Beautiful Beginnings - Untitled
I come to you
As a friend
I apologize for my wrongs
And ask for friendship
When I hear from you
Butterflies take up my stomach
And my heart flips
Because you thought about me
And you care a little
But you don't know
That I have to be careful if what I say
Lest I tell my secret
I have to hide the pain I know so well
Because I don't want you to know why i hurt
It will only cause problems
You don't know
That just thinking of you makes me smile
But also makes me want to cry
Or that I think of you always
You don't know why I wear a fake smile
You probably think it's because of my past
But it's because of something else
It's the sting of a love love
The burn of your voice
The fire in my heart
There is no comparison
You're the beginning middle and the end
Darling,
You don't know that I still love you
And that I dream of being with you again
I pretend I don't
That friendships all I want
And that our love has died
But really it hasn't
I just pretend because I don't want to lose you
And I know well never be that again
Lovers no more, only friends
So I smile and pretend I only care as your friend
And that that's all I want
But still you are the one I love
All the poems are you
I don't want to lie so I refuse to say
Darling,
You're all I ever wanted in a love
And you're all I never have again
So for now let this be the end of my love
And never speak of it again
Just be my friend
That's all I ask
And maybe
One day I'll find someone as good as you
But for now this is it, my friend
I just need to forget that we were lovers
Because now we're only friends
And that's all we'll ever be...
A/N
Okay so this is a very quick write that is purely emotion written. I didn't really put any thought in it so I'm sorry if it sucks. This is actually how I feel about a person in my "real" life.
