vampire's pet(Vkook)

1.7

I woke up feeling something crawling along my legs, I froze then with curious hands touched my thighs. Nothing there. Weird. Deciding to ignore it I stared at my surroundings. I was still on the bed. As soon as I realised where I was the memories came flashing back to me. Memories of Jungkook ramming into me. Memories of me pleading for him to stop in a broken voice. Shuddering I pulled my legs closer to me so that I was hugging myself with my cold hands and feet. I was cold. So cold. Colder than an acrimonious winter night. In a rush I slipped under the sheets of the bed I was lying on, the idea of warmth like a key to freedom. I frowned under the blanket. I was still cold. Shut up Kim, who cares about the cold right now? I scolded myself. I needed to focus on what had just happened. Was Jungkook going to resume with my punishments or was he going to stop? I exhaled loudly in frustration, hands gripping the pillows. Now that I think about Jungkook where is he? I pondered. I glanced around the room heavily infused with the smell of sex. I scrunched my nose up. It smelled of cum and sweat. As I glanced around the room I noted the whip had been left on the floor abandoned and cum still lay on the blankets I was underneath. Yuck.

I laughed remembering how pleasured I had felt when we first had sex. But now..... The thought of it seemed to make me want to puke, but I couldn't hate Jungkook although he was the one doing things to me. The one who had kidnapped me. The one who had raped me. Something inside of me kept on wishing he would change, be nice to me for some reason. But my brain knew that would never happen. Why couldn't my heart just agree with my brain?

I rolled onto my front and decided to look away from the reminders of last night. I didn't want to think of it. I didn't want to be reminded of how helpless I was. Of how weak I was. As I rolled I felt my skin stick to the bed sheets. Curious I peeled the bed sheets of my stomach and glanced at the white substance hugging my stomach. Cum. Was it mine or Jungkook's? I shook my head, best not to remember what happened. I wanted to remove it. Sighing I exhaled loudly as I left the warmth of the bed, heading towards the bathroom. 

I shivered as my cold feet touched the even colder tiles on the bathroom floor. Why was everything so cold today? Sighing once more I peered at the mirror in front of the sink. I froze as I glanced at the person staring back at me from the fragile surface. The person looked like a stranger. I touched my cheek slowly and watch the person in the mirror do the same. I laughed quietly still having difficulty believing that the person in the mirror was me. I had changed so much. I stared at my skin, the usual honey complexion had transformed into a pale shade of white in the mirror which made me look like a dead corpse. I had black bags under my eyes and cracked dry lips that were a dull shade of pink. Even my eyes looked lifeless. I frowned looking closer at my dark brown eyes, they looked more scared than lifeless. As I touched my cheek I noticed my brittle nails and held my hand in front of my face. My nails were a pathetic shade of milky white and brittle.

I felt my heart beat increase as I stared in horror at my face, what had happened to me? I looked like a ghost. Were the current events affecting my physique that much? I closed my eyes, trying to process the information. As soon as I opened my eyes I felt a pounding sensation in my forehead. I whipped my hand towards my forehead and clutched it as my forehead began to heat up slowly. I was getting the headache from when I was bedridden. Slowly I shuffled towards the shower in hope that cold water would help to alleviate the heat from my forehead. I hurriedly turn on the tap and couldn't help but quietly moan as the cold water hit me. I closed my eyes as the water rushed down my skin. Cold.(a/n sorry if the rest of this chapter is terrible I took a break halfway and I didn't have the idea I had whilst writing this chapter in my head anymore) I smiled as the water hit my forehead.  I grabbed the bar of soap and began to lather soap onto my skin with it and carried on showering.

After I had finished I clutched my head. It still hurt. Sighing I made my way to the kitchen. As soon as I stepped into the kitchen I froze. Inside sat Jungkook on one of the stools reading a book. Please don't notice me. Please don't say anything to me. Just don't do anything. I unfroze and silently opened a cupboard searching for some cereal. I didn't want to attract much attention. I would have waited till he was gone, but at the moment I was starving and was tired. I was always tired ever since I Jungkook captured me. I don't know why I got enough sleep, in fact , alf the time I was sleeping. I smiled as my hand found the cereal box.