Warm tears//Jungkook fanfic//completed

Chap 4

"No no no no!! Y/N you suppose to follow Jhope moves not getting her wrong," Biggy said frustrated.
I sit down and look at him as my sweat drips down.
"You come here and try to dance," I told him.
"I told you anyways that I'm a singer not a dancer," I added.
"You told me you want to do both now so it," he said.
He turned on the music and we danced to the song "Not today" once again until Shimleon and I get the moves just right.
"I see your wearing the same leggings but not the sports bra...eh what a shame," Shimleon said as he shoved me with his shoulder.
I cursed beneath my breath.
No I didn't wear it. I wore my leggings with a long tshirt with my white puma shoes THANK YOU VERY MUCH!
"I came here to learn not to model," I told him shoving him like he did to me.
"Well that good. They wouldn't expect you anyways," he said smirking.
"You piece of-"
"PAY ATTENTION!," Biggy yelling over the music.
I cracked my neck and began to focus more on the dance moves.
Tbh to be a fan...and to be in the same FACKING ROOM AS BTS....is too much. All your life your wanting to be with them one on one (literally) and now that I am...I'm not freaking out or anything...am I a fake fan?...naw bitch ur a realz one homie! Just because your not reacting like a crazy bitch don't mean your a fake fan. Keep it 100% ighhtt?
"Good good Y/N," Said Jimin.
I looked at him at the mirror and smiled at him.
I wonder how many times the guys peaked at me while I was dancing. I peak at them all the time. They think I'm looking at myself while dancing but really I'm glancing at them.
I glanced over at Jungkook.
He haven't said a word to me since yesterday.
I not that pretty....to me but to him...people say that he tend to walk away or not looking at a girl if she is pretty...bitch am I pretty? Or am I ugly and he just not interested? Fack!
As I was thinking about this in my head, he caught me staring at him.
He didn't panic but he licked his lips and bit them..HE BIT HIS LIPS AOMSNDNDJ DADDY!
I raised my eyebrows and got turned on.
I was paying too much attention to him that I got shoved and fell to the floor.
I got up quickly and looked it was Shimleon....of course.
"Stop being childish," I grunted.
"Keep grunting and you'll get this piece of-"
"STOP THE MUSIC JUST STOP!," I yelled.
I turned around to look at biggy with my mad face. I pout when I'm mad.
He looked at me and turned the music off.
"Hasn't bts talked to you?"
"About?"
I looked over at the guys.
"You didn't talk to him?"
"We were planning to do it after practice," Tae said.
"No it's okay because I'll do it. Listen here you munk!" I said turning to Shimleon. I walked towards him and poked him with every word I was going to tell him.
"Don't ever disrespect me. I am a women and you have no right to treat me like I'm from the street. You will do your job that you came here or I'll try my best to get you out. Do.not.ever.talk.to.me.that.way." I said poking him as he walks backwards.
He ended up with no space and had his back against the wall.
"Last warning. Don't respect, your out. Disrespect anyone in here, your dead meat. I am not looking for boyfriend so don't think you have a chance to get in my kitty when you don't even groom your own hair," I lastly said as I thump his forehead.
"Ah-ashh- why so mean? It's all fun and games," he said rubbing his forehead.
"Stop complaining. She is right. What your doing is serious and you can get in big trouble. Be have yourself. Now please continue," Biggy said looking at me and playing the music.
We danced for 3 more hours until it was break time.
I sat down in the corner as I was breathing hard. I closed my eyes and laid down. Feeling the sweat falling down to my neck feels so good because that is telling me I tried my best.
I tried to drink the bottle of water but some fell down on my neck but the cold water made it feel even better.
"Need a towel?"
Opened my eyes to see Jungkook looking down at me. I get up.
"You finally speak young one. Yes please," I told him laughing.
He gave me a white small towel and sat beside me.
I felt a little bit nervous.
"Pretty girls are a sin for me. It's tempting just by looking at them. Take awhile to get use to it. Oh and you, you don't need to worry about that, your not pretty," he said.
I looked over at him.
