perfectly broken (niall horan)

19-out with the boys.

"pleaseeeeee,"i whined "i cant try anymore clothes"the boys had taken me around london and now we were in the mall shopping.it had been fun when the boys had to shop,but i hated shopping for myself.and now we were doing exactly that.

"your a girl,how can you not like shopping?"harry asked currently picking out clothes for me.all the others had there turns to pick out stuff for me and now it was harrys turn.

"boys dont like shopping ,then why do you like shopping?"i snapped back.

"wow,calm down women,whats gotten in your pants?"he said.

"you!!"i snapped again!i really hated shopping.

"i would love to"harry said smirking,and thats when i realised what id said.

i smacked him on the head and stormed off to where thw other boys were sitting.while waiting for harry to get the clothes i needed to try on i logged in on twitter and posted up a picture we had taken today,realising i really liked these boys.

"go,try this on"harry said finally coming back with just one dress.

"com out already...."harry groaned.

"no!i am not coming out in this whore dress!!"i screamed back.stupid harry had picked out a red dress that was too low from the top and too short from the bottom.

"you know we can open the curtain and come in rght?"harry said.i could picture that wide goofy grin on his face."fine".

"Holy shit","damn women","you look so hot" before i could respond to these comments frm the boys,niall was in front of me blocking my view.he pushed me inside and pulled the curtain close."niall what are you-he cut me off"your not wearing that in front of those pervs,change now".

dinner with the boys was fun.niall had started feeding me,which made the others boys want to feed me too so dinner ended with all four of them feeding me and then pouting cause i had only fed niall.i dont know why i did that!i really wanted to smack myself.............i had to wake up early in the morning to go get my little baby and see nick.i also had to go visit my dad tomorrow,which i dont know how ill do since rads is not here to take care of lilly.maybe i could ask one of the boys to ta-

"earth to naina?"i was cut off from my thoughts when i heard nialls voice.

"what?"

"are you okay?"he asked."you look like your going to be sick?

i also realised we had reache home and everyone was getting out.i felt sick.it always happened on nights when i had to go see my dad.i faked a smile and said im fine and walked in.after tossing and turning around in bed for what seemed liked hours i walked up to nialls room and got in as slowly as possible.i had no clue what i was doing.i walked up to his hamper and took out his shirt he wore today and went back to my room,thinking itll help me sleep...

"Naina?...Naina wake up?"

"NAINA!!!"

"i am up,i am up!!! what is it?"

"goodmorning"i heard nialls voice.i rubbed my eyes and slowly opened them to see niall smirking at me.

"what?"

"your alarm was going off so i came in to close it"he said.

shit!i have to go and get maggie and then also visit my dad.maybe i could trust niall?he does like me anyways right?and he likes kids.maggie would love him.but what if me trusting him and telling him things gets his hopes up?ugh...maybe i could tell harry?yes i can tell harry.in the few days that ive been here,harry and i have become really close..

"naina? Naina?!"

i was snapped out of my thoughts by hearing my name.

"why are you wearing my shirt?"he asked smirking.

i felt my cheeks burn and looked down.what do i tell him? "becasue its comfortable?"i said,which sounded more like a question than a answer.

"ohh"he said still smirking.this is so embarissing.

"is harry home?"i asked him,tryong to change the subject.

"no.he had some work.why?"

dammit.looks like ill have to tell niall.maybe i dont have to tell him everything.i could just say i babysit once in a while and today is one of those days and i need help?yes thats what ill do.

"niall,do you like kids?"

"yes!!i love kids,why?"

"umm.....i..umm i have to umm babysit someone today and wouldnt mind a little help?"

i dont know how its possible,but as soon as i finished asking that i saw nialls eyes light up.how is that even possible?

"i would love to help,but you have to do something first."

"and what is that?"

niall points his finger to his left cheek and comes closer to me backing me up against the wall.i dint realise what he wants but it suddenly strikes me.

i let out a laugh and move forward to kiss him,and just when my lips are about to mke contact with his soft cheeks he turns around and isntead my lips met his.....before i could move away his arms were around me hard and confident.i felt the rush of helplessness, the sinking yielding, the surging tide of warmth that left her limp.He kissed her, softly at first, and then with a swift gradation of intensity that made me cling to him as the only solid thing in a dizzy swaying world.

His insistent mouth was parting my shaking lips, sending wild tremors along my nerves, evoking from me sensations i had never known i was capable of feeling. And before i could think straight, i was kissing him back.i knew i needed to pull away.to stop right here,but his hands on my waist,his lips on mine,the way he tasted just felt so right,so perfect.i dint know i was capable of feeling things like this,but guess i was wrong.

"Omg!sorry i dint mean to interupt",we pulled back,breathing heavyly trying to catch are breath.i looked up to see liam standing in the doorway with a smirk on his face.

"its okay liam,"i said bluntly,as much as i hated him for being a cockblock i was glad he did it.it was better we stopped before things escalated."and niall im going to get ready,meet you down in 30 minutes yea?"

"s-sure"he said stuttering,looking down at the ground,his cheeks flushed bright pink."and all id like my shirt back"he said before stepping out and shutting the door.my mouth dropped open.one minute he was blushing and looking down at the ground not able to talk,and the other he is ordering around and smirking.was he bipolar?