may, ethan cutkosky. [ 1 ]

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mays pov

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i woke up to yelling outside of my apartment building.

"slut!"

"whore!"

"bitch!"

"cunt!"

"fuck you!"

"die!"

"kill yourself!"

i placed my hands on my head trying to get rid of the thoughts but i can't.

why did i do that?

fuck!

ethan did deserve better.

i don't deserve anyone.

i deserve nothing.

i grabbed a piece of paper and a pencil and started to write.

i unlocked the safe in my bedroom and pulled out a gun.

i went outside on the balcony where everyone was yelling awful but true things at me.

"you want me to die? here ya go!" i yelled.

everyone's eyes were bulging out of there heads once they saw the gun in my hand.

i put the gun up to my temple and pulled the trigger.

everything went black.

*****

3rd person

the whole crowd was in shock that they just witnessed may phillips shooting her self.

the blood was splattered all over the balcony and was dripping off onto the sidewalk.

someone in the crowd pulled out there phone and called 911.

instantly, there was cops and e.m.t's.

news vans and helicopters came to the scene reporting an awful suicide.