Lifesaver (A Kiible FF)

Mall?

(There is a triggering scene in this chapter, again it is surrounded by blue hearts 💙.)
Will
I want to tell her. I know I can trust her. She's my everything. My best friend. My girlfriend. The love of my life. But I know if I tell her it will break her. She's already overwhelmed because Harmony Hollow ended and she isn't getting videos up as much. But maybe it will make me feel better.
I can't tell her. She doesn't deserve to hurt.
💙I walk into the bathroom shutting the door behind me. I reach into the head of the toilet and pull out my box. I just need a few cuts.
One.
Two.
Three.
Four.
Five.
That's all I need.
Six.
Ok I'm done.
I clean the cuts, cover them and hide everything back into the toilet.
I feel a little light headed so I take a seat on the toilet.💙
"Hey Will! We're going to the mall. Want to come?" Graser yells from outside the bathroom.
"Yea I'll be there in a sec." I push myself off the toilet and walk out of the bathroom.
"Hey dude you ok?" Graser looks at me concerned.
"Never better." I flash a fake smile.
"Ok."
How can someone believe a lie? How can I lie?
We walk down the stairs and I see that everyone is already split into the two cars. Each car has three sets of seats and fits eight people. We get into the car with Shelby, H, Dylan and Del.
"Hey Willy." H greets me as I get into the front, next to Shelby.
Everyone is still clueless to our relationship, which is good, but the longer we keep it hidden the more I want to tell.
"Hey." Shelby greets me softly pulling me from my trance.
"Hey." I whisper back and grab her hand.
She quickly jerks away and at first I don't know why, but then I realize it's because of everyone sitting in this car.
"So what are we doing at the mall?" Shelby asks quickly.

Shelby
When we get to the mall we all agree to meet back at the food court by 5:30. Everyone breaks off into their own little groups, and we're off. I grab Will's hand and pull him farther into the mall. Even after living here for almost a month, he still doesn't know much about American shops, and currency.
"So where to first?" I ask him happily.
"How about you lead the way?" And with that I'm pulling him behind me again to each and every store I know he'll love.

At 5:28 exactly Will and I are the only two of the group in the food court. We both have a huge smile on our face and at least two bags in each hand. We choose a table and sit down. Across the table Will grabs my hand and holds it tight, as if something is wrong.
"You good?" He asks me after I tense up.
"Yea. Are you?" I hold his hand and bring it to my lips, placing a small kiss.
"No." That's all he says.
"Do you want to tal-"
"No." He says almost too quickly.
I give him a concerning face.
"At least not yet." He takes my other hand.
I check my phone.
5:31.
Why the hell is no one here?
I stand up with my bags and Will replicates me.
"It's ok. They'll all be here soon." He wraps his, bag filled, arms around my waist and rocks me. Then he turns me around and leans down so our faces are as close as possible without touching. I feel his lips hit mine and I melt into him.
"Eh hem." I hear a voice fake cough behind us.
We both jerk away as fast as possible.
"Lip locking is cool and all but not when 1) there could be fans around and 2) you haven't told anyone. I mean you probably don't want anyone finding out like this. Am I right?" We both nod.
Parker pulls us.
"Where is everyone?" I ask.
"We've been waiting at the cars for you two for 15 minutes."
"You guys said the food court. Not the car." Will says.
"Didn't you get our texts? We changed it."
"My phone's at home." I shrug.
"My phone's right he- Shit!" Will yells turning heads.
"What?"
"My phone. It's gone."

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Sorry it's been so long since I updated, school is just busy. It could be a while before I update again, but hopefully not.

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            -Ella
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