Warm tears//Jungkook fanfic//completed

Chap 9

I'm awake but the same time sleeping.
My eyes closed.
I don't feel Jin nor Suga on the bed.
I keep hearing things moving.
I open my eyes to see them all dressed up so nice.
"Where your going?" I asked stretching my back.
I yawn a big yawn.
My mouth smacked like a cow eating grass
I stretched my back and rubbed my eyes
"Your a mess you know that?" Jin said laughing.
"Everyday of every moment," I said laughing.
"We're going to practice on stage and after that go somewhere else until the concert starts," Suga said.
I looked at him and smiled.
I scrunched me nose at him and he did it in return
I'm still bummed out about Suga last night.
It keep replaying in my head.
Would he go that far to....hit me?
"I wish you would come but like Biggy said, you'll only be going with us if you perform the song you guys been practicing," Jin said.
"Awwww you call him Biggy now? Ahhh that's all right. That means more free time for me."
"What your going to do for those days your not going with us?" Asked Suga.
"Umm...didn't thought about it....I guess just chill...maybe go out and buy stuff."
"I thought you didn't have money," asked him laughing.
"Remembered that I had my last paycheck saved. It's just 300bucks but I'll pay Biggy later."
"If you go out I want Shimleon to be with you okay? Still don't like him but it's better to be safe than sorry," Suga said with a serious face.
"Yeah he a dick but he sweet...don't worry I'll make sure. Just have fun okay? If you need anything then...wait until you get back to the hotel," I said laughing.
I only have Jungkook number but he said don't call him even though I know he wants me too.
Suga looked at me.
"Where's your phone?" He asked.
"I left it in the room. I'll be back," I told him.
I left to enter in my room.
I took the time to wash up quickly.
I went back and gave the phone to him.
"Passcode?"
"101610"
He got in.
I wanted to know why he needed it but I didn't ask nor I watched him.
"Have you visited other places?" Asked Jin as he waited for Suga to finish.
"Not really. I only been to Korea and where I was born but that's all."
"Got any place you can't wait to vist?"
"I haven't thought about it honestly. Just going places with you guys is just....an award I shouldn't won by," I told him smiling.
"The grand prize could've won by anyone but I'm glad it ended it up with you. We like you. Your...perfect for us," he complimented me.
I blushed.
"Gosh I hate compliments," I said blushing.
"Because you don't know what to do with them," he said laughing.
I stop laughing.
"How you know that?" I asked surprised.
"It's one thing or the other."
"Here. I put all of our contacts in your phone. If you need anything, don't hesitate to call or text or do both to reach us okay?" Suga said handing my phone back.
I looked at the contacts.
"My Jungcookie"
"My extra Suga"
"Mr.World Wide Handsome"
"Taetae"
"Hope my Hobi"
"My ChimPrince"
"NamNam destroyer"
I looked up at Suga.
"How-you know-these names?"
"Sorry but...we did go through your phone...and you have those name saved in your notes if you ever had our contacts...I thought it was cute," he said my
Gosh his gummy smile.
I hugged him.
"Be safe."
"This isn't our first time," he said laughing breaking off the hug.
The door opened and the rest of the guys came in.
"Why didn't you guys slept in your own room?" Asked Jungkook.
I looked down at him.
He looked hella hot.
"Why are you asking? Did you went in our room to check?" I asked laughing.
"No-I just wanted to ask Jin something-"
Jungkook stopped talking as his eyes slowly stared at my breast.
I looked down to see my nipples poking out.
I look up to still see Jungkook looking at them.
I walked behind Suga to hide.
I took the time to hug Suga from the behind.
He smelled so good.
"Let's go," Jimin said.
I eyed all of them.
They all looked handsome.
I walked to wear one of Suga tshirt and wore it.
I gave them a hug and a kiss on the neck.
They told me goodbye and left me in the room alone.
I'm surprised Suga didn't ask why I wore his shirt.
I got up and walked to Shimleon room and knocked.
He opened it.
"What you want its late," he said with one eye closed.
"Late? It's 10:03," I told him as I entered in his room.
He turned around and closed the door.
He jumped back on the bed.
I turned the tv on.
I watched for awhile but then I felt hungry.
I got up and call room service.
"Yes hello? Can you guys bring two crabs and lobster and two soda. Bring rice also.
