perfectly broken (niall horan)

So broken..

Im running out of ideas!!!! SORRY FOR THE LATEE UPDATE!! HOPE YOU LIKE IT!

"Harry??" i said knocking on the bathrooms door. "Harry please let me in?"

"Go away Naina!!" he snapped. "I dont want you or anybody here!!"

"You..You dont mean that harry. Please tell me you dont."

"I do. Go do whatever you were doing with Niall before i so rudely interrupted you!"

I knew it was bad to leave him on his own but forcing him to do something would only make it worse.And i was gonna leave anyways, maybe its better i go now.Ill leave him a letter....

"Alright then.." I said wiping off the single tear rolling its way down my cheek. I dint want to leave him like this. But i had no choice . I had ti explain everything to Niall too, and i dint have alot of time. I had to leave today. 

I walk back up to my room and find Niall sitting n the bed with a onfused look on his face. "Naina.." he breathes, motioning for me to come closer. "Whats wrong with Haz?"

"Niall, you need to promise me, please promise me you'll always be there for harry.."

"Ofcourse.. Ill always be here for him. You know i will. For you, him the other boys.. "

"Alright.. So harry, he erm he's going through something.. i start but niall cuts me " i know, he told me about the sleeping pills and stuff to get me to meet you."

"OH! alright well the reason he needed those are because of his girlfriend. I know you boys dont know anything about it. He had a girlfriend two years back. He was in love with her, they were both in love with ech other. After a while she started falling sick and got cancer, and passed away just after the day Harry gave her a promise ring. "

"OH MY GOD.. I had no clue he was going through something so bad.. i feel like crap knowing that i could have been here for him but wasnt.. Why dint he tell us about her?"

"It was her wish.. Lana. That was her name. She hated attentipon, the papz, and she had a really sad past too.. where she used to be commented on how she looked, what a disgrace she was and what a waste of space she was. So she made harry promise to not tell anyone, even his mom till she thought that she was ready for all this. She was ready to tell his mom after a year of them dating, and they did tell Anne. Anne knows about Lana...

And thats the reason he used to be seen with different girls frequently. He used to go out to meet Lana, but come out with another girl so she wasnt noticed by anyone. He is a player Niall, he is just very broken. He feels like he has only half a heart in him... He had terrible nightmares, i dont really wish to speak of, but really bad ones. And thats why i offered to help him out since he wudnt go to an actual therapist..."

"I dont know what to say.. All this time we thought he was out everynight with another girl,we screamed at him, managememt even threathened to give him a out pass from the band, he dint say a word.  He dint say anything. Just took all of it in.. Oh god... I should really apolagise.."

"Yes, but right now he needs to me alone..let him be. The others boys left already,said they'll come back in the morning tomorrow, you can stay here if you want...."

"ohh sure.. you have something plannd for the night babe?" he said with a smirk, and pounced onto me,kissing me all over my face.

"Oh shove off you twat!! go to sleep!!!"