A Flower of...Love

8- Guilt

1325 words

Namjoon

"Jin is missing."

Jimin

"Excuse me what?"

"Jin is missing! My boyfriend is missing!"

"Wha- Are you sure?"

"What do you mean am I sure?!!! Jin is my boyfriend I would think that I will definitely notice when my boyfriend is missing thank you very much."

"Okok jeez calm down hyung. What the hell is happening? Everything is going wrong!"

"I checked everywhere Jimin, where is he?"

"I don't know Namjoon. Maybe you did something wrong, you should be looking after him as a boyfriend."

"He is not answering my calls, he turned off his phone for god's sake. Did he contact you or Yoongi? Is he in your home? He won't just run away without saying anything...What should I do Jimin? I'm so worried. Is he running away from me? Does he hate me? I can't live without him! I should have known that he hates me...he doesn't even want to talk to me anymore. He doesn't want me Jimin!"

"No Namjoon. He doesn't hate you. He loves you more than anything in the world. There must be a reason he left. You have to calm down and face this problem logically."

"How do you know for sure? Did he tell you something?! Please tell me!"

"No Namjoon. He didn't tell Yoongi or me anything; I just know that Jin won't just run away like that. Jin is not this kind of person. Something is wrong. Did he leave you a note or something? A message maybe?"

"No, but there are torn pieces of paper in my trash can. I think he tried to write me a note. But he torn it into a million pieces."

"What? That's weird. But at least you know that he is leaving for a reason. And if he hates you he wouldn't even bother writing you a note."

"Oh yea, now that I think about it."

"See? You just have to calm down and think about it. Get your genius brain working!"

"Heh. Yea. Thanks Jimin, I don't know what I would do without you. But I should still call the police?"

"Um...but Jin will definitely come back for you, and the police won't help you until that person is missing for 48 hours. He's coming back for you once he finish doing whatever he needs to do."

"Really? I didn't know there was a rule like that for the police. And I wish you are right Jimin, I hope that Jin is coming back. I don't know if I can wait for 48 hours, I'm already panicking and he's gone for a few hours."

"Me too Namjoon. Me too. He's my friend too you know. But I prefer to be confident and trust my own friend. He will come back... for us...for you."

"..."

"Hello? Are you ok? Please don't tell me you are crying."

"No I'm not. I'm just...amazed. You are truly an amazing friend. I don't know how you can feel so confident and calm about your friend going missing. But since you are just his friend, I think I should trust him even more since I am his boyfriend."

"Don't thank me. Thank yourself for being brave and for deciding to trust your boyfriend."

"You have to stay strong about Yoongi too. I'm here for you whenever you need help."

"Thanks man. I'm trying, but it's still really challenging."

"I have a feeling that he is going to find a way to turn this around. He's a genius."