April 8/14

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Jesus Christ I fucking hate everything.

Excuse my language.

Honestly, I just wish you understood my frustration. I feel as though everything I do or try is not good enough. No one understands and some think they have it worse. Hey maybe they do but so do I. They assume and for years I've been quiet about my feelings. I kept everything bottled up in me, but it's been too long. Way to long and now it just wants to explode but I'm not letting it happen. Why?

I don't understand what's wrong with me. I want to be different. I thought I was different. I thought different was better. Just no one cares. They never did, they were just curious. It's hard. I hope you understand. I need someone, cause there's no one anymore, I'm not sure if there ever was.

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