chapter 52

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Zayn's POV

The sweaty  bodies dancing around me and the room is spinning. I feel in bliss. The only thing is that there is a large pain in my chest. I can't  breathe but i love the feeling. It is amazing. Being drunk makes me forget and remember at the same time. I remember the pain and forget the good things. A girl grinds on my front and I dance with her. She kisses me and pulls me toward the  door but I pull back. "Cmon babe." "I have a boyfriend." "Oh sorry." She walks away and dances with another guy. I go and grab another drink. Feeling the burning liquid go down my throat  makes the room spin faster and the pain worse but all i can think about is drink .drink .drink. breathe. Repeat. A bartender grabs my arm and pulls me behind the bar. He grabs my phone and calls someone. I sit on the floor loving the coolness. "Hey bud Liam's on his way." "No Liam hates me. He is going to hurt me." I say to him and tears begin to drown my cheeks. I feel like i am drowning with every breath i take. The lady rolls her eyes and mutters something under her breath then walks away.

10 mintues later i hear Liam's voice and the mean waitress talking. Liam comes and stands me up amd i pull away. He gives me a stern look and i flinch. Wait no he cant do anything to me. I pull my arm and try to walk away. I don't make it far before he throws me over his shoulder. I lay limp on his shoulder feeling like i am going to throw up. We get outside and He lets me down. I throw up all over side walk and he rubs tiny circles in my back until i finish with my business. I stand up again and he puts me in the front seat. I let him put my seatbelt on and i stayed quiet the whole way to his house. "I want to go home." I slur. He shakes his head. "No babe. I need to take care of you." "Okay. Just dont hurt me again." "I wont." I nod and lay my throbbing head on the back of my seat.

We walk into the house and he sits me down on the kitchen chair and gives me a water bottle. I drink it fast making me cough a bit. After finishing my drink he carries me upstairs letting me slowly fall on to the bed. I laugh as I fall onto the soft covers. Liam looks at me smiling and then goes off somewhere. Five minutes later he comes back with a shirt. He helps me put it on and them he comes back with sweats on. He lays down and hugs me. I hug back and drift to sleep.

Liam's POV
I stare at the ravened hair boy in my arms admiring his features.
I know i shouldn't have went but i didnt want to be worried. At least for a night i still had him in my arms. That's all i have asked for for the last couple of weeks. I dont want to loose him but i domt want to hurt him either. It made me want to kill myself to see him go through that pain. I hug him close to my body. His soft snores are music to my ears at the moment. I wish i could record it for when i miss him. All I want is him. I want to call him babe and Z but i just know that i am going to hurt him.

Three hours later he begins to move and mumble. I hold him close before he wakes up. He opens his eyes and looks at me. He doesnt say anything. I open my mouth but nothing comes out. He looks adorably cute. He smiles before putting his head back onto my chest. "I missed you LiLi." I hold back kissing him. He contiues. "I know i am supposed to be mad at you but i love you too much." "Really." "Yeah i love you too much to actually let you go." He hugs me tighter. "I am just a fool though." "No why would you be a fool?" "Even if i love you. I cant love you." "Why not?" I ask my voice shaky. "Calm down Li your heart is going fast. Breathe." I breathe in a large breath of air and wait for him to continue. A couple of mintues later he opens his mouth again. "I am sorry for loving you." "Don't be. I should be saying that too you." "Thanks Li. I love you." "I love you too babe." He lets out a sigh before giving me a small kiss on the forehead. "I think i want you to be mine again." He says. "Okay then. I am all yours." "Really?" "Course babe."














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Hey biscuits
I am so tired and have to do a lot of homework but who cares. Anyway i am in need of a couple ideas before i give you guys a really good chapter. Like i am so excited for it i just you know need to chill down for a sec. I think the book is going to fast and is too dramatic. I really need to chill. I am just a depressed short girl who wants to be able to meet harry styles okay. Dont judge i really want to have hair like him. It looks so cool. My hair is wavy but thats it. I want curls. This was a short chapter but i cute one i guess. You guys should go to Hedwig2910 reading  list it has so many good books. By the way my book made the cut for their list. I literally cried when i seen that. Dont judge i am still crying. I fept so happy and loved for a lomg time. By the way Hi Hedwig2910 you are so nice for putting my book on your public list. It made me so happy that people are actually reading my book and enjoying it. Even if it is only a bit. I love you guys so much the people who read from my way to overdramatic and cringy chapters you guys the real mvps. ANYWAYS VOTE COMMENT TRASH TALK AND LIVE LIFE
Yours Truly
MOMMA BISCUIT
❤❤All the love ❤❤

 ANYWAYS VOTE COMMENT TRASH TALK AND LIVE LIFE Yours TrulyMOMMA BISCUIT ❤❤All the love ❤❤

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