by the damage of the crash and the triggered labour.'
I tried to make sence of what the doctor just said.
' so is he going to be alright?! '
The doctor considered for a moment.
' fuck sake tell me!'
'i can stop the labour with an injection, but the body has started to push out one puppy... So I will have to deliver the pup that's half born inside him and save the rest.. But because he isn't due for a thue more months the puppy probably won't survive'
Tears pricked my eyes again.
' I..I can't lose my puppy '
My mum came and hugged me.
'matt we don't have a choice the pup is already on its way, if we leave him we could loose all the pups and jake! Let the doctor do what she needs to'
I nodded setting myself on a chair next to the bed.
'do what you have to do'
The doctor got to work.
'can you get me some warm water and towels' My mum dashed off to get what the doctor asked.
' I know this is hard for you but trust me Im going to get jake through this, just don't hold to much hope for the pup'
Nodding I held Jakes bleeding hand.
The doctor injected jake in the arm causing him to wake up.
'w...what! Where's...'
'calm down baby your going into labour'
I tried to squeeze his hand in comfort.
'b...but I'm not due for another 9 weeks!'
' i know but the crash triggered your labour'
Jake started crying now feeling the convolutions from the pup.
The doctor positioned Jakes legs and encouraged him.
' now jake you need to push for me'
'no!' jake confused scared and exhausted refused to push.
'jake if you don't push we could loose the other pups.. We need to get this one out!'
'no! No! I don't want to! '
'jake losing one puppy or all of them and you!'
I knew I said the wrong thing, Jakes eyes widened he struggled against the doctor.
' I can't lose one of my pups! MATT I DONT WANT TO!'
Jake was becoming hysterical the doctor could see this to.
'jake push this pup out now! so I can stitch you up and stop you bleeding to death!'
The doctor reposition Jakes legs and asked him to push again, instead of fighting he just lay limp slight tears cascading down his cheeks.
' I can't lose my beloved puppys' he whisperd.
I kissed his cheek, my own tears returning.
' thats why we have do this, together'
I whisperd jake nodded and with a whimper and cry started pushing.
'thats good really good! A thue more pushes' the doctor incoraged.
Crying knowing that we were losing a pup jake pushed,both of our harts bracking.
'thats it hear it is' the doctor helping with the last part and cutting the cord.
A dark sad look on the doctors face slowly wrapped the lifeless pup in a white fluffy towel passes the pup to me.
I took the small bundle of towels and held it to my chest.
I stroked the small face of the puppy.
No breath...no hart beat...
The puppy's was so small with little blue flecks in his grey fur.
I passed the pup to jake with shaking arms, the warmth already leaving the pups body.
Jake held the pup to his chest smiling at the dead puppy while crying harsh loud sobs.
' I'm so s...s.sorr..y' jake apologised to our pup and held him tightly to his hart.
I feel like someone has torn my insides out and only a shell remaind my mind blank my eyes unable to cry, its a sadness beyond sadnesses to see your pup knowing I'll never hear it's happy yelps or feed it hold him while he sleeps play and read stories to, nothing... This is the only moments we will ever shair with him.
Jake had his eyes closed and lips pressed to the pups head whispering 'i love you' softly.
Just when I think I might be the one who's died a very faint and weak yelp comes from the bundle of towels.
Snapping my head up and thinking it's my imagination or desperate want for my puppy to live.
But jake hurd it to, another smaller yelp sounded again.
I reached forward and unwrapped the bundle, our little puppy was wiggling and breathing!
' aah! Oh my God he's alive! '
I kissed Jakes lips his tired red eyes the happiest I've ever seen.
I laughed and petted our puppy holding him with jake as the puppy still felt slightly cold.
'What should we name him?' I asked joyful.
Jake paused thinking.
' how about angel?'
'perfect!'

Omg I'm legit crying at my own story! 😭😭😭😭
So happy the puppy lived!
Omg two updates in one day!
Vote and comment plz xxx 😘