Me&Mr Arrogant

Chapter 15:Im Fucked Because I Love You

Nicks POV:

"Aria I know you can't hear me and I probobaly look like a crazy guy that needs therapy if someone walks in whilst I'm talking to you..."I laughed to my self,is this what it's like having someone in your life that you..i can't even say it in my head,im hopeless.

"But...i just don't know what to do...im fucking hopeless,you deserve someone so much better and me well I'm just a arrogant dick but I can't cope with not seeing you or talking to you for one day...I won't be able to say this to you when you wake up I think,so I'm going to say it now,im not that brave to take a risk with you..i cant"Tears strolled down my cheeks and I can't believe she had this affect on me.

I was sitting next to her on the bed and had one hand on her stomach and the other holding the side of her head whilst my breathe hovered her mouth as I spoke.My tears dropped on her cheek as I wiped them gently.

"Your so beautiful...I can't stay away from you,I can't help but want to punch the guy that will touch you,anywhere in the face.I can't let you slip between my fingertips because I know somewhere that's better,smarter guy will sweep you off your feet if I don't make a move..does that make me selfish?"Another tear came down my red cheek and my voice was shaky.

"Shit Aria...I-I-I-want you,I need you,and I'm fucked because I fucking love you...."I closed my eyes and took deep breathes to make the lump poking in the middle of my throat go away,my chest was stinging.

Aria'a POV:

A tear slipped out my delicate eyes and his voice kept replaying..I can open my eyes!Yes,Yes,Yes,Yes.

I flickered my eyes to see nicks eyes closed and he looked terrible,nick please stop!My chest was pounding and my eyes were full of tears as his tears didn't stop running.

"I want you too Nick..."I half whispered and his eyes shot open and he smiled so wide,and looked at me in lust,happiness,love,passion.

My voice came out shaky as everything he said was...just...

"I need you too Nick...."

He bent down so he was just about 6cm from my face as my thumb caressed his cheeks.

"And Im fucked because I fucking love you too Nick..."I smiled at him genuinely and his face lit up.

I felt mine and his heart suddenly beat faster as our bodies moulded together.

"You heard everything didn't you?"He asked abit embarrassed but chuckled at himself,i found it cute.

He backed away from me even though I knew he didn't want to.Our bodies gave eachother warmth and it sent tingles everywhere.

I smiled and got up from the hospital bed and turned around to get him some water...he hadn't eaten or drank in the past 2hours.

"Ey ey ey sit down!"Nick ran towards me and I chuckled.

"No your the one who should sit down!"I whined like a little kid.

"And whys that?"He smirked whilst grabbing my waist from behind and placing his head at the crook of my neck planting little kisses along it.

I bit my lips whilst I put the jug down after pouring the water in it and had to put it back on the table.

"Nick..."I breathed out which came out like a faint whisper.

"Mmhhh"He mumbled whilst still plotting delicate kisses.

His lips were soft and moist as he had got lip balm from my shorts pocket about half an hour ago as it dropped out.I had laughed in my head.

Stop getting distracted!

"Drink this water or your gonna get de hydrated from all the water you shed..."My chest had been aching whilst I had heard him sob and cry all because of me...

His nose rubbed against the middle of my neck with made me gasp and I felt him smile against it.Which made me smile..

I turned around and was sure to pick up the glass of water and my lips brushed against his then he bit his lip.

"I'm sorry..."i half whispered whilst my hand cupped his cheek and I knew he didn't know why I said that.

"Why?"It came out his mouth like a faint whisper as his eyes flicked to my lips.

"I put you through a lot of pain and I couldn't get my stupid eyes to open"I was about to face palm myself but he stopped me and chuckled.

"Well I'm glad you got your beautiful eyes to open..."Nick wrapped one hand around my waist securely as his thumb rotated in little circles ever since he placed his hand there,it set my waist on fire and his hand seemed to heat up.

After drinking the water whilst I said what I'd said he had put it down and cupped my cheek.

"Why?"I whispered out gently whilst swinging my hands around his neck and he smiled.

"Because I would of never been able to have you now if I didn't say that...and damn..i would of regretted that so much.."He tucked a loose strand of hair behind my ear and pinpointed gentle wet kisses along my jawline.

"Mmhhhh"Was all I managed to breathe out and he chuckled.

My hand seemed to tangle and dig in his hair and I knew if he looked in the mirror he would look like he had a bed head.His lips finally stopped at the corner of my mouth and he smiled against it.

He pushed me closer to him with his hand and thumb that was circling my waist and setting off fireworks.

I bit my lip quickly and he had his eyes set on them.

His minty breathe hovered my lips and Mine did the same as his hand that was on my cheek travelled and dug in my hair.

Our lips moulded against eachothers and my heart was beating so fast I thought I would explode..I could feel nicks heart against my chest and it was going the same speed as mine maybe faster,I smiled against our lips as one.

His grip on my waist tightened as he deepened the kiss tracing his tongue along my bottom lip asking for permission.I allowed.

"I love you"He breathed out still having our lips glued together and he smiled against them.

"I love you too"I breathed out but came out as a half whisper.

Before anything else could happen someone flung the door open that made me flinch.

"Connor!"Nick shouted annoyed and gave him a death glare as Connor just stood there smirking and then gave him a apologetic smile.