"who's that?" they all ask in unison. "that's my sister." "Wow she looks just like you Liam."
I couple people asked me to repost so I did. Keep in mind I wrote this originally in 2012. I was young and in my pick me phase.
I will not hurt Zayn again. Hurting him made me completely fall apart. I am not gonna do it again. I know if I go back with him I am going to hurt him again. So I am chosing to not hurt him. I can't, if i do then i will be devastated.
Zayn POV Its been two weeks since we broke up. I am quiet and dont talk anymore. I also started smoking again but this time is worse. I am smoking like 8 a day. I am slowly dying. I didn't want to lose him but he clearly didn't love me like he showed. I was so stupid to fall for his game. I am pretty sure he thought I was an idiot. I ignore these thoughts and decide to actually go out of my house. I throw on some light blue jeans and a black tshirt. I dont even bother doing my hair and walk to the Starbucks a couple blocks away from my house.
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I go inside the store and order a black coffee not wanting anything sweet. I sit down at a table waiting for my drink. A guy with brown hair and a white t-shirt goes in the store laughing with a guy that has light brown curly hair. They order and look for a place to sit. I look down at my lap and I feel a tap on my shoulder. I look up to see the boy smiling down at me. I smile back and he opens his mouth to start talking. "Can we sit here?" I nod and look down blushing. Wait why am I blushing. "So whats your name?" "Zayn. Yours?" "I'm Josue and this is Abel." He points to the curly haired one. I smile and wave. He waves and my name is called. I get up but then Josue pulls me down to the chair. "I'll get it." He says getting up and walking to the counter. "Zayn. Josue likes you." "Yeah he's cool i like him too." "No like like likes you." "Oh." "Wait are you straight?" I shake my head and tears come back up reminding me of Liam. "Are you okay!? Abel what did you do to him?" "No its just that my boyfriend broke up with me two weeks ago and i just remembered some memories." "Oh well heres your coffee." He says giving it to me amd gives Abel his. "Well, we are supposed to go to my friends house to meet her boyfriend and i was wondering if you wanted to come with m- us?" I laugh at his mistake and nod. He grabs Abels and My hand and pulls us to a black car. He sits me in the front and Abel in the back.
After driving for a while i noticed that we were driving toward Louis house. Wait is Rita their friend. She tried to talk to me and i yelled at her really bad. She cried and drove away. I feel bad but i couldnt take what i said back. We stop in front of Louis' house and get out. Josue grabs my hand and walks up to the door and bangs on it. I flinch everytime he does still scared someone is going to come and hit me. Ever simce Liam punched me I have been flinching and squeaking at the slightest increase in someones volume. A guy with brown almost black bair opens it. Wait who's this? "Nathan lets us in i am cold." 'Nathan' opens the door more and and lets us walk in. "Who are you?" "Zayn. I met Josue and Abel today. I also-" "ZAYN!" i hear before Rita is hugging me on the floor. I hear some laughing and Rita is pulled off of me. I see Irma and Niall laughing at me and Josue helps me up. Louis runs again amd tries to jump on me but Josue sees and lifts me on to his shoulder and runs to the livingroom. I laugh and pound on his back screaming. We sit down and i am sitting on his lap. We end up watching some show that is actually really good.
The show ends and someone clears their throats. I turn my head to see Liam. I put my head in Josue neck not wanting to see Liam. Tears are already coming down my cheeks and I am pulled from his grip. Liam grips my arm and tries to pull me outside. Rita and Irma go ballistic and Rita actually punches Liam in the stomach when he doesnt let go of me. This doesnt stop him though. I look him in the eye and tears come out harder. I hug him tight and firmly. No one says anything and i cry into his neck. He rubs my back and hild me tight as well. We stand like this for a couple minutes until i pull away and push him away. He looks confused and shakes his head." No Zayn please don't do this I love you. I cant live with out you. I cant live with out you." He says walking toward me. I stand my groundand push him. "You don't realize that i loved you and you ruined it. I hate you Liam Payne. I will never ever go back with you. You made me completely fall apart and now you want to tell me that you 'Love' me. Please Liam this isnt a stupid movie. I am not going back to you. You made me worse than ever Perrie did. You are a selfish Bitch. I hate you." I say to him not ever looking away from his eyes. He grabs my arm and i shake it off. I walk out the room and and run to the only place I know that will make me forget. I am not going to ever gonna come back Liam.
○●○ Hey biscuits I am sorry for not updating for a while. I just started highschool and it sucks. I have art and am allowed to listen to music which rules. I love art it is cool. So how you guys. What grade you in or you guys out of school? ANYWAY VOTE COMMENT TRASH TALK AND LIVE LIFE Yours truly MOMMA BISCUIT ❤❤ALL THE LOVE❤❤
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