Camila's pov
"Come sit." I motioned Kj to come over. He obeyed my order and sat next to me on the edge of the bed. I couldn't hide my feelings, not when I'm drunk but I didn't care. I wanted Kj and if he wanted me then I don't know what the point is of trying to hide it. "What are you looking at?" I asked Kj who began to stare at me.
"You." I smirked at his remark and I couldn't wait any longer. I got on top of Kj and straddled him I looked into his eyes our faces inches apart.
"How do I look now?" I whispered.
"Cami." He said sternly.
"Yes Kj?"
"We shouldn't do this you're drunk."
"I want to do this Kj, I've wanted to for awhile now." I confessed to him. Kj lifted me up turned around, sat me on the bed and stood up to look at me.
"Cami I'm not going to take advantage of you." Ugh what a party pooper, but I wasn't going to give up yet. I stood up and walked behind him he turned to face me and I lightly pushed him so he would fall onto the bed.
"You aren't taking advantage of me." I said as I laid on top of him.
"Cami I'm not taking-"
"Just shut up and kiss me." I connected our lips and he immediately kissed back. My body was on fire and I had never felt so alive. He turned over so he was on top of me. Every single touch left a sensation in my body, Kj's lips were soft, his kisses were slow and passionate. I ran my fingers through his hair and wrapped my leg around his waist. He placed his hand on my thigh and gently moved it up and down. He broke the kiss and looked into my eyes passionately. I got butterflies in my stomach while he rubbed his hand across my cheek before kissing me again.
I put my hand under his shirt to feel his abs.
"Cami what are you doing?" He broke the kiss.
"I want you to take your shirt off." I whispered.
"I'm not taking my shirt off." Kj moved away from me and I was a little upset about that.
"It's okay Kj." I tried to get on top of him, but he moved over and stood up.
"Cami I should go." My heart broke when he said that.
"What why Kj we were just having fun."
"We shouldn't have done that." My eyes began to water when I realized he regretted what we had just done.
"I don't understand." I tried to hold back my tears.
"Look Cami I'm sorry I should go." He started to walk for the door.
"Kj wait!" I followed.
"Please don't Cami stay here and get some sleep."
"But-"
"Goodnight Cami." And with that he walked out the door and closed it behind him. I let the tears flow out of my eyes and my heart began too hurt. Everything went numb and I felt empty. How could he just leave like that? There was a connection there and I know he felt it too. My mind began to race and I fell into a depressed state.
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I tossed and turned in my bed, I couldn't fall asleep. So I got up and packed my bags I decided I wanted to go back to Vancouver without everyone else.
I called a cab to take me to the nearest train station to see if there were any trains heading to where I needed to go.
It was 2:15 and there was a train coming at 2:45. So I bought a ticket and sat to wait for it.
I played the same song on repeat and I slouched in the chair until the train arrived.
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Kj's pov
I was in my hotel room thinking about the events that had just occurred. I felt like crap for what I said to Cami. I needed to talk to her tomorrow to tell her what I really meant. I wanted to kiss her, I wanted to love her, I just didn't wanted to do it when she was drunk. I wanted it to be memorable and real I didn't want it to be just some drunken hook up. She means a lot to me and if we were going to do this I wanted to do it right.
Cami was special, she made me feel something I didn't even know I could feel. My heart ached for her and my head pounded, I wondered how one person could leave such an emotional impact on me. I missed her and all I could think about is how gorgeous she looked.
I wanted her to be mine and I was willing to do anything to make it happen.
