The Price Of Hope Nagito Komaeda x reader

Creating Trust

I woke up feeling warm and comfy, it's been a long time since I felt this relaxed, this warm feeling is really calming. When my eyes adjusted I realised it's still dark, it must be really early in the morning, I wonder if Nagito is asleep. I tried to turn around to look towards the sofa where Nagito is but I couldn't move, it's like there is a weight on me making it hard to move, that's when I realise there's an arm wrapped around my waist. Omg he climbed into bed with me! What a creep what the hell!
I peeled his arm off me and shuffled away just to have the arm return and pull me back but this time closer, his chest was pressed agains my back, I heard him snort,
"Where do you think you're going" his voice sounded heavy like he just woke up,
"Nagito what the hell are you doing get off me!"
"That's not nice, I was cold on the sofa and it looked warm on the bed, I wasn't wrong" he used his arm to pull me even closer slightly squeezing me, what is going on!

I stayed quiet and let him hug me I'll try to sneak out when he falls back asleep, that's when he sat up, stretched and yawned then he looked down at me and smiled,
"Well I'm awake now haha"
Shit. I looked away in frustration, he snuck his hand under my face to get my cheek and moved my face to look at his. He smiled at me again,
"Are you mad with me?"
"No I just want to know what's happening every time I ask you don't answer, please I deserve an answer!" A tear prickled at my eyes,
"But ___ I have told you it's to protect y"
"NO" I interrupted him before he could finish, I pulled myself up from the bed and sat on my knees
"You know that's not an answer! Explain to me what the hell is going on! Why me? Why do I have to stay with you at all hours of the day? Why do you stare at me all the time? Why are you so ... insane!?" ,
I instinctively blurted out eveything I was feeling at once in frustration, once I realise I had yelled so loud I covered my mouth. The shocked expression on his face went quickly back to his usual smile,
"Whoa your dense" he closed his arms and put on a serious face,
" I thought you would have known by now, I guess I'll start from the begging, ___ do you remember when we first arrived to this island?"
"Where are you going with this? How does it answer my questions" I whisper yelled at him.
"Look that day was important, remember when everyone introduced themselves to each other?"
"Yeah I remember" I crossed my arms getting slightly frustrated,
" I introduced myself to everyone but you, I only introduced myself to you when I was with Hajime"
"So!?"
Nagito let out a big sigh and rubbed his head " alright I'm getting no where with this, I'll just tell you, the reason why is because I was scared to talk to you by myself, youre so pretty and the hope you emit it's phenomenal"
"What the hell are you talking about, Nagito are you saying you abducted me because you like me!?"
He went back to folding his arms, he looked down looking almost sad,
"I didn't want to abduct you, I just want you by me, I didn't know what to do I didn't plan for us to get close due to my plans to start the killings, I thought I would have died becoming a step towards hope for you all. I don't really remember the day when I baught you to my cottage, I didn't expect you to come in with food or anything my mind went black and when I came too I was on top of you, I knew that I was in too deep anyways and at that point you wouldn't come willingly, I need you to trust me and to understand that I never meant for any of this to happen "
I sat down looking at the bed, tears were starting to stain the sheets, I remember it looked like he came out of trance or something but what would have happened if his trance didn't break?.

Nagito leaned forward, his arms grabbed my shoulders and pulled me towards him embracing me and wiping away my tears, why is he suddenly being nice, he has done nothing but ignore me and order me around.
"I didn't mean to make you cry ___, I didn't mean to abduct you, I didn't mean for a lot of things, you're the first person in my life that I don't want to hate me, I don't care about anyone else as much as I care about you, not even the ultimates". I don't know what to think or do, it's true I might have liked Nagito a little when we met but was that me or was it caused by his luck? I don't know I might have liked him but then the thing with Byakuya and Teruteru happened, he started that! How can I like some one who did that!
I need time to think.

Nagito let go and looked down at me, I looked up to him,
" Nagito can I please go to my cottage, I need to think , I just I" he placed his finger on my lips ,
"Its okay I understand, you hate me like the others do it's fine"
"What no I didn't say that, Nagito I just I can't think straight please I just want to be alone for a bit this does not mean I hate you". I'll say anything just get me out of this room
"Okay but first you have to prove that if I let you go to be alone you won't run away from me" he smirked at me,
"Okay I promise I won't run away",
"That's not what I meant, when you wake up in the morning meet me by the pool then you will spend the day with me okay", I sighed, that only gives me a few hours and most of that I'll be asleep, what ever I'll take what I can get,
"Umm Okay could be worse",
"What do you mean did you have something else in mind ?"
"No no not at all," I sighed" well it's only one day that's fine with me I'll agree to the terms"
He tilted his head then looked down at me with that superior look of his,
"One day? When did I say one day those terms only apply to every single day",
"What! Every day? You want me to spend every single day with you!"
"What you got a problem with me, you agreed to it without hearing the proper terms" he smirked with a dark grin matching his superior look, what am I getting myself in to ?
"Okay fine as long as I have time to myself every now and then I don't care"
He lips contorted into a demonic grin,
"Ahahahah I so glad ! You have made me so happy"
"Anyways this means I can leave now right ?"
I started to get up off the bed then move towards the door, he didn't stop me, however he too got up off the bed and followed me,
"Umm what are you doing"
"Isn't it obvious, I'm walking you to your cottage so you don't get hurt"
" it's less then a minutes walk I'll be fine I dont need you to walk me, your beeing crazy overprotective "
" overprotective, He began to mumble to himself again repating overprotective again and again, then he began laughing like a mad man,
" Well I guess that's because I've never had anyone I've wanted to protect!" He said with a lot of enthusiasm.

I left quickly and walked fast to my cottage, he is insane!, he followed after me, when I reached my cottach I quickly shut the door on him in a panic, I hope he doesn't yell at me for that tomorrow....

The next few days I spent my days with Nagito and the nights by myself, the next island had been opened and everyone found Fuyuhiko in the hospital, when he got better Ibuki set up a small concert for his recovery, it lasted untill bedtime, everyone went looking pretty tired.