I SEE HER EVERYWHERE (gxg) (Kendall Jenner Fantasy)

Chapter 9 - Unsteady

If you haven't noticed yet, I'm into music and the Chapter tittles are from my playlist and it actually sums up the feeling of the whole chapter. Enjoy. <3

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Casper's POV

"I'm a Paxton!" I blurted out and I saw her face turn into confusion to anger all in 2 seconds.

"Wait what?!?!" she said raising her voice. okay this was not in my plan. She said everything will be fine. 

"I'm a Paxton, Parker is my Twin brother and Wyatt and River are my sisters, I'm a Paxton" I said fast.

"Stop talking!!" she yelled and I was terrified of her reaction. I knew everything was a shocked to her she wouldn't even look me in the eye. I was about to tear up when she walked away and yelled "Take me home!" she said and walked out of the house leaving me. I cried and punched the wall, "I knew I shouldn't have left my room, I should have just kept my mouth shut." I said to myself and cried I kept punching the wall and I stopped when I saw blood gushing from my hand. Fuck i can't let her see this, I stopped and cleaned myself up with my plaid polo, I wiped it around my wrist from preventing it from bleeding. As it turns out my eyes were puffy and fucked I need to be strong so I can take her home. Luckily I remembered I used to store my eyeglasses in the front pocket of my gym bag and when I went I outside, Kendall was waiting for me at the hood of the car and I avoided her eyes so that she wouldn't notice my eyes and my wrist. Where is the damn water when you need one. ughh. I quickly unlocked the car and I saw her go into the car. Dangit the first aid kit is on the the front compartment. I have to endure this pain just so I can go on with it. My hand stopped bleeding but it was staring to turn purple and it was numb. I got my eyeglasses on and tried to act normal with my injured arm but since I injured my dominant hand (right) I had a hard time starting up the car and putting it on drive. 

And then I just drove, in silence.

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Third Person's POV

Kendall was devastated when she found out that the person she is falling hard for has been lying to her, She thought about all the times she had spent her afternoons in the Paxton's mansion before school started when Casper would just stay in the room and that she haven't met her and yet she's close with her sister and brother. What could be her reason for lying to Kendall. Kendall wanted to speak and get answers but her mind and pride is defeating her and to her she just wanted to be away from Casper and think. Kendall noticed that Casper would avoid her eyes and she felt awful yelling at Casper about this but in Kendall's mind Casper had no right to lie to her especially when they have been seeing eachother. Kendall sensed that Casper was having a hard time driving but she didn't notice the injured hand and Casper's pain. 

When Casper dropped her off, all Kendall heard before she got out of the car was a whispered "I'm sorry." 

Casper didn't know what to do with herself now, she needed ice fast and she needed to be alone, but she didn't want to go home just yet. She punched the steering wheel multiple times having more blood coming out. Then. She waited a little more time to get use to the pain on her right wrist before she went towards one person she can rely on. Her best friend Topher. 

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Kendall's POV

I'm mad, beyond mad, hurt even that she lied to me but at the same time when I found out she was a Paxton I was relieved cause that would mean I have already met her family and they have approved. I mean they must talk about me when they're alone. ughhh then why am I giving Casper the silent treatment.

The car ride back to my house was excruciating I wanted to say something but I didn't want to be the first one to acknowledge it. When she parked by the house I got out and I barely heard her say "I'm sorry" then I cried, the tears that I was holding back at the cliff house flooded out of my eyes and obscured my vision. I wanted to turn back and ask her so many questions but my feet just went straight to my room. I went by the curtains and looked out in the driveway to see if Casper was still there. And she was. The moment I peeked over the curtains, I could not look away from her,  I'm heart broken that I caused Casper to cry, I could see her punching the steering wheel multiple times and she just stops. I wanted to soothe her with my hug and tell her I'm sorry for not sticking by her side but my anger towards her were still there. I waited a couple of more minutes when she got some sense in her that she just drove away, but it wasn't towards her house. I didn't even here my sister knock on the door when she peeked in.