Sucidal!ReaderXDavid

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You sighed. Damn it, Y/n, you should have kept your mouth shut... Now you had to show him what was under your sleeve. But you can't back down now. You very slowly rolled up your sleeve. David's eyes widened and filled with tears at the sight of your arms filled with an army of cuts. David quickly tackled you into a hug.

"Y-Y-Y-Y/N! WHY W-WOULD YOU DO THIS TO YOURSELF?!?!" David screamed, his voice became very shaky. You didn't respond for a second.

"Because I'm fucking worthless Da-"

"NO, Y/N L/N! SHUT UP! YOU ARE NOT WORTHLESS, DO YOU HEAR ME?!?!?! YOU ARE VERY IMPORTANT TO THIS CAMP, OKAY?!?!?!" David's screaming woke up the hole camp. They all walked to the doc, trying to be silent. "Y/N L/N! YOU LISTEN TO ME, AND YOU LISTEN GOOD, OKAY? I AM GOING TO MAKE IT SO YOU FORGET ABOUT ALL YOUR WORRIES AND HAVE FUN! BUT I NEED YOU TO STOP SELF-HARMING, UNDERSTOOD?!?!?!" The hole camp gasped after David's screaming. Everybody's eyes were on you.

"David... I don't belong here... No one likes me he-"

"I DON'T CARE IF ANYONE HERE LIKES YOU OR NOT! I LIKE YOU, Y/N! I THINK YOU'RE AWESOME! AND THAT YOUR LIFE IS WORTH LIVING!" He shouted.

"David... The hole camp is here..." You sighed as you rolled your sleeve back down and hid your face in his hands. David turned around, slightly embarrassed.

"Everyone go back to bed!" David ordered. They all did as told and returned to sleep. David stayed silent, as did you.

"Y/n... Show me your other arm." he demanded.

"I don't want to..."

"Do it! NOW!" David snapped.

"David! You're scarring me, man!" You whimpered. David sighed and counted to ten so he could calm down.

"Y/n... I don't want you to do this anymore. Please show me your other arm." He whispered. You looked away and rolled up your sleeve. Fresh blood.

"When did you do this?" He asked.

"Before I came out here..." You whispered.

"I can't leave you alone..." David groaned.

"Yes you can-"

"No i can't! because if I do, you're going to end up dead, Y/n! And I don't fucking want that!" David snapped.

"David... You-"

"Yes. I swore. Big deal! I just can't loose you!"

"Why do you care about me so much, David?!??!" You questioned with anger. David couldn't say the real reason.

"Because, you are my friend! And we work together here!!!" He shouted as he stood up. "You may think no one cares for you... But just you wait. Take me to your cabin."

"Why-?"

"Just... Take me there." He sighed. You took your feet out of the warm water, grabbed your guitar and lyrics, and went with him to your cabin. As you both walked in, he started looking around, through your drawrs and under the bed. When he finally got to your purse, he found what he was looking for: Razr blades that were couvered with blood. "i'm taking these, Y/n."

"Fine whatever..." You folded you arms. He knew that there were more. He put his hand in your front pocket and pulled out the final blade you had.

"is this the last one?" he questioned.

"Yep..." you sighed. "That's all of them..."

"Good" he sighed with relief. "Never, ever, EVER, do ANYTHING like this EVER again, understood, Y/n?" He questioned. You nodded in response. "Good. Now, we should both get some rest... But I don't trust you to be on your own right now..."

"Well, what are ya gonna do?" you shrugged. David thought for a slight moment. He then got an idea. He picked you up like a potato sack and started walking to his cabin.

"WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU-"

"SH! You'll wake everyone up!" He whispered.

"But what are you doing?!?!?!?!" You whispered.

"You are spending the night with me tonight. And I don't care if you want to or not." David smiled as he walked into his cabin.

"Ok..." You yawned. "I'm too tired to care..." David put you in his bed and crawled in next to you.

"Sorry if this feels awakward by the way. I just don't trust you to be on your-... We should get you bandages." David chuckled as he got out of bed and crabbed a roll of bandages off the ground. He rolled up your sleeve and started wrapping bandages around it.

"Ow..." you hissed.

"Sorry" David apologized. Once he was done wrapping the arm with fresh blood, he rapped your other arm, as he didn't want to risk anything. He then got back into bed.

"I'm sorry for this, David..." You sighed as you pushed your hair back.

"it's fine, Y/n. I'm actually glad you told me. I needed to know." David said with a soft smile. "But, let's just forget this ever happened and get some rest, Okay?"

"Okay, David"