I Wish That Was Me

Chapter 8

~Chapter 8~

*Niall's POV*

I guess you could say over the passed couple of days, I've gotten pretty close to Josh. At concerts, I would play drums with him, then after we would play some Xbox. (if we weren't too tired)

He's even slept over before. Though, I haven't talked to Liam in awhile, but that's because Danielle always manages to steal him away. Well I wasn't really planning on talking to him, anyways..

We just finished up an awesome concert, and I played drums with josh again. Everyone's falling asleep in the car, while Josh and I are goofing around. We keep sending each other weird faces, and making weird noises to annoy the half asleep guys. I'd be lying if I said he wasn't a fun guy.

"Hoot....hoot.." I tried not to laugh, but he was killing me!

"Owwooo-"

"shut up! For fucks sake Niall, can't you see we are trying to sleep!" Louis said sounding very pissed. We both tried our best not to laugh so hard.

"That wasn't me!! That was Josh!"

He rose an eyebrow and pulled a face.

"Niall! You backstabber!" I chuckled because of his attempt at trying to look hurt.

"Sorry mate, you've awoken the beast and I don't wanna get killed too." I said with my hands raised.

We've stopped making noises, to save our lives. Because Louis warned us that if we do make a single noise we are 'dead', but since he is Louis he is pretty scary. Now we are trying to make each other laugh or make any noise to be exact. Instantly an idea popped in my mind. I stealthily jabbed Josh's side with my finger.

"OW!" His eyes bulged and he slapped his hands against his mouth. He shut his eyes waiting for the worst, but nothing came. Louis was dead asleep! Ha! Josh shot me a look and we both held in our laughs.

"You are sooo dead!" he whispered. Oh yea? And what's he gonna do?

I gave him an 'oh-really' look.

The car ride went on just like that, us messing with each other.

--

We finally reached the hotel, everyone lazily dragging their bodies to their beds. Surprisingly, josh and I weren't tired. Once they all shut their bedroom doors, we both let out a long awaited laugh.

"Call of Duty time!!" I quietly yelled, reaching for the controllers. I've gotten way better at it, with all the practice. Zayn doesn't even compare to our skills!

--

After long, victorious rounds we got bored of the game. We turned to food and basically had a pig out. Turns out he's good at making sandwiches. The room was eerily quiet now, probably because everyone was dead asleep.

"what should we do?" I asked getting more bored by the second.

"I dunno.......OH!!" His sudden change in tone caught me off guard and I dropped my sandwich.

"Nooo! It was so young! Josh you murderer, how could you?!...make me another!" I ordered.

"Yea-yea..calm down you drama queen." I folded my arms and let out a 'hmph!'

"So what did you 'Oh!' about?"

"I 'Oh!'d because I had an idea, we should do a twit cam!"

"Why didn't I think of that!" I gasped.

" because you're not cool enough."

My mouth hung open dramatically.

"Oh, is that so!" I snapped back.

"Mhm!" I scrunched up my brows and he just laughed at me.

"Fine, whatever!" I said in defeat, " now let's do that twit cam!"

---

The twit cam went by in a big blur. A very fun blur. In fact I don't remember the last time I had laughed so much until then. Though I couldn't stop thinking about this one part of the night when someone brought up 'shipping'. The whole thing is still kind of confusing, but apparently they 'ship' Josh and I? And we make Nosh? Do they mean as a bromance or...something more? Huh..I never have actually thought about josh that way....have I?

"Fun twit can, yeah? I'm totally knackered now!"

...well there was that one time...

"..maybe I shouldn't have done all those cartwheels!"

..when we were playing on the xbox, me against him, it got pretty intense, I think he let me win. I stole a glance at him, while he was so focused on the screen.

"I'm gonna head to bed, you should too!"

...and I saw something different in his eyes.

"Niall..Niall! You listening?" I snapped out of my trance. Shit, was he talking to me?

"huh? Sorry, bit tired.." I said, still a little dazed.

"Yea, I was just saying we should get some rest. Apparently I was right." he chuckled softly.

I smiled " Yea sounds good to me. You can sleep on the couch if ya want, there's a blanket and pillow there already." I waved and started heading back to my room. I think he fell asleep because I could already hear his faint snores.

I quietly opened the door to mine and Zayn's room and slid into the bed. Ahh, nice and soft.

"Had fun?" Zayn said in a sleepy voice. Crap.

"Sorry I didn't mean to wake you, but yes, yes I did." I said sort of cheery.

"Thats great, now get some rest. We don't have a concert tomorrow but its five in the fucking morning, and I'm tired." He said in a harsh voice.

"Yea-yea that's why I'm in bed now, right?" I shot back at him. Oops I think Louis' sassiness is rubbing off on me, but I guess it was enough to shut him up anyways. Quickly the darkness in the room began to grow as I slipped into a deep sleep.

I was chasing Liam backstage, trying to get to him, but he wouldn't stop. No no no no. Not this nightmare again. This can't be happening. I forgot about him, really!

Suddenly I tripped, and couldn't get back up.Help!! Help me! Shit, no one can hear me. Why is this happening again!? Stop, please! But suddenly a hand grabbed me and pulled me up. Liam? Is that..you? I looked at the person in front of me, and it's not him. It's Josh.

He's smiling at me with those eyes. His eyes had that sparkle in them I saw earlier.

This felt new, different. It gave me these weird feelings that were so alien to me, but... I think I like it.

*Yay, so that chapter 8! Like it? This is weird , i guess im getting into the writing mood lately..haha. xx*

Commentt, Vote, Like!