I want a family..

sixteen

Matt Pov
I've been stuck in this shitty cell for ever now!
Full moon has been growing closer and closer.
Days filled with dread and longing for jake and my pups.
I prey and hope they are all safe.
Tonight is the night where the moon will be full and I will be forced to fight my brother to the death.
The guards have been feeding me only once aday and it's always scraps.
They are trying to make me weak as possible so I will loose.
Every night I cry and howl wanting to be wrapped up in bed with jake in my arms and my puppys sleeping around us.
I miss him so much... I want to feel the warmth of Jakes body the softness of his skin his gentle breath on my neck.
I only got to spend a thue hours with angel the first of my babys my little miracle, he needs extra care and warmth because he's so small, I hope he's alright.
I cry again fearing what miles is doing to my boyfriend and puppy's.
The cold stone floor brings me no comfort, only makes my body ache more.
As the hours go by the moon fills more counting down to my death.

Jake Pov
It's so cold.
I'm holding angel to my chest as much as I can.
I can feel him becoming limper and quite.
I'm afraid I'm losing him.
I've given my puppy as much milk as I can but my breasts just aren't producing no more.
I keep blacking out and falling into deep unconsciousness, I could be out for days, hours, minutes it all feels the same.
And every time one of the pack wolf's bring me food is the only time I move from my sodden mattress.
I eat like a animal it's discusting but I'm so hungry, the small amount of food I am given is gone in seconds.
I always try to get angel to drink or eat but he's just showing no interest.
Angel wants my milk but I have none and that makes me hate myself.
My puppy's in my stomach are starving to, the pups kicks and hunger pains hurt all the same.
Laying on my mattress angel held to my chest he sucks on my smallest finger with the little strength he has.
I'm a terrible mother I'm worse than my own!  I just want the best for my puppys, Matt would hate me if he saw the state I'm in, the mattress is sodden and stinks of urine, my hair matted and damp, I don't even have the warmth to give out pups! I can feel myself getting weaker, I can bearly get up to get the food they give me as the dizzyness causes me to blackout and I'm afraid to fall on my stomach and hurt the puppy's even more.
A small whimper escapes from angel as he lays motionless.
I bring him closer to my chest if possible.
' I l..love y..you '
My voice is broken and raw, I then passed out feeling the comfort of darkness.

