Lost souls || Namjin ||

Ocean

Jin's p.o.v

Two weeks since I saw them or talked to any of them. My phone was always ringing or vibrating so I just shut it down for days. I was with my family, I met old friends and now it was time to go to the beach as planned.
I got my luggage packed, got the tickets. I made reservations beforehand... Just before the situation with Namjoon where I was no more able to look him in the face without crying. There were two tickets and a big hotel room...everything I did was for two. The sad part which teared my heart was that I was going alone. I got his ticket and left it on the desk in my room . I didn't need it anyway. I said a farewell with my family and walked to the cab with a heavy heart.
...
After an hour and a half by bus I was at my hotel in Incheon. It was close to Anyang-where I was born and the view was beautiful.
I could see the sea from my room. It was supposed to be our room. I took my clothes off and got in the bathroom to take shower. My mind was a mess and I needed some rest.

Namjoon's p.o.v

I swore that I wouldn't be thinking about him but oh god was it really possible..It was hard as hell. Yoongi's words echoed in my head. The image of Hoseok next to Jin and his words made me jealous. I wanted to know more about their relationship. If there was something between them then...that was the end for me.
"The end for me? What am I thinking?!"
I called Hoseok and we met at a restaurant after an hour.
-Hello
-Hi
-Do you want to eat anything?-I asked.
-Why bother being nice to me hyung?-he said with a cold voice.You didn't call me just to eat together, right?
-You are right but still...
-What are you drinking?-he asked.
-Soju...
-Same for me then.
The waitress brought two more bottles.
-So what did you want to talk about?-he asked as he drunk a the glass to it's content.
-Have you heard from Jin?
-What does that have to do with you?
The rage inside me built.
-Just answer me!
-Why should I?
-Look..don't make me angry!
-Why? What are you gonna do?
I felt my blood boiling. I got even angrier at the sight of them two together in my head.
-Hoseok!
I sighed.
Look, please just tell me is he alright? I know that you two have something. I promise I won't do anything to get him from you...just tell me is he fine?
He laughed a little and said.
-You...really are dumb huh?!