I actually do need you...

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          "M-Maya!?" I exclaimed.
"Celia, you've grown up so much" she said. "I'm so happy to see you once more" her eyes watered.
"Maya..." I said, not knowing what to say.
"I'm sorry we had to part ways, but I just couldn't live a lie anymore, the way things were...I just couldn't take it!" She cried, hugging me. Before I could stop myself, I pushed her off of me, a look of disgust washing over me.
"You left me to suffer, and you expect me to forgive you?" I asked.
"I didn't leave you! I was always with you Celia" she started.
"Lies! I saved you from your first suicide attempt because I wanted you to stay with me...and then you went and killed yourself without even telling me you loved me" I shouted, my voice cracking a bit.
"Celia, I..."
"I've been abused by mom and dad all my life, I've never known what it felt like to be at peace in my own home, and to make it worse I never even had any real friends! You were all I had...Maya why would you leave me!? What you did was selfish! 'Cuz while you were gone, I had to deal with so much more than before! Mom beat me, she embarrassed me, she sexualized me, she insulted me, she'd starve me, she'd neglect me, she did so much to me that a mother never should have done! And then while you were gone, dad would make me drink with him while mom was out cheating, and if I didn't he'd beat me and abuse me in so many ways. So soon he left and I was left alone with mom. You think you had it bad? I had it just as bad when you were around, and then it just got worse when you died! I hate you!" I shouted, crying.
"Celia..." Maya whispered. "Celia please don't hate me"
"I lived to feel your love and I stayed strong because I never wanted to be away from you. When you died, I stayed strong because I didn't want to be like you, and I never wanted to see your face ever again" I whispered darkly.
"Well you know what!? This hasn't been a big paradise for me either Celia!" Maya exclaimed. "You think I enjoy watching you drive my dad crazy?" She asked angrily.
"What are you talking about!? Dad left us! I'm living with mom!" I shouted.
"Not that idiot! MY dad! Daniel Peters!" She yelled. I gasped in realization.
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'I'm sorry it's just...I had a daughter that looked just like you...'
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"You're lying! Daniel told me his daughter killed herself! We adopted you before you killed yourself!" I exclaimed.
"No, I ran away and convinced him I killed myself" she said. "I had to. Your mother, was also my biological mother. Before I ran away, me and her hated eachother, but when I found out about the way she treated you...I knew that you were in danger, so I ran away and left a suicide note behind so no one searches for me. I had to protect you, I didn't want you to be alone...but eventually everyone started telling me that if I killed myself, it'd be better. You'd be treated better, and I wouldn't be in the way anymore...and I believed them" she said, looking down. I looked down at her pitifully, I did feel bad, and I was glad to understand a bit more why she did what she did, but I couldn't fully forgive her. Not after everything she put me through. But at least I didn't hate her anymore.
"Maya, I'm sorry. I don't hate you, but this is all just too much...I don't think we can ever be the way we were before Maya" I said.
"I know, but still...I'm glad I got to see you again" she smiled. "Celia, please, even if you can't forgive me, never forget that I love you! I truly do, and I'll never stop loving you no matter how much it hurts! And I'm sorry for what I did, I know an apology isn't enough, but it still needed to be said" she said, kissing me on the forehead. I smiled a bit and hugged her, wishing we could just be together again.
"It seems our time is up...Celia, you won't be able to see me anymore...but just know that I'm always with you! And I'll do my best to protect you, to make up for being weak! I love you with all my heart Celia!" She shouted.
"I love you too...Maya" I whispered, a tear rolling down my face. Maya smiled wide at me before dissappearing.
          I woke up feeling refreshed. I rubbed my eyes, and felt wet tears still pouring out. I wiped them out with my blanket, recognizing it as my own blanket. This means I'm back in my dorm! I got up and saw Daniel sitting next to me, a worried look on his face. I couldn't contain my tears as I threw myself into a hug.
"Daniel! I'm sorry! I'm so, so sorry!" I sobbed. He was stiff for a second before hugging back.
"Don't worry me like that again" he said.
"I won't" I said.
"Celia, I need you to drop your pants and your panties" he said.
"Daniel, please..."
"No Celia, I've made up my mind, I'm going to spank you. Don't make this harder on yourself" he said. I nodded and did as told. I assumed position over the desk and waited.
"Celia, you really worried me today. What you did was unacceptable! You should never lie about your condition otherwise you get worse! Lying is strictly prohibited, no matter what the reason is, and you've lied about two things. You hid your condition from us and lied to make it seem like you were fine, and you lied to your teachers about your period to excuse your odd behavior. I understand why you did it, but its still unacceptable and I won't let this go unpunished. Consider yourself lucky, I've agreed to keep this whole situation a secret" he said. You gasped, shocked that he would keep this secret for you. "I'm going to start now, I won't be going easy this time, so brace yourself" he warned. He picked up the paddle and begun the spanking.
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I couldn't fight back the tears, so I cried quietly into my arms.
"Celia, why are you being punished?" Daniel asked, still repeatedly spanking me. I yelped and brought my head up to speak.
"B-b-because I l-lied a-and worried you" I choked out through tears.
"Correct". He said.
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By this point I was audibly crying, bawling my eyes out from the pain. This paddle hurt so much more than the last one and I just wanted it to stop.
"Daniel! Please it hurts!" I shouted, crying.
"I'm almost done, I'm going to give you the last few now, but they're gonna be the hardest, so brace yourself" he said. I bit my lip and prepared for the impact.
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"Are we going to do this again Celia?"
"No sir!"
"Good"
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Finally, Daniel put the paddle down. I cried for a bit, lying over the desk.
"Celia, get up" he said. While sobbing I got up and hugged him.
"Daniel...I'm sorry" I choked.
"All is forgiven, don't worry" he sushed, rubbing my back comfortingly.
"Daniel..." I started.
"What is it?" He asked.
"I...I have to tell you something..." I said, remembering what Maya told me.
"Celia, what's wrong" he asked.
"Your daughter...her name was Maya...right?" Daniel's eyes widened at this...

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