"Um..I'm sorry but it's to early to eat that...plus we don't serve that either. Would you like pancakes?" The man asked.
"No it's okay. Thank you anyway," I told him as I hanged up.
*hahahaha omg fam*
I turned around to see him laughing.
"What?"
"This isn't a restaurant to order fancy food. Where you get that anyway? You couldn't even afford your rent."
"I cooked them myself that's how."
I went back to the bed and continued to watch tv.
A few minutes later, he finally gets up.
He went to take a shower.
He came back with a towel wrapped around his waist.
I laughed and continued with my show.
"Wow your sure loyal to the guys. Here is standing a hot model goddess and you wouldn't even look twice at me," he said laughing.
"What you have is nothing compare to the guys."
My phone rings.
Jungkook wantS TO FACETIME ME!
I freaked out.
Alndjkemssmwksk
"What your waiting for? Pick up stupid," he said.
I pressed the button and made a dirty look at Shimleon.
"Where you at!"
"In Shimleon room. You told me you don't want me to text you," I said smiling.
"What should I wear so we can go out?"
I turned to my left to see Shimleon approaching to me closer, still having his towel wrapped around his waist.
I thought this was pretty funny.
I looked back at Jungkook and he was mad.
"Why is he half naked? You guys going out now?"
"We are planning to go out. Suga made sure he would come so I can be safe.
"Like he can protect you," he said rolling his eyes.
"Hey Jungkook," Shimleon said.
I put the phone to where Jungkook can see both of us.
"Stop smiling you two. You both look ugly. I have to go. I called to make sure Shimleon was okay."
"Oh wow. Thanks for making sure I was okay," I said to him rolling my eyes but gave him a smirk.
"I-have to go."
He hangs up.
"That was funny. Great tease," I told Shimleon laughing.
"But he will be thinking about it all day," he said laughing.
"You want to go out?"
"Yeah let's go to the park or something. I don't want to be here all day."
I got up and went to my room to change.
I wore short-shorts with a cute black tshirt.
Shimleon knocked on the door.
I was ready and so was he.
"You don't like purses and you always wear those puma shoes," he said as we walked in the elevator.
"Never liked them since I was a child and these puma shoes are my favorite. They are special to me."
We walked outside.
It was a warm day.
The sun was hot.
Birds was chirping.
It was a perfect day to have a picnic at the park.
I just wished it was the guys and not just Shimleon with me.
"Let me look up some restaurants so we can take it out to the park," he said taking out his phone.
We decided to eat sushi.
We took our sushi to the closest park near it.
we found a bench and sat down and ate our sushi.
"Ummm this is good," he said smiling and eating.
I smiled at him and looked down at my sushi.
I love sushi.
I always eat it alone or with Marie.....but this time... I felt...alone...alone as if no one was going to be with me....I'll be alone forever...
"Why aren't you eating?"
I looked up.
My sad face turned into a smile just for him.
"No just...lost my apatite I guess..,"
"Oh..you wanted that crab?"
"No it's just that..i don't know I'm not hungry...it went away I guess.
"Wow you ruined my apatite. You went to a happy girl to...emo. Let's just go back to the hotel," he said getting up and walking away from me.
I put my sushi back in the bag and grabbed his sushi and put it in my bag too and ran to him.
"TAG YOUR IT!" I yelled at him as I punched him on the arm.
He turned around with a smile.
I gestured him to come get me and he ran to me.
I tried to run as fast as I can.
I ran to a tree.
He catch up with me.
I turned right and he turned right.
I turned left and he turned left.
I ran away from the tree and he tackled me down.
The food fell on the ground.
He fell on top of me.
We both laughed our ass off.
"You suck," he said catching his breath.
I smiled at him as he rolled off of me.
We both stared at the sky.
"I love looking at the sky. The clouds. The stars at night. I can stare at it for hours. It's just so...it's everything," I said still catching my breath.
"I think it's cool to see you find the smallest thing and make them bigger than what it is."
"What happened to your girlfriend?" I asked.
He turned his head and looked at me.
I looked at him.
"That's a topic I don't talk about," he said.
"I want to know....tell me."
"It's none of your dame business," he raised his voice.
"I won't be your friend then. I want to get to know-"
"Why get to know someone with their past?"
He looked at me.
I turned my head to face the sky.
