perfectly broken (niall horan)

18-try to be happy,maybe?

She looked so peaceful while sleeping. Her hot breath tickling my chest. She had entwined our fingers in the night before I had fallen asleep and they were still like that. I loved the feeling of her head on my chest, our legs tangled and fingers entwined together. It just felt perfect.

She stirred a little, then looked up opening only one eye. She was so adorable. Finally she opened her eyes, and looked up, eyes sparkling. I don't think I'll ever get over her beauty, her imperfections, that cute nose, those full lips, and how she was so fragile and vulnerable and yet managed to look tough. "Good morning Niall",Her voice snapped me out of my thoughts, Shit! Her morning voice was so sexy.

"Morning Naina. Hope you slept well."

"I slept better than ever Niall. Thank you so much" She said and kissed my cheek.

She got out of bed and headed towards the door. Damn she looked sexy in that shirt of mine. I ran behind her pushing her towards the wall and placing both my hands on the wall blocking her.

"And where do you think your going?"

"Niall what are you doing?"

"You'll probably hate me after this but I cant wait any longer," I said and crashed my lips to hers.

She didn't respond for a few seconds but then her hands slowly made there way around my neck and pulled me closer. That was a good sign. I thought she would push me away. I tried making the kiss as passionate and gentle as I could. I wanted to show her that i care, I like her and want her to be mine.

I grab her thighs "Jump" and then push her against the wall deepening the kiss. It felt like everything was in slow motion.

We pull away, out of breath, but are heads still touched and noses brushing against each others.

.I looked at her and smiled, she was about to say something when i crashed my lips against hers again. This was a more fierce kiss, rough and passionate, I glided my tongue on her lips asking for entrance which she denied. What a tease. I slowly guided my hand inside her shirt, making her gasp, which gave me my entrance. I felt her smile through the kiss, before we broke away, needing to breath.

"Get ready, I'll make breakfast" She said and ran out of the room.

Well that wasn't the reaction I expected!

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.Nainas POV

I should have pulled away the moment his lips met mine. I should have pushed him away. I shouldn't have kissed back. I should have told him that 'we' 'us' 'happy endings' 'relationships' could not happen 'ever'. I need to distance myself from hi-"Ouch!!" I was so zoned out that i didn't realise the pan was hot and touched it. I should have-but no my stupid mind had other plans. Ugh!!

"Dammit" I went and put my finger under cold water.

"Naina, what happened?" Niall asked coming in dressed in black pants and a white button down. He looked so hot. Shit. I need to get my thoughts in control.

"Ummm, nothing really, just touched the hot pan."

He took my hand in his and started checking my hand.

"Niall, I said its okay" I said pulling away.

I heard footsteps and soon all the other boys were down. "Something smells really good" Lou said giving me my morning hug and kiss that i was so used to now. "And

Hey! Where are my morning hugs?" I asked playfully glaring at Liam and Harry. I decided I'd be nice to them. I started caring about these boys and after what Niall told me yesterday who wouldn't?

"What happen to I-hate-you-guys-dont-touch-me Naina? Liam asked "Not that I'm complaining"

Before I could answer harry spoke up,"Liam don't you see? She and Niall did the dirty and now the bottled up anger is gone, she obviously will be nice to us." This caused Niall to spit his orange juice all over Harrys chest. I was just too shocked to answer, and burst out laughing.

"We didn't do anything, why would you even say that?" Niall asked while Liam and Lou were trying really hard to control laughing at Harrys expression and his chest covered with orange juice.

"Well," harry said "It's obvious something happened seeing that she is in a nice mood and wearing your T-shirt"

I forgot I was wearing Nialls T-shirt from last night and his boxers. I saw blood rushing to Nialls cheeks and same with me too.

"ahem!" I cleared my throat to get there attention. "I just slept in his room and wore his shirt cause i was too lazy to walk to the guest room.

"Okay, now that you like us, lets go out today! Just you and us!" Liam said.

He was so sweet. I wish i had a broth-no Naina don't think about it, I said to myself. I cant start thinking about it again.

"Okay sure, lets go get ready." I said.

All of them smiled had there breakfast and went to change, except for Niall.

"Naina, whats wrong?" He asked.

Oh god. I don't know what to say."Niall, I just the kiss-I it it didn't really mean anything I hope" I lied. That kiss meant something to me. I felt those butterflies in my stomach, I swear I felt electricity pass through every time he touched me even if it was just hugging, or his fingers brushing against my hand.

He looked down and dint answer so I continued.

"Niall, listen to me, I just i don't want you to fall for me okay? dont fall in love with me please?"

He looked up shocked at my words."Why?"

"I just, I didn't want to hurt you Niall. I really like you, but I just wont be able to give you what you want. Please lets not let that one kiss ruin the beginning of the great friendship, please?" I begged.

"Naina, I didn't want to tell you this way but please, I really like you, give me one chance? And why would you hurt me, i am not scared of getting hurt by you." He said hurt clear in his voice. Great, i had already hurt him.

I couldn't say no to that face. I wanted to make him smile."Okay, but I wont promise anything" I said. He smiled and kissed me on my cheek.

"Okay since your already ready and the boys will be down any minute I'll go change and come too." I said and walked away before he could see the tears flowing down.

What had I gotten myself into? Where did we even stand now? Oh goodness I should have never agreed.I'm only going to end up hurting him.

i know its been really long,and i am really sorry for that!!! but i made the chapter really long,like reallly reallllly realllllly long to male up for it!!!

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