Lost souls || Namjin ||

A whole new story

Jungkook's p.o.v

The dinner was delicious. Everyone was chatty. But Tae was off sometimes. We didn't really talk. Maybe he was sorry for what he did. Maybe I shouldn't have yelled at him. But... I was so embarrassed. And... It's not like we haven't "helped" each other before, but this... This... Ew. I liked it. I shouldn't like it. A blowjob by a guy shouldn't feel this good! And from Tae . My thoughts we're interrupted by Hoseok hyung.

-So... Is he big? Is he good? Did it hurt?-Hoseok asked Jin hyung with a big smile almost going ot top of the table.
-W-what?!-He blushed.

The thought of them two was so cute but then the image of me and Tae popped up in my head.
This isn't good.
I was disgusted with myself.
-Eeewwwwww! Hyung stop it! I don't wanna know!
-Yeah... Our baby is still too little to know about this stuff! - Jimin laughed. This got me really mad.
-I-I'm not! I know what I have to know! I am a man ya know?!
-You know the theory .
Then the image if Tae sucking me popped up. I felt my cheeks becoming hot.
-Stop it please. -Tae said with sad face. Everyone stopped. He didn't eat much and SeokJin hyung nagged at him. "You shouldn't be waisting food! " ; "Look how thin you are! You should eat more! ". It felt like he really is the mother here.
He just smiled and ate a little.
-My head hurts. I want to rest. - Tae said as he got up .
-That's because you aren't eating well!
-I don't have appetite.
-Are you alright? -Jin hyung got up and placed his palm on Tae's forehead.
-Yeah... I just don't feel well.
-You don't make sense. How are you alright when you don't feel well. - Jimin said worriedly.
-Go rest. - Jin hyung said. - You and Jungkook will be in the same room as always.
My eyes widened. Suddenly sweat ran down my spine. My heartbeat fastened and I felt my cheeks blushing again.
-No! -Tae almost yelled and everyone looked at him.
-Why? -Yoongi hyung asked.
-Be-because... I might be sick! I don't want him to get sick because of me.
-Awe... So cute. -Jimin said.
-You are right. -Jin hyung said worriedly. You better sleep with me and Namjoon.
-Why?! -Namjoon hyung asked sadly.
-Yeah why? -Tae asked too. - You are a couple now... I can't!
-How could you ask?! - Jin hyung said with clenched teeth. - We can't leave him alone, ill, at night with no one around him!
-He can sleep with me! - Hoseok hyung said and everyone looked at him.
-Good idea! - RM almost yelled.
-What about me? - Suga hyung pouted.
-You'll sleep with Jimin.
-I wanna sleep with Kookie! -Jimin yelled making me shiver in my place. I was afraid to look at Tae. He'll surely be angry and tell him to fuck off like always.
Unfortunately when I looked at him he was smiling sadly.
-I really am not feeling well. I'll go to your room Hoseok hyung.
-Okay.

I don't know why but a feeling of uneasiness lied on my chest. I wanted to apologize and still... I wanted to beat him up, but I wanted to kiss him, so I wanted to beat myself up to death.
I never felt this confused before.

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Hey guys ! Sorry for the crappy fanfic . I am writing a second book now. "Lost souls pt. 2 |Vkook|" ...SPOILEEERRRSSS. Hope you like it. And... Baiiiiii

Thanks for the support shookies 😝❤