Lifesaver (A Kiible FF)

Truth or Dare?

This chapter is triggering. Read at your own risk.
Shelby
Will and I walked downstairs with Parker behind us.
"Change of plans." Scott smiles.
"We're just playing truth or dare." Del finishes.
Of course Parker was right.
They make a space in their, satanic worship looking, circle for the three of us. I sit between Parker and Will.
"Ok. I'll go first." Britt says with a smirk on her face. "Shelby, truth or dare?"
"Dare." I say with a proud smile.
"I dare you to kiss the hottest boy in this circle." I look around the circle and catch Will's eye. He does the slightest nod, signaling for me to kiss whoever.
I turn to my right and kiss Parker's cheek.
"On the mouth." Britt adds.
I grimace, and reluctantly kiss Parker.
"Not bad." He laughs.
But he knows how I kiss, he was my first.
"Ok my turn." I say.
"No no no. You don't get any turns." Graser laughs.
"That's not fair." I yell.
"Life's not fair Princess." He chuckles.
"I'll go." H says.
Oh great. Now my best friends are against me.
"Shelby, truth or dare?"
"Truth."
"If you had a choice, would you rather go out with Parker or Will?"
Shit.
I can't say Will, but Parker is my best friend.
"Par-Parker." I whisper.
"My turn." Will yells.
"You don't get a turn." Graser reminds him. "My turn."
Awesome.
Isn't this just incredible?
"Shelby truth or dare?"
"Dare." I mumble.
"I dare you to sit on Parker's lap for the rest of the game."
I sigh, but plop down on Parker's lap.
I can see the anger in Will's eyes.
"My turn." Dylan says. "Truth or dare?" He grins, looking straight at me.
"Truth."
"Would you take a bullet for Parker or Will?"
No.
No.
No.
That's a stupid question.
My best friend or my boyfriend.
If I say Will they'll know.
But if I say Parker.
"Parker." I murmur sadly.
"I'm sorry I didn't hear you." Dylan eggs on.
"I said Parker!" I scream.
I get off of Parker's lap and stand.
Will does the same. (Well he doesn't get off of Parker's lap but..)
I stomp to the kitchen and Will marches upstairs.
I pull the lifesavers out of the cabinet.

Will
I can't do this.
I don't care if they didn't know.
Of course she would pick Parker over me.
I walk over to the toilet and grab my supplies, then I grab a pen and paper out of my bag.
Dear EVERYONE,
Shelby: I love you. You're my world, my rock. But that's not what I am to you. You pick me up, but I can't do that. I let you down. Here I am again.
Letting you down.
Everyone Else: You all suck. Well except Parker. Who knows how to be a friend and keep a secret. How could you all? Pitting me and Shelby against each other. Making me feel like shit. I'd rather die than live in a house with you guys ever again. So that's what I'm doing.

Please live on. You all deserve it.
-Will

I fold my letter in half 8 times and place it in the counter.
I pull out my blade.
One cut.
Two cut.
Three cut.
Four cut.
Five.
Six.
Seven.
Eight.
Nine.
Ten.
Eleven.
Twelve.
Thirteen.
Fourteen.
Fifteen.
Sixteen.
One for each day I was with Shelby.
As the blood drops down my arm I reach into my box and pull out the pill bottle.
I have 72 pills.
I swallow them all.
Two at a time.
I start to get dizzy as I continue to lose blood.
I lay on the bathroom floor, tired.
And drift off into a never ending sleep.

Shelby
I take my lifesavers and run up the stairs to share with Will.
I'll explain everything to him.
We'll talk.
We'll tell everyone.
I make it to our room and he's not in their.
I run into the bathroom.
I crouch on the floor in the doorway.
I let out a loud scream.
I hear footsteps.
"God Shelby, what the hell is wr- Oh my god." I hear H behind me.
I sit on the floor, criss-cross, and just stare at his lifeless body.
"Shelby! Get up! Stop just looking! Do something!" I can hear H yelling, but I can't move.
"H what are you yel- Oh dear god." I hear Parker.
"Parker! Calm Shelby down while I grab Will, and call 911."
Parker sits mirror to me.
"Shhh. It's ok. It's all ok. He's going to be ok." I crawl into Parker and lay my head on his shoulder.
Crying.
I hear lots of footsteps.
Everyone walks into the room, but I can't hear anything.
"Oh god. This is all my fault. This is all my fault." I whisper.
"No it's not." Graser walks towards me with something in his hand. "It's our fault." He holds the paper out to me and I read it.
"I love you too." I whisper to the note, as tears pour out of my eyes.

________________________
Sad chapter. I know. This book is very close to the end. The next chapter will most likely be the last.
Everyone still has a choice.
Happy or sad.
Hopefully you can tell where this is going, if not you'll have a surprise, but let me know in the comments how you want this to end.
If you are experiencing suicidal thoughts or tendencies please remember that my DMs are always open.
And here's a number to call if you don't feel comfortable talking to me or anyone else.
1-800-273-8255.
Please call or chat.

If you guys did enjoy, please be sure to vote, comment and enjoy.
Until Next Time.
-Ella
(Word Count: 834)