Some Memories Leave Scars (Setosorcerer fanfiction)

One, Two, Three

Chapter 1

I looked at the mirror in my bathroom and prepared the blade that would be soon touching the skin of wrist.

I put the blade against my wright and I got ready to slice.

"Just do it you coward!" A voice in my head tells me.

"You deserve it! If you just killed yourself right now nobody would care!" The voice told me once again.

And the voice was right. Nobody would care except for Angel. She would probably cry for days.

"Just kill yourself!"

Tears began to roll down face. I put the blade on my wrist.

"Maybe I should just kill myself." I told myself.

I suddenly take the blade away from my wrist and to my throat.

I could feel the blood began to drip from my neck.

More tears began to fall from my face.

"One, two, thr-" I stop as I hear a knocking on my bathroom door.

"Open the door!" I could tell from the yelling that it was Angel.

I take the blade away from my throat and wipe my tears as quickly as I could.

"Hold on." I say as I put away the blade.

I open up the door and Angel gives me a tight hug.

"You know when you come to my house and tell me that you have to go to do some 'business'. Cutting isn't business." Angel says still hugging me.

She finally stops hugging me and grabs my arm. She checks for cuts.

"Good I came just in time." She tells me with a huge smile on her face.

"Yeah." I say with a whisper.

Angel suddenly puts hands on her hips.

"What happened with the promise you made with me?" Angel says serious.

I think of something to say quickly.

"I-I was just going to use the bathroom." I lied to Angel.

"Don't fucking lie to me Jimmy!" She says angry at me.

I shrugged as Angel continued to talk.

We both continued to talk to each other and watched a movie or two. But finally it was time for Angel to get back home.

"Before you leave can I ask you a question?" I asked her.

"We'll you already did." Angel tells me.

"I'll take that as a yes. How did you get into my house?" I asked Angel.

Angel stayed silence for a while. I knew she was about to tell a lie to me.

"You left the door open." She said looking into my eyes.

I nodded and Angel left my house.

"Do it now!" A voice told me.

I looked at the bathroom door and walked inside.

"Just do some cuts then go to bed." The voice told me once again.

I nodded and grabbed the blade and put it against my wrist.

"One, two, three." I say slicing my arms. I put the blade away once more and head over to bed.

What a shame that the voice inside my head are actually my thoughts.