It was quiet for a long time until he spoke
"She left me...because of my drug addiction," he whispered.
My eyes widen.
"What kind of drug...," I said softly.
He took his eyes off of me and looked at the sky.
I continued to look at him.
"Heroine. We known each other since childhood. We were always friends until we decided to take it further and start to date during high school.  We been dating for 4 years. I bought her a wedding ring and planned everything until.....I found my high school jungkie....he gave me heroine to try and I was hooked. She never knew about the ring. I kept postponing it because I always found myself so drugged out....after 3 months of using it...she found out. She flipped out. She told me I looked weak and skinny and just horrible. She left me the next day. She didn't even leave a thing behind, she made sure she got everything. Since that day I couldn't stop looking at my body and see this skinny, pale monster looking back at me.
I tried to stop doing heroine but it took over my life. One day.... I couldn't find it and I went crazy. I looked over everywhere and I couldn't find it. I got on my phone to call my friend to see if he had any. Instead of opening my contacts, Instagram opened and the first thing I saw was bts... I don't know what but they got my attention. It was a post about them wining some award. I don't follow anyone that knows about them nor I liked any post that was related to them so I don't know why they all of the sudden in my newfeed....They got my attention and I found myself looking them up on the internet. Played few song and watched some of their interviews. I found them very funny and pleasing to hear. I went to go to the bathroom to see it was all ready night. *signs* I went to bed and that was the first time i didn't used heroine. The next day I followed them on social media and stuff like that. I went in to get treatment. After being clean for 3 years....I still ask myself how can 7 Korean guys saved my life? Well I tried to contact my ex but she didn't want anything to do with me. I found out she was engaged and had 2 kids all ready. I was happy for her really. But I was even more happy of myself.....fast forward....bts was doing an audition and I packed my things and moved in Korea so I can enter. And I got in...and I met you....I want to say I'm sorry for being a dick to you. I don't like you anymore. I see you as a...best girl that is a friend that I never got a chance to have."
Tears fell down his cheeks. It fell on the grass.
I wiped the tears away.
"I'm sorry you been through that. I'm here for you..... i don't know the pain you went through but I'm glad your clean and I'm glad your doing fine. Call me your best friend. Your my friend all ready," I told him.
We got up.
He picked up the sushi that fell.
We walked.
We passed few stores.
I made sure he wasn't crying anymore.
"Come on put on a smile. You have a new friend," I told him smiling.
He looked up and smile.
"The bad had run away and now I can finally run forward," he said smiling.
I hold his hand and I ran into a store.
They had cheap bracelets.
I picked out matching one for me and him and I picked out 7 for the guys.
I always bought a cheap ring for myself.
We walked out of the store holding hands.
He was thirsty so we found a store that sold drinks.
I got a mango pineapple and he got strawberry.
He didn't let go of my hand and I didn't mind.
I have a friend now.
And I'll take good care of him.
We got back in his room.
It's 4pm
I still miss the guys.
I still feel empty and lonely without them.
I wore the ring and the bracelet.
He still wearing the bracelet too.
He went to bed to sleep and I continued to watch tv.
I went to the bathroom to pee.
I Was washing my hands when I hear grunts from the room.
I ignore it because I thought it was nothing, thinking it was the tv.
I was drying my hands when hear shouting.
It made me jump.
I opened the bathroom door to see Shimleon having a nightmare in his sleep.
I ran to him.
"Get off of me," he yelled.
I placed his head on my lap.
He was sweating like crazy.
I stroked his hair and with that he calmed himself down.
I teared a little.
I felt bad for him.
For some dame reason I felt so dame lonely.
I don't understand why.
I been lonely all my life but when bts came in my life...
I ignore my tears.
I stroked his hair and sang him a song.
He stop sweating and he stop mumbling words.
I got comfy so my back wouldn't hurt.
I watched tv some more until I got bored and got on my phone.
Because of bts, I been on Twitter a lot.
I haven't been on it since I posted that pic.
I went to my profile and I have 9k followers.
I'm confused.
I scrolled down to see the pic having 6k likes and 3k rt.
I tweeted *Cant wait for the concert :)*
As soon as I tweeted that, my phone was vibrating like crazy.
I turned down the volume.
Omg your actually with bts I can't rn-
You won't be with them all the time right?
