Me&Mr Arrogant

Chapter 14:Try

Nicks POV:

I'm so stupid,this is my fault!

I couldn't help but burst out in tears whilst seeing Aria in my arms,her beautiful body softly laying there and her eyes flickered shut beautifully..

The memory kept replaying in my head just making me cry and weep silently whilst waiting in the hospital.

My vision was blurry and I couldn't focus on anything.Connor tried comforting me and I could see him trying to hold back his tears..they were like brother and sister,close bestfriends.Ben had been pacing back and forth constantly like he was going to break down any second.

Ben had phoned up all of the family and told them about Aria and put it in a way they weren't worried,and that was our intention.

I had my head in my hands and all these things swirled in my head which made me feel like I wanted to kill myself,the only person that kept me from doing this was Aria..

Yes I admit I'm a arrogant dickhead that I think doesn't even deserve her sometimes but she just pulls me closer to her without either of us noticing,if anything happened to her I wouldn't be able to cope with myself,hell I would be all fucked up...Just please open them eyes I love,just please move them lips I can't resist...just please...

I let out another silent tear and tried hard not to sob or attract more peoples attention to me.

"Nick..it's okay..shes okay..."Connor whispered gently.

"DONT say that when you don't know!Dont give me fake hope and faith when you don't know a damn thing Connor..just please.."Heart brake and a hint of anger at myself flared through me which soon dropped with my heart slowly aching.

I could see Connor giving me a small nod as he understood what I wanted..

To be alone.

I mentally laughed at what she had said to me the day we met "Don't mess with me Nick..just some advice" shit I missed her already...I'm hopeless.

I heard the tapping of proffesional black shoes come my way..The doctor!

I jolted up so fast as my hope respawned that I heard Ben have a mini heart attack.

"How is she?Whats wrong with her?Is she okay?Is she awake...please..."I was pleading sadly and my tears had dried out leaving my cheeks to be a shade of red as my face was pale and my lips were chapped.

"She's okay..It seemed she had a physical and mental reation to something and because she,im guessing,had a headache before the reation happened it made it worse and she's weak..she couldn't handle it..she'll regain consciousness in about 24hrs and you'll be able to take her" The doctor spoke looking at me with a half smiling trying to keep me calm.

It was my fault,my fucking fault.

But if Aria was awake she wouldn't want to see me this way,she wouldn't let me take the blame for this and I know this as a fact.

I smiled so wide at she would wake up in the next 24hrs I'm sure the doctor was worried at one point but right now I was so happy I didn't give, not even abit of shit!

Connor and bens face lit up and they did the happy dance as I smiled at them.

"Can I go see her?"I asked excitedly.

"Sure but not all at once it's against our policy"What kind of fucking policy is that?Anyway I don't care I'm going in...

"Okay thanks mate"I breathed out whilst stepping inside the room.

Shit why am I so weak!?

I shouted at myself mentally whilst I broke into another sob but this time I let it all out,before she could wake up to see how stupid I am.She was pale and her hair was down to one side like normal and she looked beautiful...all I wanted was her eyes to flicker open and it took some serious effort to tell her what I had wanted to say to her for so long,but I won't let the time I spend with her to miss that chance or someone else will sweep her off her feet, i need her,I want her..I Lo-

What if she doesn't feel the same back!?What if I ruin everything?!What if she hates me?!I don't want to take that risk I can't...can i?

Everytime I was around her my heart beat faster like it skipped a beat when I came closer,when she touches me electricity shoots up my body and feel tiny sparklers everywhere in my body,my muscles softens and my body's at ease..EVERY time.Her breathe makes me go out of control,her lips are just so irresistible I want to freeze time just to keep us in that moment,i want to kiss her and take her breathe away.

Because I,Nick Brown loves a girl..and I've experienced my heart slowly breaking and dancing all in one day.

I held her in my arms and bit my lip to keep control of my emotions and control my hormones,fuck.

Arias POV:

Please stop Nick!Your killing me...Aria open your fucking eyes already let his pain go away.Why are you so weak!?

My head felt better but my eyes wouldn't open,my body was awake and so were my senses and it pained me to hear Nick and feel him.He was crying.Bad.All I wanted to do was comfort him,love him,hug him,kiss him,hold him...

Nick held me in his arms and I felt him stare at me.

Come on try harder Aria,open,open,

Open,open,open.

Fuck.

It's useless....

The memory kept replaying in my head..what was he going to say?I-I L?I wanted to freeze the moment but i couldn't...instead I ruined it.

Open them Aria..Open them!

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