perfectly broken (niall horan)

37-The memories

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" You dont need to tell me anything you dont want to. I'm sorry,i really am."

"No its alright. I think you should know,if your going to want me for more than a few days." she said softly,playing with the hem of my t-shirt. I pulled her close to me,making her legs tighten around my waist,knowing that her family was a very sensitive subject. Specially her day.

"I want you. I want you forever...  I'm not going anywhere. I promise."

"The nightmares, they-they are ab-about the-" she sniffed and burried her face in my my neck. I rubbed her back soothing her a little and to make her feel as comfortable as i could. "they arw about the day my dad, my my dad died. We were in are Yatch ,on a family holiday.There, was a st-st-storm and thunder and the sea went wild. I was 14 when it happened. It was only me, my dad and my uncle in the yatch.

My dad slipped and toppled over to the edge.I tried to pull him back, but i was very small, amd my uncle was pulling me inside ,i would'nt let go of my dads hand, but bu-but he he promised. He said he would be okay and would come back. He promised. But he never did! and its all my fault. My fault that hr isnt here today." she finished crying hard and looking so vulnerable.I had never seen her this way. It was'nt her fault though... Maybe thats why she had these nightmares. Because she thaught it was her fault.

"shh princess, shh, stop crying please? " i pleaded unable to watch her cry like that.

"Its not your fault love. Dont blame yourself."

"But it is Niall. It is my fault."

"No its not. You dint do anything. Infact you troed to save him."

"No!!! you dont get it do you?? " she snapped. " I was the one who forced him to take me on the yatch. I told him he never had time for me anymore and the only way i would forgive him was if he took my on yatch for a few days. He said the weathed dint look too good and he would once its fine, but i said i wanted to go that day! Turned out the weather got really bad."

This was why she blamed herself. Nos i inderstood.. "ohh love, you were a small kid then. Its really not your fault."

"It is Niall, it is my fault."

"No its no-  Niall!!! open the god damn door right now! " zayns voice and the loud banging on the door made me snap out of the day Naina told me about her dad.

"Niall!! If you dont open this door right NOW i will break it , and also you might never see Naina again! "

Never? what was he talking about. I quicky went to open the door and then found myself being backed up towards the wall being held by the collar by Zayn.

"Zayn what the hell?? " whats gotten into him?