Lifesaver (A Kiible FF)

Does He Live? (Second Ending)

Shelby
After Will was put into an ambulance everyone drove to the hospital.
Currently we were waiting in the waiting room.
I was crying over my coffee that Ash got me from the nearest Starbucks.
They keep saying he's going to be okay.
But I don't know if I believe them.
Parker walks over.
"Hey, it's ok. He's ok." Parker sits down next to me and comforts me.
Graser walks over.
"I'm sorry. This is all my fault. I can't believe I pressured you guys. Please forgive me." He's crying and his voice cracks with every word he speaks.
I stand.
"I'll never forget. But of course I'll forgive." I whisper as I hug him.
He kisses my cheek and walks over to Britt and Mariel.
They say things happen for a reason.
Bad and good.
But I don't understand what good could ever come from this.
"Hey, hey. Shelbs. It's ok. He's ok. It's all ok." Parker hugs me.

They let me in the room an hour ago.
They say the chances are becoming smaller.
But sometimes you have to believe.
H brought me food earlier.
But after an hour, he was gone.
It's midnight.
They halls are quiet.
And I'm wondering.
As I walk down the halls I look into each room as best I can and see families gathered around hospital beds.
Laughing.
How can you laugh in a hospital?
All I feel is sorrow.
And regret.
I walk back towards the waiting room nearest Will and sit down.
I look over and see a family of 5 praying.
There's a mom figure, and a dad figure.
A boy around the age of 14.
A girl around the age of 8.
And an elderly lady.
They raise their heads and I quickly look away.
The elderly lady looks over.
"What are you here for?" She asks me across the waiting area.
"My boyfriend." I say with tears threatening to spill.
The lady waves a hand towards her family.
"Come. Come." I stand and walk over.
The lady takes my hand and calms me.
"May I ask what happened?" She whispers.
"He attempted suicide." I mumble.
"Oh sweetheart." She hugs me tight and whispers a prayer in my ear.
"Shelby Grace?" I look up from my spot in the lady's shoulder.
Standing in front of me is a rude nurse.
"That's me." I say hopefully.
The lady squeezes my hand.
"You have a choice." I get my hopes up. "You can cut him off of life support, or let nature take its course."
I feel every single piece of me break.
From my dark roots, to my small feet.
I curl up into a ball on the floor.
Sometimes we feel lonely.
Even when there are people sitting inches away from us.
Sometimes we feel like we'll never make it through.
This is both of those moments.
"Cut him off." I hear myself whisper.
"Yes ma'am."
I feel a hand grab me.
I look up but I can't see anything.
My eyes are blurred.
My heart is pounding.
My body is shaking.
My mind is racing.
I feel light headed.
"Love, what's wrong?"
That's the last thing I hear.

I wake up in a hospital bed four hours later.
Parker is on my left.
H is on my right.
Graser is in front of me.
And Will is no where to be found.
"Oh good you're awake." Parker says.
"What happened?"
"You had a panic attack." Graser says.
"Where's Will?" I ask, forgetting for a moment.
The tears spill out.
Graser holds out his hand. "Here, to help you feel better we got you some lifesavers."
I push them away.
I couldn't even be a Lifesaver.

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Well here's the sad ending. You guys can go read the other author note on the other ending to know what's happening next on my account since this book is over, if you haven't already of course.
I hate to say goodbye but I have to.
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Goodbye
-Ella
(Word Count: 617)