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"I seriously fell in love with her,"
"But then i got to know she likes Yeseung" he adds with a sigh.
Yeseul stares at him while feeling so shocked inside her, everything that come out from jinyoung's mouth always beyond her imagination that she wasn't ready to receive.
"T-then what happened?" She asks as casual as possible. Bae Jinyoung sits up properly and finally look away from the blank wall.
"Yeseung never interest in relationship" he answers while looking at her expressionlessly. "Did she confess?" Yeseul asks more.
"She did, i was the one who helped her" he says and look away to the floor, yeseul tries to read his face that seems to regret it.
"Why did you helped her? Isn't you love her?" Yeseul asks somehow feeling frustrated inside.
"Because love doesn't always mean to be together, i can't ask her to love me back because love can't be force" he exclaims calmly makes Yeseul speechless.
"After all, on that time that was the only way i can be closer to her"
"By that i can met her oftenly, talked to her, stared at her closely to see her smiles" Jinyoung giggles sorrowfully while staring at the floor.
Yeseul wants to ask more further but somehow she feels bad to Jinyoung.
"When she confessed, Yeseung kindly apologized to her and said he don't want to date anyone yet" Jinyoung suddenly continues more after being in deeply thought.
"She looks so cool about it at first but then on that day too she cried on my shoulder"
"I patted her back, i comforted her"
"I was the one who always will be there for her but why she only looked at Yeseung?" He looks at Yeseul emotionally, Yeseul who dont know how to react just look at him back.
"We become close friend, the more closer we get the more I feel scared to lose her" he looks away again, he seems to be shaken up by his own emotions.
"Even after a year she only looked at Yeseung i had no choice but to hold back my feelings for her" he bites his lips, trying to be strong.
"And one day when I decided to confess to her....."
"she was gone." he raises his head up and look at Yeseul with teary eyes
"She actually had cancer, im so stupid for never realize how much she suffered from her sickness" he continues after sweep his tears away but his tears can't stop dropping
Yeseul begins to feel nervous, she doesn't sure what she should do at this kind of situation. She doubts about what inside her mind but then she moves closer to him, and slowly pulls him closer into her arms and hugs him.
She can't watch him like that, it's what makes her want to comfort him. She can understand him the best, to lose the person that you love so much is so hurt. Yeseul pats his back without saying anything, meanwhile Jinyoung silently crying on her shoulder.
"Yeseung is a very special friend to me,"
"he is more than friend, he is family" he adds, he seems to have more inside his mind.
"But i can't deny I slightly hated him because of that" Yeseul just listens to it carefully and wait for him to keep going
"I was so stupid" he reflects himself regretfully.
"On the day before he go back to daegu, I accidentally mentioned about the girl after a long time" he exclaims after catch up his breath properly
"We argued really bad for the first time"
"I didn't even have time to apologize..."
"he never comeback here anymore" he chokes up again makes Yeseul hugs him more tighter.
"I lost the girl I love and then i lost my precious friend" and his tears begin to drop once again
"How can world be so cruel?"
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