Dumb questions and mean questions to nice ones.
I mean no hate...I would act a little bit jelli too if someone was in my place.
"Why is my head on your lap?"
I looked to my right to see him getting up.
"You had bad dream. I calmed you down."
"Oh those...." he said scratching his head.
"You get them often?"
"The last one I had was when she left me," he said getting up and going to the bathroom.
I laid on Jungkook bed.
"I think I had the dream again because...it been years since I thought about my addiction. But don't worry it won't happen again."
"Want anything to eat?"
"Burgers," we both said at the same time.
We both laughed.
We ordered burgers and pizza.
20min later it  arrived and we dig in.
"I brought uno" I told him as I remembered them being in my bookbag.
"Your such a child," he said laughing hard.
We played all day.
It was so fun.
He kept winning I don't know why if I played this game so many times.
"UNOOOOOOO," he yelled.
I through my cards on the floor.
"I fucking quit," I said laughing.
"Dame it's 9 all ready? What have we been doing all day?"
I check the time and it was.
"What time you think the guys will get home?"
"I'm more worried about you. You can't sleep with out Giffy."
"Oh you heard about that," I asked laughing
"I'll be fine. I'll just use a pillow."
We cleaned up our mess.
We rented movies to watch together.
We watched *world war z* and he such a baby.
I watched that movie so many times.
I laughed at him every time he got scared
He watched more movies until he fell asleep
Gosh you sleep like bear
I watched some more tv after I finished the rest of the movies.
It's 2am and they still haven't come yet.
My eyes are getting tired to be open and it wants to close since it's store hours been closed hours ago.
To wake myself up I got back on twitter.
There was videos of their concert they had.
Some was posted 2 to 4 hours ago.
Why haven't they come back?
I watched the videos.
Jungkook looks so hot.
Jimin oh gosh
JHOPE OH DAME
JIN OH HELLA NAW
TAE OH FACKING HELL
NAMJOON OH LIVING PIECE OF ANGEL
SUGA WLWNJSKSNDN BITCH ASS OMGMDKSJ
I fangirl all over again every time I hear them sing.
"JUNGKOOK WINKED AT ME" said the caption.
I clicked on the video and it showed Jungkook hitting the high note and dancing and gave her a wink.
I'm jelli!
I clicked on her profile and she posted a pic of herself
Im not mad anymore
How can I get mad at him if he did a good job?
Look at her! She is so pretty T_T
It's now 3 and they still haven't-
"What are you doing sill up?"
I look up.
Jimin and Jungkook was walking in and Jungkook closed the door.
I ran to them and gave them a hug.
I hugged Jimin first.
His body was sweaty.
I hugged Jungkook tightly.
"I missed you," I whispered to him.
He placed his hands on my waist and broke off the hug to look at me.
He smiled and gave me another hug until he let go.
"It's late,"
"I know. Why are you guys now coming?" I asked with one eye opened.
"We finished our concert. Go to bed," Jimin said yawning.
He went in the bathroom.
"What did you do all day?" Jungkook asked.
I stared at his sweat as it felled down.
His hair was dripping drops of sweat.
I thought it was hot.
Tips of his hair is wet.
I kissed his nose.
"I'm going to bed with Jin. Wash up and go to bed," I told him.
I opened the door as I felt his hand on my waist.
"Don't forget to say goodnight to the rest of the guys. Snuggle good with Jin. Next time it'll be me snuggling with you," he whispered.
I smiled went away.
"Jungcookie....do you like me?" I asked.
He looked down at me.
"Goodnight," he said as he closed the door behind me.
Fuck you too then.
I was mad.
I kicked the air with my legs as I walked to Namjoon door.
I told them goodnight.
I went to Suga room.
"Want me and Jin to sleep together again?" I asked smiling.
"No it's okay. Goodnight," he said hugging me.
He closed the door and I went to my room.
Jin was all ready showered and ready for bed.
He went to the bathroom and brush his teeth.
I crawled on his bed and wrapped myself with his sheets.
"That's my bed," he said laughing.
"I can't sleep without Giffy and people are close to it so has long as we are room mates, your sleeping with me," I told him as I pat the bed.
He rolled his eyes and laughed
I spooned him as he turned off the light.
I finally closed my burning eyes and drifted off to sleep with the sound of Jin tired breathing.