Warm tears//Jungkook fanfic//completed

Chap 5

My phone alarm went off.
I unlocked my phone to turn it off and got on twitter.
I haven't been on it for the past three days now.

I been busy the last three days but I made it for the auditions:)
I tweeted.
I unlocked my phone and took a shower and got ready.
I really didn't want to go.
I couldn't sleep good last night because how can I get 200 bucks in one day?! All my stuff is in here.
That dick! I been living here 2 years and the only time I don't pay he wants to kick me out!
*phone rings"
"Hello?"
"Y/N you haven't been to work for the past three days...you never called me or texted me...I never called because I thought you were sick or something.."
she sounded sad.
I forgot all about her omfiansjwjsj
"Oh no I'm so sorry! I been....I never got to tell you but bts...I been with bts and practicing with them...eh- I got fired...I'll explain later. I have to go but do you think you can lean me..."
I couldn't finish...I didn't want her to worry or anything.
"Lean me your blessing! I didn't know dancing would be hard but i will explain later."
"Bts?......i- yeah I have to go too just be safe."
She hangs up as I leave out of my apartment.

20min later (in that guy voice in spongebob show)

"Good morning everyone," I said as I placed my gymbag on the floor.
"Good morning to you too," Said Jungkook smiling.
I smiled back.
I walked to them.
"In a good mood?"
"Why not?" Tae said.
I hugged everyone and kissed them on their neck.
"I-uh- still not use to it...," Namjoon said blushing.
"You guys so cute!," I said in a baby voice.
"Good morning Y/N"
I turned around to see Shamleon coming towards me.
I walked to him smiling.
We hugged each other.
For the first time I actually found him descent.
He is actually sweet.
"I texted you last night,"
"Oh sorry I went straight to bed," I told him as we broke off the hug.
"Ummm...what's this?"
I turned around to see Jhope asking the question.
"I found out he isn't a dick after all. We are friends now," I said smiling.
The guys smile but it was forced.
"That easy...well that's good," Suga said.
"Manager won't come in today. You guys have a week left to learn the moves. You guys seem to catch up quick but you still need to complete the week," Said Jungkook looking at Shimleon.
I stared at him as he spoke.
His tongue poked his cheek.
He looks jelli.
I got turned on.
"Y/N needs more work," Suga said eyeing me.
Is he jelli too?
"I-I thought I was doing good," I said as I lowered my voice to where I whispered.
"You need work. Let's begin," Said Jimin not looking at me.
Is he jelli too? Wtf??
I got annoyed but didn't show it.
We danced for an hour and a half until Jhope stopped the music.
"Okay. He told us that you guys can sing. We can only pick one so let's start today," Jin said smiling at me.
Well at least he isn't jelli.
Does he like me?
Should I mark him out of my list?
"Shimleon you begin," Jin said.
"What song should-"
"Just sing anything," Jimin barked.
The guys sat down on the floor.
I did the same
Shimleon cleared his throat and sang "Titanium"
"I AM TITAN-"
Shimleon was hitting that's high note so well until Tae cut him off.
"Okay now you," he pointed at me.
"W-what song-"
"Just sing," Jungkook said.
"Don't cut me off! What I was saying was...what song?" I said.
I looked over at the guys and Jin and Jhope and Rapmon was smiling but not the rest.
I looked over at Shimleon and he gave me two thumbs up.
I started to sing "If you"
"If you-"
"Pick another song," Suga said biting down his lip.
"Pfff why should I? You told me to another-"
"We have work to do Y/N"
"LET ME FINISH... song...another song. There I finished."
I looked at Suga.
He has a smile but he tried to make it a straight face.
I smiled too.
"forever! We are young."
I closed my eyes to sing.
Young forever is such a good song.
I pore my heart out.
I sang this song out loud for the first time.
I got really into the song.
I couldn't hear my own voice singing but it was them.
I was singing but....all I heard was their voice. Like I was them singing it.
I started to tear up.
I remember all my past struggles to come to Korea.
To get a home
To get a job
To get money
To wish things I wanted
Things that never happened until now
Young forever I can't be but I'll live it to the purest as possible because there, paradise is waiting for me if I love it right.
When I finished I opened my wet eyes and looked at the guys.
Did I mention i cried like a baby? In front of bts?
I wanted to stop crying but tears kept falling down.
I looked at the guys.
Their face looked....moved as if....they could feel and see the pain I went as I sang.
"Baby don't cry," Jhope said as he walked towards me with arms opened wide.
I crashed into him and hugged him back tightly.
"I'm sorry," I told him.
"Shhhh you did good my little hope," he said as he stroke my hair and kissed my forehead.
I smiled at him as I tasted a tear that fell on my lip.
"Y/N! That was incredible! You sounded 10x better than bts itself! You almost made me cry...such a powerful voice from you."
Jhope broke off the hug.
I looked at Shimleon clapping.
I gave him a short hug.
"Yeh-...that was...amazing...," Jimin said clearing his throat.
"I-I like the passion you put in it," Jin added.
"Very moving," Tae said smiling.
"Breath taking," Whispered Jungkook.
I don't know if I was the only one that heard it but I felt something warm in my body.
It felt...nice.
"Obviously we know who we will pick," Said Suga getting up.
"Y/N happy to say your it," he said smiling and bowing down.
Tears are now dried on my cheeks.
I bowed down to him and tackle him down with a hug.
He was off guard with my hug and wrapped his arm around my waist tightly.
"You did good gummy," he whispered in my ear.
Gummy?
My new nick name?
I LOVE IT T______T
We broke off the hug.
I felt so welcomed and loved and it's been day 4 all ready.
We continued to dance all day.