Warm tears//Jungkook fanfic//completed

Chap 11

"What's your favorite part?" Asked Tae as he bite down his burger.
We ordered pizza and burgers.
"In the music video, I love the part where you guys stomp and do that dance," I said swallowing.
"That's my favorite part too," Jin said.
We finished our burgers.
It's now 9pm.
"I'm going to bed early," Jungkook said getting up.
"Goodnight bro," the guys told him.
"Guys have you seen the towel I used? I thought I put it in my bookbag," I asked.
I started to freak out.
The towel...I left it with my wet panty...fack!
"Goodnight Y/N."
I looked up to see Jungkook tongue poking out of his cheek.
I look down to see him holding my towel!
MY TOWEL!
"No i didn't see anything."
I watched as Jungkook walked out of the room.
"Oh. I'll look in my room. I'll be right back," I told them.
I walked out expecting Jungkook being there waiting for me.
He wasn't there.
That towel probably wasn't even mine.
I singed as I walked to my room.
I closed the door as I took off my leggings-
"I don't think you should do that. I have your only pair in my hand."
I look up to see Jungkook siting on the bed with my panty on his hand.
Thank god I didn't pull it all the way down, I yelled because he startled me.
"JUNGKOOK!" I yelled.
"Is that how your going to sound like when I thrust my dick in?" He said laughing.
I clenched my legs together.
"All ready turned on? This is embarrassing," he did laughing.
He walked to the door and locked it.
"Get out," I told him.
"Ummm see this is where your wrong," he said.
He grabbed me and pushed me on the bed.
He got on top of me and held down both of my arms down.
I gasp.
"Seeing you getting turn on just by my words and touch is so hot," he said as he kissed my neck.
I couldn't resist and I moaned.
"I'm mad at you just stop-"
"Awww your mad at me?" He said.
He laughed as he pulled up my shirt, using his mouth.
That was so hot.
He unhooked my bra.
He left it unhooked but didn't take it off.
He slowly left kissing trial all the way down until he reached my belly button.
I gaped and moan so many times.
He looked back at.
I closed my eyes as I see him licking and sucking on my neck.
I arched my back and gasped.
He he licks below my belly button.
I clenched my legs together.
"Oh no your not," he said as he spread my leg wide open with his legs.
I arched my back and moaned again seeing him in control.
"Stop-" I said with my eyes closed and out of breath.
"Why stop when you know you enjoying it," he said.
I opened my eyes and he was about to suck on my nipple when I said-
"Because I saw you winking at that fan. I told you I'm not a toy to play with."
He stop in his tracks.
He licked his lips and laughed.
"Oh really? You want to start?" He said getting off of me.
I hated myself for asking when I was about to get my nipple sucked and maybe if I didn't ask, he probably take my virginity.
I got up as I hooked back on my bra. I pulled down my shirt.
"I want to know if you like me. Yes. I love what your doing to me. I never felt this way and I fucking love it. But what I don't feel...is love. I won't go to the limit where I'm used. Tell me now if you like me or not," I said.
Tears began falling down.
"I want to keep my option open. I'm young and I want to enjoy my time," he said laughing.
I couldn't believe he said that.
I'm here crying and he has the nerve to tell me that.
"You don't care at all do you? You see me as an object! Your using me for your shit and of course I'm falling for it. You do this with other girls don't you?" I asked.
I was scared to get my answer.
"Yes but-"
"Wow Jungkook fucking wow. You ruined my point of view of you and I don't want nothing to do with you. Starting now your nothing to me. I can't believe I started to like you...every more to the point I was happy. When you left for the concert, I felt this emptiness inside I didn't know why. I been alone all my life, but when I had the chance to work with you guys...and you leaving for the first time...I realized how much...you mean to me. But I'll fill up that emptiness with alcohol," I told him as tears was running down my face.
I didn't know what I was saying.
I didn't even think for a sec...I told him how much he mean to me.
I wiped my tears and walked to him to get my panty.
"Wait-"
"I mean it. I don't want the guys to know. Don't ever touch me and don't ever speak to me. Only speak to me when your with the guys. Your nothing to me now," I said pushing him so he could get out of my way.
I slammed the door behind me.
I walked and I saw Suga in the hallway looking back at me.
I ran to him and hugged him.
"What happened?"
"I'm so lonely Yoongi. I need someone," I told him as I hugged him tightly.
"It's-its okay. I'm here. Do you want to be alone?"
"That's the last thing I want right now. Stay with me please," I said.
He broke off the hug.
"What did Jungkook do?"
He took me into his room and we sat on the bed facing each other and I told him everything.
Even the times where he touched me and shit.
I opened my heart to him.
I even told me the nasty things like...when he found me shaking and out of breath..I told him why.
"He's lying. He don't do that with other girls. Yeah he flirts but...like I said...your different."
"Different? Oh different as in him making me cum a lot and him fooling around with me because I let him because I thought other wise? Its fucking bullshit," I told him.
He wiped the tears away from me.
"He has no right to do those things. But he isn't wrong. He is young and settling down at that age is too risky."
"It's whatever. I just want to be friends with him that's all."
I look down as I played with my fingers.
"Want to sleep with me?" He asked as he lifted my chin up.
A tear fell on his thumb.
I rubbed my cheek on his hand.
"I want to but I don't want to leave Jin alone. I'm going to wash up and go to bed," I told him.
"I'm happy you told me. Try not to think about it much," he said smiling.
I hugged him one last time.
I made it count.
I placed my two thumb on his lips and kissed it.
He did the same with his thumbs.
I told him goodnight.
I walked in my room to see Jin all ready sleeping.
I don't want to see anyone at all.
I didn't even bother to tell the rest of the guys a goodnight.
I snuggled in with Jin.
I spooned him.
I wasn't tired but I forced myself to sleep.
I don't know what time I fell asleep.