He was sitting down with his arms laying on his knees.
"Didn't think Jungkook would be this sexily rude," I said pffff.
"Just joking around loser. Well about you not being pretty. I have to get use to you since your going to be with us for awhile. You sure your a fan?"
"Pfff! of course I am! Why you ask that?"
"I-we all expected you to be distracted from us. Fans at the concert goes wild but you...your literally face to face with us but you don't act wild or anything."
"Believe when I say this, I want to fuck you all but I have class. I may look calm but inside I'm dying of the thing I will-"
"We get it. I'm 19 you know. I shouldn't be hearing this-"
"I'm 19 too you know! Pfff I bet you watched porn before. You fantasize about girls and you masterbat-"
"Y/N!" He said.
I looked over at him and his face was pure red.
what did I say?
I laughed and gave him a hug.
I felt his heart pound fast.
"You guys also need love from a girl once and awhile. Like me...I need love from loving guys. It won't hurt," I told him breaking off the hug.
"I'm a chill person. You can ask me anything. Sex, girls, size, anything and I'll tell you my opinion. If you want me to do something for you I will do it like if you want to experience how it feels when a girl give you hea-"
"I-pfff- how can you speak like this? Your worse than Shimleon. Have manners your a lady," Jungkook said still red.
"I'm sorry but I'm just saying. I'm a nice person. I'm very funny too. Give it a try. If you want me to I will gladly do it more than once and or even in your sleep? Should we do both?" I asked winking at him.
He opened his mouth to say something but closed it.
His eyes went down to my lips. He licked his lips and got up.
"You need to control your thought." He said looking straight
I got up and stopped him.
I grabbed his hand.
I wasn't going to lock hand with him but when I grabbed his hand, he intertwined with mine.
He turned around and we are face to face.
I can hear his heartbeat and his heavy breathing.
I went to his ear and whispered.
"It won't hurt to try," I said as I bit his ear.
He let out a small moan. He grunted.
He let go of my hand.
"I'm for real Y/N... your too much! You can't do this to all guys you like," he said breathing hard.
"That's why I only do it to you guys," I told him smiling.
He looked at me.
He looked shocked but yet with so many confused feelings.
"What I'm your bias?"
"Ummm....let's keep that a secret," I told him winking.
He huffed.
He looked down and played with his mouth.
His tongue poking in his cheeks.
"Your trouble. Be a good girl and don't play with us. They way you are acting can make us fall in love with you. I'm warning you," he told me and walked to the guys.
I wanted to say something back but I couldn't.
I really like all of them.
I really want to be part of their life.
I want to kiss all of them.
But my heart only takes one
What if the one I love...don't love me?
What if I choose someone that isn't fit for me?
What if....my heart is set for one of them but will end up picking the pieces?
My smile went to a frown.
I was thinking too much if this.
Who do I love? Will he date me? Would he consider that?
But who.....?
"You okay? Did Jungkook made you sad?"
I looked up and see Namjoon smiling back at me.
"No it's okay dimples. Just thought of something," I said.
He smiled and bowed down.
"I hope we all get along well. I see you been working hard. I think we can mange this in a week or so."
"No need to bow. We are friends all ready. Anything you need to talk about, I'm here," I told him smiling.
"It's 8pm but let's finish until 9," Said Biggy turning on the music.
We danced again.
I'm really getting tired.
Shimleon haven't said anything since I yelled at him.
Me being me, I feel bad I called him out in front of everyone...ughhh I'm too nice.
We finally finished and we called it quits.
The guys said their goodbyes to me and left.
I told Biggy goodnight and he left.
It was just me and Shimleon.
"Hey...-" I said softly.
I walked towards him.
"What?" He grunted.
"I'm-I'm sorry to call you out...just that it's true and I was getting annoyed."
"Aghh what do you want? You want me to stop and now your begging for more?" He said throwing his towel on the floor.
I jumped.
"What?!? I'm not begging for more you ass. I felt bad that you got embarrassed. But fine whatever be this way," I told him stomping my feet and packing my things.
