『 MEMORY 』
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Yeseul takes a bus to Seoul station, and take a train to daegu. It's like around an hour and half from seoul, it's quite far.
It makes her remind about yeseung, who will always go home every weekend because of her. Just in case yeseul might feel lonely, and worry if she will be in a hard time alone.
Many things happened and mix feelings for her in her first day at that school. Yeseul thought she knows a lot about her brother, but today makes her realizes that yeseung actually has many secrets that he didn't tell her.
Especially about what happened in that school.
Yeseung never introduce any of his high school friends to her, he never mention anyone in front of her. Which she can't understand why and never really realize it before.
When she thinks about it again, he never share any story about school in detail. He only told her about specific things that won't make her worry about him.
"Such a fool..." yeseul mumbles alone
"No wonder.." she adds while staring outside the window emotionally
She finally realized it fully that yeseung just don't want to make her worry about him so much.
Since young yeseul always acts like a noona (older sister) and always the one who protect him, yeseung used to naturally depended on her a lot.
When they were 10 years old, their parents died in a car accident. Since then, yeseul puts yeseung first before herself in everything especially happiness.
They got out from an orphanage in seoul when they were 15 and decided to live with their grandma in daegu.
They live happily together until one day Yeseung got a scholarship to enter an excellence high school in seoul. Yeseul was really sad to let him go and didn't allowed it at first but yeseung seriously want to go.
Yeseul starts to let out a long sigh when she remembers back about the past that she wish she can turn back the time.
"If you listen to me yeseung,"
"If you didn't go to the school,"
"You might still be here with me..."
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Throwback
"I want to try to stand with my own feet without burdening anyone,"
"To be honest, i know you are having a hard time because of me,"
"And i know what you are doing now is not for yourself but for me,"
"You stopped school for me even though you are a potential student,"
"You works in multiple part time works just to give me pocket money,"
"And let me enjoy this life meanwhile you?"
"You suffers alone without a bit want to share the pain with me" Yeseung said frustratingly while pinching yeseul's shoulder with both of his hands
"Im okay! I don't feel regret about it at all!" Yeseul shouted and pushed yeseung's hands away coldly
"Just don't go, I still can afford your study fee here you don't need the scholarship" she added stubbornly
"Kim yeseul please,"
"Just this time, only for this time listen to me," yeseung begged but yeseul pretended like she didn't hear it.
Yeseung tried to meet her eyes, but she looked away and immediately turned around. She don't want to face him.
"Yeseul, i will go to the school and i will take the scholarship in no matter what! Even you don't want to allow it," Yeseung determinedly said
"Please for this time listen to me, use the money for yourself and go back to school,"
"That's my wish."
ended
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She listened to yeseung's decision for the first time on that time, because she felt bad to him not because she want it.
After they finished their first year on high school, their grandmother suddenly passed away. Started on that day, yeseul live alone and yeseung will always come back to daegu every weekend for her.
But now she even lost her twin brother. She lost her family members one by one and now she have no one.
"This world seems to hate me yeseung,"
"Maybe I should just die too.."
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