Tamakis drunken mistake Tamaki x Kyoya

Trust

Tamaki laid in his bed, His cheeks stained with tears that ached to close from the sleepless night. A light knock was heard at the door and Tamaki's mother walked into the room and sat on the bed next to Tamaki's hip "Tamaki, You need to get out of bed Honey" Tamaki was still frozen for a second before sitting up still clung to the pillow "What do I do now mam? I miss him ... I need him" She smiled and held her hand on his leg "Darling you need to find him and tell him the truth about your past with Umehito ... Remember Kyoya doesn't have a home so he won't be easy to find" Tamaki heart started to race, the worst situations flashing in his head of Kyoya sleeping in his car or living in a box on the side of the road. He ran his hand threw his hair as he said "Mam ... I'm a bad Boyfriend, I'm a bad friend ... How could I, I mean he's the best person I've ever met and i go and wreak it" and lets more tears escape from him. Anne quickly moved to pull her son into a hug and spoke softly "Tamaki clean those tears and go find him before something happens" Tamaki nods and stood up and left the room in the clothes he was wearing yesterday.

Heart beating fast. Running as quick as he could. Tamaki searched the whole neighborhood before noticing Kyoya's parked car in the graveyards car park. He moved to the window and looked in to see a sleeping bag and a jumper used as a make do pillow but no Kyoya in sight. Tamaki walked up the hill, Kyoya's outline growing closer with each step.

Almost standing in Kyoya's shadow, Tamaki went to speak but wasn't fast enough. Kyoya's voice obviously shown he was crying "I wanted to run home ... But it suddenly hit me again that I don't have one" Tamaki wanted to pull him into a hug but knew it would only hurt him more. Kyoya continued "I never would have guessed 8 months would be our limit you know ? I thought we are ... We could be that perfect couple everyone wished was them" Tamaki finally spoke in a soft voice "Kyoya please I, I lo-" But Kyoya interrupted before he could finish "What love me? You can't love someone you can't trust". It was a while before someone spoke again, "kyoya just listen to me, after 10 minutes I will leave but I want you to understand"  Kyoya nodded but still wouldn't look at him. 

After a couple of shaken breathers Tamaki started "I know you don't believe this right now but I love you with all my heart ... I'm so sorry for thinking you would do something like that but ... But I can't think straight around him ... I have always trusted you, Their is no one who I trust more than you but ... my trust issues kick in when he's around or he's on my mind and i'm sorry for that" Kyoya, intrigued since Tamaki has never talked about Umehito before , Turned and faced him "What do you mean ? what did he do to make you unable to say his name" Kyoya watched as Tamaki closed off a bit, his arms wrapped around his body protecting him, his head dipped a bit and his skin turned as white as snow. Kyoya's heart broke more seeing that just mentioning him does to him, Even though he had hurt him Kyoya couldn't look past the fact Tamaki was still his best friend and he still loved him. Kyoya looked at his fragile body "Do you trust me Tamaki?"

What happen next was unbelievable. Kyoya repeated from earlier "What did Umehito do to you?" Kyoya watched as Tamaki's eyes started to let out a storm of tears ... his body started to shake uncontrollably. Kyoya started to freak out thinking Tamaki was having a panic attack and started to move closer when suddenly Tamaki collapsed losing control of  his body. Kyoya suddenly began to run and caught Tamaki before he hit the ground and held him in a tight embrace on their knees, He spoke softly "Tamaki ?" and wrapped his arms around his back. Trying his best, Tamaki tried to speak but was unable to say a sentence that made sense  "Umehito ... Umehito tried ... I couldn't ...Umehito ... I was almost dead ...  Umehito Umehito Umehito" Kyoya started to sooth his back "Shh Tamaki, Breath, Take your time" and rested his head on Tamaki's shoulder to show he was their for him even after all that happen.  After a couple of minutes Tamaki was losing his power to stay awake from his unable to breath and just managed to whisper in Kyoya ear "Umehito tried to kill me" and fell lifeless into Kyoya's body.

Kyoya heart felt like it had stopped. However he didn't know if it was because the person he loved just fainted from a panic attack or because he got told something no one wants to hear. He suddenly snaps back into reality and quickly placed his ear against Tamaki chest, He could hear his heartbeat still going so he calmed down a bit. He picked Up Tamaki and held him close while he carried him out the graveyard and into the back seat of his car and laid him on top of the sleeping bag. Kyoya sat in the back waiting for him to wake up, Not wanting to freak him out by starting the car.  Kyoya grabbed one of Tamaki's hands and held in tight while he placed a soft kiss on his head, He spoke a soft as he could "I'm sorry Tamaki for not knowing ... I wouldn't have gone to him If I had known what he had done to you ... I understand now why you freaked out and went to the first idea to come to mind. I swear ... If he ever comes near you ... near us, I wont hold back". 

Reconnecting SNEAK PEEK

Tamaki's eyes shot open as it got harder to breath, his hands tried to rip him off him but was unable to. Umehito looked at him with a smile "You fucking homo"