I went to open the door and I felt a hand on my shoulder. I turned around
"I like you...."
I was shocked
"What?...m-m-me? You just met me for two days! How can you like someone like that?" I asked.
My eyes felt it was about to pop out of its eye socket.
"You fell in love with bts when you first met them didn't you? So it's the same!.....just give me a chance?"
I stared at his eyes. I see hurt and pain in them
He is crazy! Well yeah I did fell in love with bts when I first found out about them but...
"No I'm sorry...I all ready have someone in mind.." I said looking down.
"Bts! YOU LIKE BTS! Of course. What girl wouldn't? Their charm and nice body and face and their millions of money. Who wouldn't like that? Girls are pathetic to think they will end up dating a famous singer. Your one of them. What you think? Your going to date them and fuck them? Get real."
I suddenly felt anger.
"STOP YELLING AT ME! Yes and so what? I like one of them! It's not a crime! So it's not about their money or fame. Get through your thick skull that there's girls that fell in love of them because of who they are. They are humble and sweet and nice and loving and caring! They give and give and what do we give them? NOTHING! I am a lucky bastard to even be near them! Don't ever disrespect them or you will get it," I said yelling.
My whole body felt hot.
"That's what all girl says. That's why they leave their boyfriend just to catch a dream their way far off," he said lowering his voice.
He sat on the floor.
"Just leave."
"I'm....it's late and this isn't your building...if you stay they will kick you out."
"FIEN THEN IM LEAVING!"
His face was all ready from my remark.
"No wait....idk if your girlfriend left you ...but all girls isn't looking for love in that way. You should be more nicer, less flirty if you want to get one. You seem like a nice guy but...your first impression wasn't good."
"Pfff why are you giving me advice?...thank you....pretend this didn't happened..." he said grabbing his things.
"What? What happened? I forgot," I said laughing.
He laughed.
A warm nice friendly laugh.
We walked out together.
"Have a nice night sir," said Bighead as he smiled at Shimleon and opened the door.
"Good night Joon," Shimleon said bowing down.
"Baaaa that's your real name? Why be polite to him and not me?" I said pouting.
"I be polite to people not animals," he said fake smiling at me.
"Whatever bighead. You'll get use to me. Everyone likes me at the end," I told him as we walked by him.
"MY NAME IS-"
His voice disappeared in the night as we no longer hear him.
"People say girls shouldn't be good friends with guys. That never worked....that's why I never experienced that kind of friendship before," he said.
I looked over at him.
"Starting tonight we are friends!" I said jumping up and down.
"Baaaa your too nice. Why be friends with me? You turned me down. That's embarrassing!"
"Don't worry. You'll get over me. We can be friends im nice that's why. Give m your number so I can add it to my contacts,"
He looked at me like I was crazy.
I mean I am..... why all of the sudden I want to be friends with this guy? Pffff dame I'm too nice but he looked so sad. He needs a friend I guess.
After looking at me for awhile he finally gave the number to me and I saved it as " pepero stealer"
"Wow what a name to put me as your contact," he said laughing.
"What's my name?"
"Rejection"
"Pffjaiwnndjd I like that," I said laughing.
We took different paths to go home.
I got home and took a shower.
I laid down on my bed on my bed.
I looked at my my window.
The night looks pretty tonight.
The moon is out with his little minions people call stars.
I love all of them with all my heart but I really desire to....have one for my own....but who? I been busy those two same years working, I didn't have a chance to focus on one of them.
But now that I'm with them...I need to decide...but what if I picked the wrong one? What if he don't like me? What if he don't want to date me?
I'm such a stupid person! I'm working my brain out with all of this like I'm actually a princess looking for their prince.
My eyes started to shut until I hear a knock on the door.
I got up.
I looked through the peep hole and it was my landlord.
"Your late on your pay. By tomorrow you will give me money or I'm kicking you out! You have until 7 tomorrow," he said
I opened the door.
"Wait. I been fired and I need some time. Please I'm always on time to pay and this is-"
He put his hand up and walked away.
You punk!
I slammed the door and walked to my bed.
What am I going to do now?