Blue Life

NINETEEN

She tried to walk closer but he shouted again.
"can't you both just tolerate each other for once!!!! "
She stopped in fear. She had never seen that part of him before then she recalled.

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"I might seem good but you don't judge a book by its cover. "
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"just get off my line bullshit!!!! " he slammed the phone on the floor and she stepped back.

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"if it's you then I'll enjoy reading the book by its cover "
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"aaaagggghhhhh!!! "
She took a deep breath. "Ryan! "
He turned and saw her. "shit! What're you doing here? "
She came closer. "don't!! "
"is that meant to scare me off? " she started walking faster towards him.
"don't fucking come any closer!!! " she kept on walking like it was just breeze that passed. He's  breathing quickend and she stopped right in front of him. She looked into his red eyes and took a deep breath. She was scared but something in her assured her that he won't do anything.
"Ryan. " he kept on looking into her eyes. She raised her hand to touch him. "Jane stop! " he shouted like there was fire on his body. She rolled her eyes and touched his cheek.
"you're...... You're really crossing..... Boundaries.... Jane. "
She heaved. "what's wrong? Why are you shouting like that? "
He looked away and whispered. "aren't you hearing me? "
"I'm sure you won't hurt me. " she said and hugged him. He was still.
"you know nothing Jane. "
She tightened her grip on him. "tell me... I'm dying to know what's wrong? Just tell me. " she sounded desperate which made him feel loved for the very first time. He wrapped his arms around her and she added. "sometimes what someone needs is just a hug. "
He hugged her tighter which choked her a little but she endured it. He kept on tightening the hug like if he didn't he would loose her. She coughed a little. "Ryan.... "
"I'm sorry. I...... I..... Don't want to.... Loose you. "
She smiled. "I'm here.... so there's no loosing here... "
He released her and looked into her eyes and she gave him that cute smile.
"I'm here. " she whispered. He bent his head and got hold of her lips. He used his tongue to find hers and she responded quick. It was like fire all through her body and she used her hand to hold his face his on her waist. He kissed deeper and carried her making her legs wrap round his waist. Her gown revealed her thighs as they kissed harder. His hands now on her bottom. They kissed like if they didn't, they'll die.
She bit his lip and he chuckled. "bad ass."
She smiled revealing her dimples.
"why? " he kept on kissing.
"why what? " her voice couldn't spell the words well cause she was in a tight mood.
"why that black ass? "
She giggled and he caught her lips again.
"you're more than good for me, baby. " she stopped and laughed for a while. He smiled and caught her lips again. "don't stop again. " she continued and he added.
"it's giving me a heart ache. "
She chuckled. "till dawn? "
They kept on kissing. "I don't mind. " she then stopped.
"I need to know why you were that furious? "
He rolled his eyes. "it doesn't matter.... Kiss me. " she smirked. "I'm also desperate but you've got to tell me..... Why? "
He closed his eyes for a while. He dropped her on her feet holding her hand.
"don't let go. " she gave him an assurance nod as they walked. Her ears were itching to know what was wrong and she was growing impatient.
"Ryan.... "
"okay.... Damn... I'm about to say it... "
She frowned. "then be quick. "
"okay okay.... Calm em bones. " she hit him. "whatever? I'm not interested anymore. "
"what?! "
"yeahh "
"okay I'm about to say it now. "
She smiled. "cool. "
"okay my parents want to get a divorce. "
She stopped walking and covered her mouth with her hands in worry.
"oh my goodness! "he rolled his eyes. "don't let go... Please Jane. You just scared me right now. "
"oh I'm sorry. "she held his hand. "this isn't a joke. "
"I lromise.... I won't let go. "
He nodded and continued. "they've never loved each other and it's so disheartening. I tried my best to make them love each other but they wouldn't conform.... Truth is, it was really hard for me as a child.... Their fights, qrguments, quarrels.... Ughhh just gets me mad. "
He paused and continued. "they didn't even care of how I felt. Mum knew but she couldn't help it according to her. It was just too dumb! Now, they want a divorce at last!!!! " he shouted and she looked at him. He was really annoyed now. He looked back at her and calmed down.
"I never experienced love as a child... Just money and I hate both of them for that. " she stopped walking and he stopped too looking at the floor.
"they're getting divorced a month from now. " she hugged him letting go of his hand and he growled. "I'm still here... Don't worry. "she assured him and he hugged her also.
"Jane.... "
"don't...... All the love you were robbed of is here now " she didn't believe her ears as she heard herself clearly. That's what she felt for him. He released her and looked at her.
She then continued. "your parents are getting divorced and that sucks I know but it shouldn't get to you. People's parents are worse than that so it's nothing. Just get over it and man up. I believe in you Ryan. " he looked away and she held his face to look at her. Her voice faster.
"let them be. They should get divorced but you're stronger than that. You can't force two people to love them selves so just move on with life pleaseee.... "
"I'm a product of no love. "
"bullshit! Bullshit Ryan! Crap! They loving themselves or not doesn't define you at all. You're a special somebody... A loving....... and I haven't seen anything like you..... "
He put his finger on her lips but she kept on. "I don't know why you're so blind to notice what I'm saying.... No one makes me feel.... " he kissed her to shut her up. He kissed her slowly. "I.... I... Need to say it first. " a tear dropped from her eyes and he said. "if you keep on...... you'll leave me regretting. " he stopped kissing her and looked into her eyes holding her face. "I love you..... Damn I love you already! I wanted to take things slow but fuck that crap. I love you more than taking things slow. " he cleaned her tear with his hand and added. "damn I love you.stop crying please...... I guess I'm even growing crazy with this love word... since I met you,Jane."