Matt Pov
I howl, staring towards the night sky.
Darkness has fallen and with the night the moon has risen.
Soon the two guards open my cell door dragging me out of the basement and into the night air.
I didn't even try to resist the guards knowing I needed my strength for the fight.
I will win, and I will see jake and my puppys, miles will not leave alive!
The guards stopped when we arrived at are destination, the center of our land.
There was a circle of red mud the ground stained from centuries of blood shed, I would not let my blood join them.
There were large statues of Wolf gods litterd around the circle, the hole pack had joined to watch the ceremony, my mother and father among the sea of faces.
As I was led to the centre of the circle the guards joined the crowd.
It's crazy to think I grew up hear, I went to school with some of these people I played with them they were my friend!  And now they watch the run away alpha die.
' welcome! My pack and family, to night you will all bear witness to the death of your former in line alpha! Let us prey his blood runs as red as those traitors before him!'
Every one cheered.
I scaned the crowd for jake, I couldn't see or smell him, where is he?
' The rules of the battel is that only the ones who fight can change to there Wolf form and no one is to enter the circle or help! The battel is to death! May the strongest alpha win!'
This is it..
Miles changed to his Wolf form, his muscles flexing under dark fur.
I changed to it hurt and took a lot of effort as I am so weak.
The crowd went dead silent, anticipation and dread filling the air.
Bearing his teeth miles takes the first lunge, he took me by surprise scratching and drawing first blood.
I backed away, growling and lowering my head.
I can't let him beat me! I have to see jake again!
I dogged miles next attack and bit his hind leg clamping down with my sharp fangs, he kicked me whimperd at the same time, I let go feeling dizzy from being kicked in the head.
Miles took advantage of this jumping me, even with his injured leg he still pinned me down!
He snapped at my throat I tried to push him of.
Both of us whimperd and growling as we tore chunks of flesh from one another.
My arms weakend and I couldn't keep him off me much longer.
With one final push I got him off but not before miles scratched my face, causing deep wounds above my left eye.
Temporary blinded by blood miles went in for another attack, this time clawing at my side and stomach.
Yelping and crying our I tried to get away, miles only sunk his claws deeper holding me in place.
My vision started fading my blood escaping from my body, I lost the last of my strength.
The sounds of the crowds dim amd distant.
Visions filled my head of jake, the first time I met him, his smile.
The first time we slept together.
His laugh, angel my beautiful pup.
I remember laying in bed with jake him telling me about his past and his family.
' I've never had a family before '
We were going to be a family...
We still will be...
Snapping from my thoughts and back to my senses I gathered my strength and determination to see jake again!  To hold my puppys! 
Howling I lunged from underneath miles I flipped him over and tore af his stomach spilling his intestines!
Miles cried lowd and painfuly as I kept tearing his stomach apart!
My snout red with blood I then attacked his legs snapping his bones between my teeth!
Miles stopped fighting he layed amd whimperd knowing it was over.
I transformed to my human for standing up my wounds dulled by my adrenaline.
' YOU COULDN'T DEFEAT ME!'
I shouted at the top of my voice.
' YOU THOUGHT YOU COULD TAKE AWAY MY MATE AND MY PUPPYS? YOUR NOTHING! NOTHING!  YOUR NO ALPHA COMPARE TO ME!'
The crowd backed away realising I was the strongest altha, I was still standing after being half torn to shreds and locked in a cell for a week yet I still beat my brother.
I was the new pack leader.
I kicked my brothers body realising he wasn't dead.
' YOU WILL BLEED IN FRONT OF YOUR PEOPLE AND DIE A WEAKLING BEFORE THERE EYES!'
My true alpha was showing, I was in charge I was the strongest no one can even touch me!
After one last look at my brothers body I exited the circle, towards my parents.
' oh matt!' My mum tried to hug me I pulled back not wanting to coat her in blood.
' where's jake!?' I asked her desperatel.
' jake he's..'
A growl sounded from behind.
Miles launched himself at me, not having time to realise what was going on or having the strength to change.
I knew this was the end.
In a flash my father changed to his Wolf, pouncing on my brother he pulled him to the ground.
My father and miles rolling in the red circle tearing at each others throats!
I rushed forwards to help.
My mum pulled me back.
' matt you can't enter the circle!
' mum I have to help dad!'
I changed to my Wolf form amd ran to help my father.
I sunk my teeth and claws into miles.
My father pinned under him.
As much as I attacked miles he wouldn't stop clawing ar out dad.
I leaned forward in one swift move I bit miles throat breaking his neck instantly.
My brothers weak body slipping from my jaws lay lifeless on the red mud.
My father lay motionless, his blood mixing in the ground to.
I was to late.
My father and brother both dead I howled up at the moon, the pack howling with me sharing my pain for my father's death.
Shifting back to human my mother weeping I embraced her this time, not caring for the blood we are both coverd in.
' m..Matt Jakes in the cell block nearest to the edge of pack land'
Through my mother's tears she let me go.
' find him, go now!'
I nodded running towards the cell block as fast as I can.
Tearing the front door open then the basement door.
All the cells were empty exept the last one.
In this cold damp dirty place my beautiful mate lies.
I grabbed the keys from the hook on wall I unlocked the door as fast as possible.
Rushing inside jake lay on a sodden mattress, curled up with angel wrapped in a dirty towl held to his chest.
Falling on my knees in front of them,
I scooped them in my arms.
Jake felt light and frail, his face dirty and hair matted, bruising covering half his face.
I lean forward kissing his head.
' speak to me please baby' I whisperd.
Jake opend his eyes slightly.
' matt...' My name left his dry cracked lips.
I held both my loves close giving them my much needed warmth.
' matt can we go home now?'
Jake asked weakly, angel nuzzling my chest sweetly.
' yes, yes jake we can'

Omg so two peeps died miles and the dad butt.... Jake will live to and so will angel they are just very weak.
Only one more chapter left!😅
I've got so many ideas for book two I just can't wait!  Xxx