Bill x Whatever you want it to be

Im falling

JoJo POV

Last night I fell asleep crying.I woke up and walked to my bathroom mirror.My face still hurt but not as much as last night.I look at myself in the mirror and tilt my head slightly to the right I could still see bills hand print on my face.It covered up completely most of my cheek with its black and blues I touched not even 5% of the bruise and that shit hurt like a mother trucker.

'SHIT'I yelled in pain

owww that hurt.I guess I shouldn't touch that then.My eyes were also exteremly swollen which also hurt I also had a headache.I really needed some advil.I walked out of the bathroom and layed on my bed staring at the ceiling and then I remembered that I have to make an appointment for my?our?baby so I called and scheduled a meeting next month.I walked downstairs and I was surprised that bill wasn't there it was like 10 am.I didn't let it bother me,i got myself some coffee and rested my head on the kitchen table.An hour passed and bill was still sleeping weird?I decided to head upstairs and check on him I opened the door slowly to check on him.He wasn't there geez were could he be.I went to the bathroom and knocked on the door no respondse I knocked again still no respondse so I open the door slowly.i saw bill cutting himself with a teddy bear in his left arm and he was repeating the words pain is hilarious,pain is hilarious,pain is hilarious in the mirror as blood drips off his arms onto the teddy bear and on the floor,the creepy thing bout all this is that he was smiling at the mirror as he was saying all this.I flung open the door and fell on top of him removing the knife from his hands.

'BILL WHAT THE FUCK WERE YOU THINKING'I yelled at him

I got off him then fished out the first aid kit.Once I finished wrapping his wrist up.

'Im sorry'he said

'Sorry bout what'I said raising an eyebrow of course I knew what he was sorry for but I just wanted it to come out of his mouth

'About last night,for screaming,for slapping you.I didn't know im sorry'He said I could see that he was about to cry I hugged him

'You look exuasted'I said wiping his tears away

I walked him to his room he still had that teddy bear in his hands.I placed him on his bed and he just fell asleep there.I went downstairs and watched tv.A few hours later bill woke up.

'I called my parents'He said

I stared at him in shock

'What they say'i said in shock

'There coming over next week'He said perfectly calm

'WHAT'i said freaking out

'There coming over'He repeated perfectly calm

'They barely know me and now there coming over TO MEET ME'i said trying to stay calm

'Don't worry,i told them all about you'He said looking down at his wrist

I walked over to the kitchen table and rested my head in my shoulders.Bill came over and hugged me

'You have nothing to worry about,there gonna love you it me that they don't like'He said

I turned around and faced him

'How come'I said as he pulled me closer

'They've always found me out of place you know'He said

'And know that im with you there gonna make me feel more out of place then I already am'he said

'Oh,am I a problem'i questioned

'Oh,no no no they just don't like ME with you,your not the problem I am'he said

I just kissed him so he could shut up