Your Beloved Murderer

P R O L O G U E

I am Amanda Claire Clemente. And I've experienced creepy things in my 20 years of living. Living in a dorm, was lonely, sad, and somehow peaceful. But having this shitty life in this shitty world doesn't surprise me anymore.

My mother once told me that my name "Amanda" came from the Latin word "Worthy of being Loved" But I didn't care, I didn't listen, I didn't believe. Because all I know, my life is the exact opposite of my name. I am not worthy of being loved.

I've seen my family die because of me. All of my friends, gone and nowhere to be found. All of my beloved people, died and it's all because of me.

I know I am a murderer. I know I don't have the reason to live. I know that I am not worthy of being loved.

But I also know, that I am a person. I have feelings. I know how to care, appreciate, and love. I can't resist all of those kind of things. But I need to. Just to save them. Just to save him.

He is my savior. He is the reason why I want to live. He is my everything. These feelings are kept inside of me. I can't love someone. Also, same thing to him. Because if he did, he'll slowly die. You, Liam Paradas, you should not fall in love with me. Or else, you'll slowly die. Making me as a murderer.