he'll be back

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mark's first instinct was to get angry as shit and yell at jinyoung, his second instinct was to tell jinyoung that, yes, i will definitely meet your parents if that's what you want. but as a man of nature marks first instincts over powered his self restraint.
"really jinyoung? are you fucking with me? all of the sudden after five years you decide to bring up your parents? fuck off." mark spat, small drops saliva spraying out onto the carpet. mark almost immediately regretted what he said when he saw the shocked and hurt look that adorned the younger's features. what had been said had been said and he couldn't take it back now, so he had to face the consequences. "thanks for the support, asshole." jinyoung said, his voice raising slightly at the end, "and why is it any of your business? they're my fucking parents." his previously hurt expression was replaced with one of anger and betrayal, did mark really think it was okay to say shit like that to him?
as well as jinyoung hurt expression, marks regret flew out the window. he assumed jinyoung would have dropped it, but he wasn't always right (apparently). "it's none of my business, huh?" mark said, an annoyed chuckle escaping his mouth. "it's none of my business, park jinyoung?!" he repeated, except this time mark wasn't speaking, he was screaming, "you're family is none of my business? then i guess nothing is any of my business, huh?" mark questioned stepping forward slightly, eyes burning holes in the younger, "you know what else isn't my business? your bullshit life." marks words felt like venom in jinyoung's ears, hot tears gathered behind his eyes as mark stormed past him, grabbing his keys off the counter and turning around to look jinyoung dead in the eyes, "fuck you, park jinyoung, fuck you." the only sound filling the room after that was the aggressive slam of the front door. jinyoung sat himself on the couch, hands in his hair as he shook his head and sealed his eyes shut. "he'll be back." he told himself "he has to come back." the tears in the corners of his eyes told a different story than the words spilling out of his mouth. so he kept promising himself the same thing until the tears went away.
he'll come back, he'll come back, he'll come back...
and with mark running circles in jinyoung's head, he fell asleep holding mark's favorite shirt.
the next morning jinyoung didn't wake up with mark cuddled to his chest. the next morning jinyoung woke up to an empty bed and cold room. the absence of mark made the entire situation so much more painful. mark was always home before eight. always. it had never been any different, no matter how long mark was gone during the day he always promised to be home before eight and when jinyoung woke up it was already half past nine. if you had asked jinyoung any other day if he was a cryer, he would've said no. but today was different. today jinyoung cried because he missed mark, today jinyoung cried because mark wasn't home before eight, today jinyoung cried because mark couldn't control his fucking temper.
jinyoung had stopped crying at around one in the afternoon, still no sign of mark. he didn't try texting or calling the elder. mark would come back if mark wanted to comeback, not if jinyoung wanted him to. so when the door clicked opens and jinyoung dropped his tea mug, mark was there to hug him. mark hugged him and uttered so many apologies like he was afraid saying im sorry would go out of style any minute. mark held jinyoung's face and told him again and again "i'm so sorry. i would love to meet your parents, i love you." and everytime he said i love you, jinyoung said it right back.

a/n
I FINALLY UPDATED HALLELUJAH i wrote this chapter like five times but everytime it seemed so dry and boring, this time is no exception but it's better than the rest i must say. anyways comment what juicy things u think r gonna happen during the next chapter or smthn idk pls leave a vote if u like this fic so far nd ofc add it to a list or ur library for updates bye

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