I found myself staring outside the window again, desperate to find courage. Half of my mind tells me it's too dangerous and risky, the other half says it's worth it and that i should go out. Im too scared and nervous to go out and i don't even know why. But i know for sure that deep down in my heart, I want to go out there.
Even as time goes by without the night, and even when i can be emotionless like the robot i am, I still have feelings. I always try to think and force myself that this world of mine is enough and that I don't need to go out there, but i hate the fact that i know for sure that Im still lonely, very lonely.
Once again, I walked around the room slowly, touching every corner, walking all around, and appreciating every single creation and appreciating my world, looking deeply through it. As I was walking with my eyes closed to feel the wall and to hear the gentle sound it makes everytime i slide my hands on it, i bumped into something.
I opened my eyes to see the box full of junk. I had an idea that suddenly rushed in my head but im not confident enough if it will work. But i don't see any harm it will do if i try. It would be risky to expect anything from it, so i went with the safe option, to expect failures from my idea.
Finally, I decided to do it, no turning back and hope for the best. My heart is beating so fast, my body trembling, feeling the same nervousness as i feel every time i tried opening the window. I don't get why im feeling this way. Its just an idea, more like another idiotic attempt, but I just gotta try this.
Theres only the tiniest bit of luck that this will work and it will take a miracle for it to be a success. But I hope that this tiny luck will be on my side this time.......
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Trap: The Unknown
Teen Fiction[ BOOK 1 ] This book is about a mysterious girl who is trap inside her "world" and too scared to go out. Why? She doesnt know either. Is it just because of her unexplained feelings? Or is there something more to it? Maybe something from her past? Bu...
