Married To My Bestfriend

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I woke up to yelling but like a crying yell. I got up and ran downstairs. Isley was outside crying "Isley what's-" Isley moved out the way and i saw Isaiah laying on the ground not moving. I ran over to him " Isley what happen." I said. "We was walking to the store and a car came speeding pass and hit him." She said crying. "Go call 911." I said. I held his hand in my lap and rubbed his head "It's okay baby your going to be okay." I said will tears coming out my eyes. I looked at him and he was still awake "Isaiah you gotta say awake for me baby. Please don't leave me." I said crying. He looked at me"Okay mommy i'll hold on." He tried to say. "Please baby boy." I said crying. "Isley hurry up." I yelled. People started coming out there houses. Then August came running out here "What happen?"He asked. "Somebody hit him." I said crying. Then the ambulance pulled up and got out. They had they're bags and stuff. The ran over to us"What happened?" one of them asked. "A car hit him." i said crying. "Okay ma'am we going to need you to step a side." The other one said. August helped me and hugged me. They put him on a stretcher and put him in the van. "Would one of you like to ride?" The man asked. I got in the van and they closed the door. I felt the van move "Isaiah please don't let go. I need to stay with me." I said rubbing his head. They put oxygen mask on his face. He opened his eyes alittle bit"I love you ma." He said then trying to smile. "I love you too baby." i said and kissed his forehead. "I can't hold on no longer." He said low. A tear fell from my eye "If you can't hold on just let go baby." I said with more tears felling from my eyes. No parent ever wants to lose they're child but if he can't hold on i'm not going to make him hold on. But i will always love him. He looked at me and smiled then slowly closed his eyes. The van stopped and they opened the doors. They got him out and rush inside. "Ma'am you have to wait in the waiting room." They said taking him away. "No i need to go with him." I said trying to get passed the guard. August came running in with Isley and I'Aaliyah. August grabbed me and pulled me into a hug. "He said he couldn't. hold on nomore." I said crying. Isley and Liyah hugged me too "It's going to be okay ma. Isaiah not going to let go." Isley said rubbing my back. "Me and Isaiah have this bond thing and it's really strong right now. He didn't let go. Once i feel that bond get weak i know he letting go."Liyah said. We sat down and waited for the doctor. Liyah and Isley was sleep on the other side of August. Out of nowhere Liyah shoots up "The bond is weakening." She said and started crying. "Family of Isaiah Alsina." The dr said. We got up "He is in a coma and when the car hit him it knocked the wind of of him so he can't breath his own. His leg is broke so if he wakes up-"Isley cut him off "When he wakes up." She said. The dr looked at her and back at me and August "When he wakes up he will have a brace on his leg and neck." The dr said. "Okay can we see him." Isley said. "One at a time." He said and walked away. Liyah then Isley then August then i went. I walked in the room and sat next to his bed. His body looked so lifeless "Listen baby, i don't want to lose you. I almost lost you when you were just born and now i'm going through the same thing again. But if you want to let go and your done fighting you can baby. Just promise me you will always be with us. I know this is a little weird but come and visit us okay baby." I said crying. "I love you baby boy." I said and kissed his forehead. I looked at him " My only baby boy. You will also be my #1 boy" I said wiping my tears. I got up and walked out. I sat back down by August "You okay?" He asked. I looked at him "My son is in a coma and might not wake up and you just asked me if i'm okay." I said with an attitude. "His my son too Kay." He said. "August this is not the time or the fucking place. Leave me the hell alone right now." I said sitting back. He looked at me "Baby i know your scared but don't push-" I cut him off. "Just shut the fuck up August. Don't talk to me right now." I semi-yelled and walked outside. I sat down outside and just looked at the sky "God please don't take my son from me. I'm not ready to let him go. I need him here with me. Please don't do this. I'll do anything to have him back." I said and started crying. Isley walked out and sat next to me "Ma what was that?" She said with a loud tone. "I know i'm just scared right now and-" She cut me off. "I know your my mom but what the fuck. Your suppose to be hugging daddy not yelling at him for trying to be there for you. You need to go in there and say your sorry right now. That was so uncalled for. He trying to comfort you and you yelling at him." She semi-yelled. I got up and went in the hospital. I sat next to August. He had his head in his hands. I rubbed his back"I'm so sorry. I'm just-" He cut me off. "I understand. It's okay." He said and kissed me. I smiled and laid my head on his shoulder. I just sat there thinking about all the times Isaiah had us laughing so hard and tears just fell. Please let my baby boy wake up.