I Wish That Was Me

Chapter 1

~~~ Chapter 1 ~~~

*Niall’s POV*

It’s been almost a month now since Harry and Louis came out. Well, at least they’re happy…It’s not that I don’t support them (by all means, I’m truly happy that theyre together)….it’s just…well let me put it this way. Have you ever loved someone so much, but they don’t love you the same way? Yea I know, it feels like shit. Especially when he kisses her right infront of you. Yup, I said ‘he’. Thats right, I love Liam Payne. Scratch that, im IN love with him. There, I said it. I would shout it if I could, but I know that it just wouldnt be right because he loves Danielle…i can see why he does. She’s kind, beautiful, and funny. Which is why I hate her so much because she is perfect for him. I know I sound like a total jerk right now, but it’s true they are so good together. I know he could never feel the same way and when they start cuddling or giving each other kisses it makes my insides twist up. So, when they did that earlier today, I couldn’t take it any more and I just got up and left to my room to calm down a bit. I try not to get all worked up about it, but I can’t help myself. It’s literally tearing me apart. Maybe I shouldn't have gotten up so suddenly. I didnt want any of the boys coming to see if I was okay because i just want to be alone right now. 

*Liam’s POV*

Nothing could make this moment any better. All of us are just chilling in the living room watching Grease. All of a sudden Danielle starts to lean into my chest. I was wrong, it just got about 10 times better. Danielle is my girlfriend and has been for awhile now. She's like one of us lads, she's not uptight or anything. She's not only my girlfriend, but one of my best friends, also. I love her...so much. The next thing I notice Im pulled into a kiss. Actually, it really wasn’t a kiss, more like a peck that lingered, nothing too wild, I liked that though. God how i wish I could stay like this forever. As we pull apart I notice someone’s missing. Niall. Where did he go? I brushed it off, knowing him, he probably just went to eat some leftover Nandos. But I suddenly forgot about it when Danielle lays her head back down against my chest. Did i mention how much I lover her?

*Zayn’s POV*

I turned around to glance at the lads, when I notice Niall. I watched as his face changed back and forth from confusion and…sadness? All of a suddden, he just got up. At first, I thought he was going to get a snack, but instead of heading towards the kitchen, he went to his room. That’s a bit odd, this is his favorite movie and he never would just skip out in the middle like that. Something’s definitely on his mind. “I needa peeee”, I said, sounding like a five-year old. “Want us to pause it?”. I shake my head, “Nah ive seen this movie a million times, ill be fine”. They just nodded and resumed watching. I snuck into the hallway and went up to Niall's door. I began knocking on it, but then  it slowly slid open. My eyes widened at the sight.